Novel & Cerita Tuhan Aku Lelah Dengan Semua Ini

Until I got used to it without her. I paused as I took a deep breath. "Non so cosa ho fatto, perché Dio non mi ha dato una famiglia completa. Perché devo provare quelle cose? Sono così stanco, Bryan!" (I don't know what I have done, why God has not given me a complete family. Why do I have to experience those things? I'm so tired, Bryan!) I continued talking not noticing that someone was watching me from behind. "Voglio solo una vita semplice, ma perchéè così difficile averlo?" (I just want a simple life, but why is it so difficult to have it?)

Axel's pov................... "O my God, am so exhausted". I slumped on my chair in my office completely exhausted after completing a lot of paper works. ('YOU ARE SO LAZY'). I frowned 'Lazy? Did you see the work I just did?". ('WORK YOU WERE SUPPOSE TO START A LONG TIME AGO BUT NO.............YOU HAD TO PROCRASTINATE AND NOW LOOK AT YOU'). 'I wasn't Procastinating, I was busy and that's why I didn't start at the appropriate time'.

"NATE, STOP BEING A BRAT!" "NO! I WANT MY DADDY! I DON'T WANT TO BE HERE. I HATE YOU! I HATE ALL OF YOU!" This is not what I expected. Oh, God! What must I do? I'm already drained to the fullest. Am I not enough to make him happy? I'm so tired of all these. Can't we just live in peace?

I AM ABOLUTELY TIRED OF MY FUCKING SHIT! I do not know if I am the only one , but there comes a time in your life where even you are tired of the stupid shit you do. I mean… I sit back on my ass watching others achieve their goals , live lives that are hard yet rewarding – I watch people become everything they want to be physically and mentally…while I sit on my ass , doing nothing but pray and hope that somehow I will magically change.

Hindi ko mapigilang mapasigaw rito, now losing my patience. "Hindi mo pa nga naaayos tong kapalpakan mo ngayon, and now you want to be out of this????! Gusto mo pa talagang ako pa mismo ang umayos nitong lahat kaya naman gusto mong umalis na agad-agad!"

“This is what I was trying to tell you about since yesterday it just needs a yes or no reply.” “Oh God.” He whispered his voice laced with frustration. “Just say it already.” “Adrian, I am sick and tired of this lonely life that I'm living. This is not me. I'm becoming a shadow of myself and this is what I wanted for my life.” I aired out in one breath. This hush of settlement flashed through me as I sent out those words. “What in God's name does what you're saying have to do with me?” He asked, tiredly.

THEO I wasn’t sure what it was, but something told me that this was finally going to be over soon. It felt like a positive thing, but at the same time… I was exhausted. I’d fought for so long. I just needed it to be over, one way or another… and I was starting to lose the ability to care which way it went. AVA

Marcus I’m exhausted—Goddess, I have never been this sleep-deprived in my entire life. My eyes feel like they’re full of sand, and my brain is a fog, but I wouldn't trade this for anything in the world. It’s some hour of the night; the hospital is quiet, and the only light comes from the soft glow of the monitors.

“Am I not Your servant, Ya Rabb? Did I not live for You? Did I not strive to walk the straight path, even when my legs trembled and my soul felt hollow? Did I not trust in Your plan, even when I could not see beyond my own sorrow? Ya Allah, I am tired. I am tired of waiting for a relief that never comes. I am tired of believing that my patience will bear fruit, when all I taste is the bitterness of despair. I am tired of saying "Alhamdulillah" through clenched teeth, forcing gratitude when my heart is breaking. I am tired of hoping for Jannah when this dunya has been nothing but a grave for my dreams.

I weeped bitterly. Maybe I just don't deserve to live a life brewing of ecstasy. Where is life trying to push me to? Where are people in this life trying to end my life? I am tired God! I am fed up, of life!