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I've never been in love with anyone other than my ex-wife and she fucked my head up when she left; she made it impossible for me to trust another woman or let one in. For the last eleven years I've been single and pushing every woman away that comes into my life, so much that they stopped coming and now I'm truly alone. The other is that Myla and I have only been together for a month and a half, and I feel like saying I love you now is too early. I don't want to scare her away, pressure her into saying it back or make her feel comfortable in any fucking way. I didn't want to lose her; I can't fucking lose her. But the fact that she told me she loved me first, made me know that it was fucking

She seemed to have claimed Damon as her own. "I'm sorry." Damon chuckled in annoyance. "If it wasn't for this divorce, I wouldn't want to wait for you, or do you intend to run away again?" As I wanted to reply to my husband's words, the woman beside Damon had already tackled me first. "He doesn't need to do that. She should realize that she's not your true love, Honey. That woman can only trouble you, and the woman who will be your true love is only me because I am your first love, honey."

“You weren’t that person for her? Mum didn’t love you? Then why did you two get married? You loved her? Yet you cheated on her? Oh, is that what love is to you? To-“ “Because she cheated on me first!” He raised his voice and suddenly joined me on my feet. “Because your mum cheated on me! That’s the reason I cheated back. That’s the reason my life became like this!” “What nonsense-“ “Your mum was my first love but I wasn’t her first love,” he continued. “And even after getting married to me, she couldn’t forget her first love. So she kept hanging out with him. They kept on meeting up. Time after time and eventually-“

“Yvonne, I thought about everything between us, I thought about it seriously and carefully. I love you and I want to marry you. I want you to make you happy. You must believe me!” “No! You must have never thought about it before. Love is a thing between two people, but a marriage isn’t the same–it involves two families. I was too foolish before and thought that love could overcome everything, but after all that happened, I know it’s not like that. It’s not just about you loving and wanting to marry me, do you understand?”

At first, her first impression of him was Sophia's icy cold boyfriend. She had always kept a respectful distance from him. Later, they got married... He would not return home often, so was still a little estranged from him. She was afraid that he would do anything that went overboard. Although she should have fulfilled her duty with the certificate, however, they were not a real couple after all.

That made me wonder if I was being paranoid thinking he loved me and wanted me back after all these years. Maybe he wants nothing to do with me anymore, I mean which man would remain single for a long time waiting for his first love, and when he did find the said first love, she was married and didn’t want anything to do with him. And all of a sudden after everything they’d been through she confesses her feelings after making it known to him she wouldn’t fall for him again. No man would want to stay with that kind of woman, I guess that’s how Alejandro is right now. He doesn’t want anything to do with me and I totally get it.

Phoebe couldn't understand it. How had their relationship come to this? From the moment she and Nathan met, fell in love, and eventually married, they had always been the couple everyone envied. When he proposed, holding her hand tightly, he had promised her with such solemn sincerity, "They say men change after marriage, but don't worry, Phoebe. Even after we get married, I won't change. I'll spoil you, indulge you, and make sure you'll always be the princess in our fairy tale."

"You are my first woman. And you still feel like a virgin the first time we did it. Wasn't Dimas that great?" "Can you be quiet?" Ajeng covered her face with her hands, making him feel proud. He was able to get his wife pregnant right after they got married. What man wouldn't be proud of such an ability? Especially being able to satisfy his wife. His love for Ajeng grew stronger and stronger. He kissed the woman's forehead gently and wholeheartedly. "I love you. I love you so much. But I realize that intense love is not good. So, I love you because of God. So that He can protect you for me," he said.

“Because starting tomorrow, this house is going to be a warzone. And I need you to understand the rules.” I nodded even though I couldn't utter a sound. “Rule one: We appear married. At Dinners, Events, Photos. You wear the ring.” He began, his eyes settled on my palm like he just noticed. "What happened?" He asked as his face squeezed. "It was a mistake" I said throwing my hands to the back, more concerned if I could keep to the rules. "I'm fine" He scoffed at me, a bit of worry was written on his face before he replaced it to a stiffen one.