Tuhan Aku Lelah Dengan Semua Ini の小説・ストーリー

I’m exhausted. Our little miss is sucking my energy right out of me. I sigh, placing my hands over his on my belly, “thank you, Titus, for understanding. It’s not that I don’t want to because I do. I’m so tired these days.” I whisper, and look away from his gaze. My hormones are all over the place, don’t get me wrong I want to fuck him one minute, then the next I’m exhausted. This is embarrassing to admit.

"I was just exhausted and I apologize" "You seem tired a lot these days. It makes me worried. Maybe I have done something wrong" "You have not"

It wasn't easy on me. I was spent beyond measure. My body was trembling exhaustedly. I don't think I can take this anymore. I can't breathe with this pain. I'm so tired and worn out. I just want to... Sleep for the rest of my life. Tbc...

Even if I wanted to die already, someone would still really saves me. I want to end my suffering. The pain here in my heart was too much and I think I could not handle it anymore. I do not wanna live forever. Fuck this life. I am tired anymore. I want to rest. Everything is too much for me.

I threw myself on the bed, tears running down my eyes and staining my pillow as I wailed loudly, like a fucking baby. I was tired. So fucking tired of everything.

I can’t do this. I should give up. It's useless.

It causes me to let out a sigh of exhaustion and frustration. He is the death of me!

I’m nothing but an insignificant slut to him. Right now, I feel so tired. I'm exhausted, even. Are things meant to end up this way? Is this where it all ends? I close my eyes and wait for the order as I hear him address his bodyguard. “Hattos…”

"NATE, STOP BEING A BRAT!" "NO! I WANT MY DADDY! I DON'T WANT TO BE HERE. I HATE YOU! I HATE ALL OF YOU!" This is not what I expected. Oh, God! What must I do? I'm already drained to the fullest. Am I not enough to make him happy? I'm so tired of all these. Can't we just live in peace?

Give me peace of mind . I am trying my best ... I have so much on my plates already... Who will I share all these troubles with? When I had thought this is over...