Forbidden Desire
It was frustrating how the feeling that I was most familiar with didn't choose to come back to me, at all.
I could think of one way to calm myself, to poise the unwanted, weird, unnamed feeling. Without any further ado, I dialled her number.
"Hello, Aahir, how are...." I interrupted in my gruff voice, "Fuck the pleasantries Jenny, I need you to be at my place."
"Will be there in twenty, handsome."
Subsequent to the end of the phone call, I wondered if her taste could help me get better, fine, and normal. By normal, I meant no feelings, no sentiments, no eccentric emotions, and lastly no Aditi.