Chapter 1: Betrayed on my birthday
“Fucking hell, Corwin! Just like that...fuck, yes!”
I stood frozen in the doorway of my boyfriend’s bedroom, my stomach lurching, heart imploding in my chest. We'd been together for years… and I sure as hell wasn’t the girl on her knees with her ass in the air.
The horror bleeding through me now was a gut punch compared to how I felt just this morning.
I’d woken up with a buzz of hope in my veins. It was my birthday, my 20th, and even if no one else gave a damn, I told myself I’d enjoy it. It was supposed to be a big deal...coming of age, stepping into my power, maybe even discovering the wolf buried inside me.
My boss at the perfume shop had let me off early, called it a birthday gift. And with my heart full and dumbly beating for Corwin, I made my way to his place.
He was the only one who ever gave a shit about me. The only one who made me feel seen. I’d trusted him. I was going to give him everything.
And now this.
They were both naked...bodies slick with sweat. The girl moaned like she was getting wrecked in the best possible way, hands fisting the bedsheets while Corwin rammed into her from behind like a goddamn animal.
“You like that? Say it,” he growled.
“God, yes! Harder...fuck me harder!”
Corwin grabbed her waist, slamming his hips into her faster. The girl’s voice cracked into a high-pitched cry, her body jerking in rhythm with every rough thrust. “Shit...you feel so fucking good!”
Then he lunged forward, one hand tangling in her hair, shoving her face into the pillow while he kept pounding her like he was trying to break the bed.
“Fuck, I’m gonna come,” he grunted, deep and raw, while she screamed beneath him...her muffled moans riding the edge between pain and pleasure.
The whole damn bed was shaking like a boat in a fucking storm.
I don’t know what finally broke me out of my trance, but as they both collapsed in their post-orgasmic bliss, I found my voice...and screamed.
“How could you, Corwin?!”
His head snapped toward me, face covered in sweat and guilt, eyes wide. But I wasn’t staying to hear his pathetic excuses.
I ran.
Didn’t stop to see the girl’s face. Didn’t care. Couldn’t.
My life had always sucked, but this… this was a new low.
I’m Selene Caelum. A disgrace. That’s all I’ve ever been.
My father, Alaric Caelum, is Alpha of Duskwatch Pack. Not the biggest, but brutal and respected. Like most Alphas, he wanted a son. Not just any son, a legacy. A beast to carry on his name.
But his wife only gave him a daughter. So, he turned to a surrogate.
And the surrogate...lucky me...was my mom. An ordinary omega with no status.
When I was born a girl, he didn’t even try to hide his disappointment. And when my mother died soon after, he had no choice but to take me in. But he never saw me as his daughter.
He hated me from day one. Hated me for being female. Hated that I turned out to be an omega. And it didn’t help that I never manifested a wolf.
Most shifters awaken their wolves around 15.
I was 20. Still nothing. No wolf. No powers. No scent. Just weak. Weaker than humans, even.
Alaric despised weakness. So he despised me.
His wife wasn’t any better. Cassara hated my mom, and every time she looked at me, she saw the woman who shared her husband’s bed. Her disgust was constant. I was treated like a maid in their perfect little house of lies.
Honestly, I would’ve killed myself years ago if it weren’t for one person: Rhiannon.
My stepsister. Two years older. Confident. Beautiful. She never picked on me, never played the cruel games her parents did. She was the only thread holding me together.
Well, her and Corwin.
Corwin freaking Thornevale.
One of the strongest wolves in the pack. Smart, sharp, hot as hell. Everyone thought he’d be Alaric’s successor. He had his pick of all the girls, and yet somehow, he chose me.
He was the only one who ever looked at me like I mattered.
Corwin had been my light. My escape. My reason to survive.
I was going to give him my virginity tonight. Wrap it up in a bow and hand it over with my whole damn heart.
But that dream just got burned alive.
I didn’t make it far. My legs gave out somewhere in a back alley downtown, and I crumpled to the pavement, sobbing until my voice was raw.
“Selene?”
Rhiannon’s voice broke through the dark.
I didn’t know how she found me. Didn’t care. I was too broken to think. Too shattered to move.
She knelt beside me. I told her everything between hiccups and tears. She listened...calm, quiet, warm.
A car passed by, its headlights slicing through the dark just long enough to catch a glimpse of her wrist.
Her bracelet.
The same damn bracelet I’d seen on the girl in Corwin’s bed.
My stomach flipped. “She even had a bracelet just like yours.”
“She did?” Rhiannon blinked. Her voice caught for a moment as she looked down at her wrist. “Oh… probably just a popular model or something.”
She looked shaken. For a split second, I thought I saw fear flicker in her eyes.
But it vanished. She smiled like always and unfastened the bracelet. “You know what? Screw it. Let’s toss the damn thing.”
She threw it into the dark. Gone.
“No need to keep reminders of tonight,” she said lightly. “We’re rewriting the ending.”
I sniffed. “Rewriting?”
“Duh. You think I’m letting your eighteenth birthday end like this?” She pulled me to my feet. “We’re going out. You’re gonna drink. You’re gonna forget his name. And you’re gonna look so hot tonight, every guy’s gonna want a piece of you.”
“I don’t know if I can…”
“You don’t have to know. You just have to trust me.”
I didn’t trust much anymore.
I wasn’t ready. I was still aching, bleeding inside.
But gods help me, I didn’t want to feel anything anymore. So I let her lead me away.
Chapter 65 – A Promise for JonesSelene’s POVThe moment Lucian appears at the doorway, my heart feels as if a massive weight has been lifted. His arrival is like a breath of air after drowning. He’s a mess—his dark hair damp with sweat, his clothes sticking to his powerful frame, his chest rising and falling with the effort of whatever trials he had faced to bring me what I needed. His skin glistens beneath the torchlight, and though exhaustion drags at his features, his eyes—those fierce, unyielding eyes—find mine and soften.Without a single word, he strides forward, determination in every step despite the weariness in his bones. He places the ghost orchid into my trembling hands. The delicate blossom, pale as moonlight, feels strangely heavy with the weight of so many hopes. I swallow hard, my throat tight with gratitude and fear. Lucian has done his part. Now everything depends on me.For a long, breathless moment, I just stare at the tools laid out before me: the worn, smudged n
Chapter 64 – Dawn's TearSelene’s POVA wave of relief crashes over me as Lucian pries the ancient grimoire from beneath a collapsed stack of decaying tomes. For a heartbeat, I allow myself to believe that salvation is within reach. My hands, slick with sweat and grime, tremble as I open the cracked leather cover. The scent of aged paper and dust fills my lungs, oddly comforting in our moment of panic.Fingers trembling, I thumb through the fragile pages, each one threatening to crumble under my touch. Symbols and scripts, some familiar, most foreign, blur before my eyes. For a fleeting moment, hope ignites in my chest... a warm, bright flicker.But as I read on, that fragile flame is snuffed out, replaced by a cold pit in my stomach. My shoulders slump, the weight of reality settling heavily upon them.Lucian, ever watchful, notices instantly. He leans in, his voice low and steady, as if afraid his words might shatter me completely. “Selene? What is it? What’s wrong?”I hesitate. How
Chapter 63 – RemedySelene’s POVThe healer’s words cling to me, heavy and cold, long after he’s left my side. It feels like they’ve sunk deep beneath my skin, poisoning me with the same helplessness that’s overtaking Aria. I manage a stiff nod, murmuring a thank you I don’t mean. What else can I say? What else can I do? The healer gives me that look... the one filled with quiet sorrow, the kind of look someone gives when they’ve seen too much loss. I see the sympathy in his eyes, but I don’t want it. I can’t bear it. If I take even a scrap of that pity into my heart, I’ll fall apart right here in front of him, in front of everyone.And so, I force myself to move. To do something. Anything.I throw myself into the chaos of the infirmary. My hands tremble, but I keep them busy. I change bandages that are already stained through. I fetch buckets of clean water, though my arms ache. I whisper soft words to frightened children and weary parents, though my voice feels like it might crack w
Chapter 62 – Tainted RiverSelene’s POVThe world has never felt so quiet, so crushingly still. I sit frozen at Aria’s bedside, my fingers trembling as they brush her soft cheek, cool but not cold. I keep telling myself that’s a good sign. That she’s still here. That I haven’t lost her. But with every second that passes, the fear burrows deeper. Her chest rises and falls, so faintly I have to lean in to see it, to reassure myself I’m not imagining it.“Aria,” I whisper, my voice cracking under the weight of my terror. I nudge her shoulder gently, then harder. “Baby, please. Open your eyes. Look at me. Just a little.” But she doesn’t stir. Not even the smallest twitch of her lashes. Not the tiniest sigh.My heart pounds so loudly I swear it echoes in my ears. I can’t sit here and do nothing. I can’t watch my child fade in front of me. Panic propels me to my feet, and I bolt from the house, barefoot, barely noticing the sting of stones against my soles.Lucian’s cabin comes into view, a
Chapter 61 – The River’s Curse Selene’s POVThe final crackle of the fireworks fades into the night, leaving behind faint trails of smoke that twist and curl like ghostly fingers into the sky. The air feels heavy now... thick with the lingering scent of burnt powder and that quiet promise of rain. The kind of stillness that settles after a celebration, where for a heartbeat the world seems to hold its breath.I don’t move. I just stand there, watching the last spark die out, my heart pounding strangely in my chest. My thoughts are jumbled, like the smoke above me... drifting, directionless. And then, from the corner of my eye, I sense her.Joy.She steps up beside me so quietly that I almost don’t notice at first. There’s a gentleness about her tonight, as if she’s afraid that speaking too loudly might shatter the fragile peace of this moment.“Selene,” she says, her voice soft, her eyes kind but serious, “let me take Aria home.”I follow her gaze, and that’s when I see him.Darian.
Chapter 60 – The day the light dimmedLucian’s POVI’ve always hated banquets. They’re nothing more than stages where masks are worn, not on faces like tonight’s masquerade, but in hearts. I’ve endured too many... lavish gatherings where nobles flatter one another with syrupy words while sharpening daggers behind their backs. I expected no better here, as I stepped into the Nightborne Pack’s grand hall. But I was wrong.The space isn’t large... not compared to the opulent ballrooms I’ve known... but it’s alive in a way those cavernous rooms never were. Soft silver fabric drapes the walls, shimmering under the warm, flickering light of a hundred candles. The tables don’t groan with excess, but what they do hold... woven garlands of forest blooms, carved figurines that could only have been shaped by loving hands... speaks of care, of pride. Laughter rings out, not forced or polished, but real. This room is small, yes, but it holds more joy than any royal feast I’ve ever attended.I find