I should’ve turned around the second I heard the giggle. I should’ve ignored the instinct, walked away, and gone straight to the pack house like a sane person. But I couldn’t. My wolf wouldn’t let me. So I pushed the door open quietly.
And my world stopped.
Reina, my sister, even when her back was to me, I knew it was her. Her hands were on River’s chest, her head thrown back in a soft, breathless moan. She was on top of him, bare, moving with a slow rhythm I couldn’t unsee no matter how hard I wanted to. Her skin flushed, her hair a mess of dark curls spilling down over his face.
And River, my mate, was beneath her. Kissing her. Holding her. His eyes closed. His jaw was tight, like he was trying to lose himself in the moment, like he wanted this.
I didn’t make a sound. I couldn’t.
It was like all the air had been sucked out of the room and replaced with ice. My heart didn’t even have the decency to race; it just… dropped. Flat and cold.
Reina turned slightly, maybe sensing something. Her gaze met mine over her shoulder. She froze. River’s eyes snapped open a second later.
He saw me.
The way his entire body went still told me everything I needed to know.
This wasn’t a mistake. It wasn’t some accidental, drunken slip. This had been happening. And he knew exactly what it was. I didn’t speak. Not a single word.
There was nothing to say.
I stepped back, slow and deliberate. My hand left the door frame like it burned me. And then I walked away. Down to the stairs and out the front door. Going back into the cool morning air that no longer smelled like home.
My legs moved on instinct, but my thoughts were silent. Numb. The bond between us, the one I had protected, cherished, and trusted, had snapped.
Not frayed but snapped and in ruins.
I didn’t cry. Not yet. My wolf was too stunned. My body was too rigid. I walked like a soldier retreating from a battlefield I hadn’t even known I was losing.
They didn’t come after me. That said everything. I didn’t hear him approach, but I felt him. That tug in my chest, the bond, or whatever was left of it, tightened the moment River stepped into the clearing. I didn’t turn around. I couldn’t. I was afraid of what I’d see in his face. Guilt? Regret? Or worse the lies
“Raven.”
His voice was low, almost cautious. Like he already knew I wouldn’t make this easy for him. I stood in front of the old tree behind the pack clinic, where he first kissed me as a teenager when we learned we were mates. Now, it felt like a tombstone.
“Don’t,” I said, without looking at him. “Don’t say my name like it still means something to you.”
“I didn’t want you to find out like that.”
I turned slowly, the wind catching my hair, my eyes burning.
“But you still let it happen,” I said. “You let her take everything that was mine.”
River flinched, but he didn’t deny it.
“I never planned for this, Raven. I swear to you, it just… happened. Things got complicated while you were gone.”
“Complicated?” I laughed, bitter. “That’s what you’re calling sleeping with my sister behind my back? Complicated?”
His jaw clenched.
“You left.”
“I left to build something for us! For the pack!” I snapped. “To train. To get my license. To take my father’s place, like we planned. Like you promised.”
“I know,” he murmured, almost too quietly. I stared at him for a long moment, heart thudding against my ribs like a war drum. “How long?” I asked.
River’s brows furrowed.
“What?”
I stepped forward.
“How long were you cheating on me?”
His eyes flickered, pain, shame, hesitation, and that was all the answer I needed.
“River,” I said again, slower this time, daring him to lie.
“Almost a year,” he admitted, voice barely above a whisper.
A year.
I blinked, taking a step back like the words had physically struck me.
“Why?” I choked. “Why her? Why my sister?”
His silence said everything before his words could reach me.
“She was here. You weren’t. The pack needed a Luna, and Reina…she stepped in,” he said. “At first, it was just duty. But then things changed. I changed. She helped carry the weight when I was at my breaking point. And then-”
“Don’t,” I whispered. “Don’t you dare turn this into a love story.”
His expression darkened, like he knew he deserved that.
“There’s more,” he said carefully.
I looked away, but he kept speaking.
“She’s pregnant.”
The world blurred.
“What?” I breathed.
River looked down, rubbing the back of his neck.
“We weren’t trying, but it happened. I found out two weeks ago.”
“And that’s it, then?” I asked, voice raw. “You chose her over me, your mate.”
He nodded.
“I had to.”
“No,” I said, sharp and broken. “You wanted to. Don’t pretend this was some noble sacrifice. You chose her, River. While I was gone, busting my ass to become the Luna you said this pack needed, you replaced me!”
He didn’t answer.
That silence screamed louder than anything he could’ve said.
I stared at him, at the man I once thought I’d spend my life with, and felt something inside me crack. Not just the bond. Not just my trust. But the illusion that this place, this mate, had ever truly been mine.
“Congratulations, Alpha,” I said coldly. “I hope she was worth it.”
And then I walked away. Not stumbling and broken. He didn’t follow, so I called Hennessy and told her to meet me at the Cave. We’re going wild tonight.
-
The bass hit like a heartbeat, loud, steady, alive. “Cave” looked like every other upscale club tucked into the heart of the city, all neon haze and expensive drinks, but beneath the surface, it was made for wolves like us. Most humans didn’t even know what they were walking into.
It didn’t matter.
I didn’t come here for the music. Or the crowd. Or the sleek interior with its hidden scent barriers and padded walls built to handle a wolf’s temper.
I came here to fall apart and to cry my heart out.
Hennesy found me at the bar, just like she always did. My oldest friend, my anchor, and more like a sister to me than Reina. She didn’t ask why I was already two shots in with a third on the way; she already knew.
“He did what?” she asked, wide-eyed, after I finally stopped talking.
I wiped my face, too tired to care about appearances. “Reina betrayed me, and he got her pregnant, Hen. While I was gone, training for a future that didn’t even exist anymore.”
Her lips thinned into a hard line. “I’ll rip his throat out.”
I let out a short, humorless laugh. “Get in line.”
The night blurred after that. The drinks kept coming. I danced a little. Maybe too much. I screamed along to a song I barely knew, and then cried in the bathroom like a girl who’d never been broken before. Hennessey tried to take me home twice, but I told her I needed a few more minutes. She could go home. Even though she was hesitant, I told her I could manage.
Big mistake.
I stepped outside just past midnight, still dizzy, still clutching my jacket like armor. The alley behind the club was dim and quiet, too quiet. I should’ve known better.
I didn’t even smell them until it was too late.
A van screeched behind me, tires scraping against wet pavement. Shadows moved fast, two men, maybe three. No pack scent and no warning.
“What the-” I staggered back, instincts kicking in too late.
Hands grabbed my arms. I fought hard. Threw a punch. Caught one of them in the jaw. But I was off-balance, off rhythm, and drunk.
One of them hit me. Not hard enough to knock me out, but enough to send me to my knees.
“Get her in the van,” one of them muttered.
I screamed, but the music inside drowned me out. My wolf howled in rage, but I couldn’t shift, couldn’t focus. Everything spun. My limbs were heavy.
I fought until my vision blurred, claws tearing through my fingertips, but not fast enough.
They dragged me in.
The doors slammed shut.
And then everything went black.
The way Keeran phrased his words made it sound as if we were going to go to bed...together.Which we are not and will not.Not if I can help it anyway, and we had separate rooms. "I-I can go myself," I stuttered, removing myself from his arms when he suddenly grabbed my wrist and dragged me back against him.As if he could tell that I was going to try to run again, Keeran suddenly bent down and looped his arm underneath my legs.I was easily lifted off the ground in a matter of seconds.My stomach churned, and I prayed that I didn't throw up again."I will take you," he stated before walking out of the room and taking a right instead of the left from where I had come.And I found myself gobsmacked in the face by reality."You're going in the wrong direction!" I cried, crumpling his shirt in my hands and tugging.As if he was going to turn back with my mediocre attempts."We will go to my room," he replied, steadily walking as if he didn't have me in his arms, almost as if I didn't we
Raven’s Point of ViewThe next ten minutes drawled by.I tried my best to eat but the awkwardness of the situation and Keeran’s steady gaze made it very difficult to continue the meal.The steak tasted good but the nervousness and anxiety wouldn't go away. How can anyone eat with someone staring them down, especially someone whom they don’t want to see?With a purse of my lips, I slowly laid the fork down onto the plate and watched as a frown made its way onto his lips."You need to eat more, Raven," he urged, although I felt some hidden emotion in his words that seemed more like an order than a suggestion.My eyes narrowed."I'm full," I stubbornly replied as if I wasn't talking down to the Alpha of this pack. You could say that my nerves were making me come off a little more arrogant and confident than I actually am. And perhaps, I may regret this when I wake up with an arm missing tomorrow."You will finish the rest of your meal," he stated calmly, jaw slightly gritted, probably fr
I shakily managed to grab the fork before reaching for the knife with my right hand.It took everything I had to not look back up at him.There was this annoying feeling that gnawed at my conscience, telling me to look up, almost like an instinctive need that I refused to submit to, never. And I don't know if I was imagining it or not but I could feel his breath flutter the hair at the crown of my head. His every inhale and exhale brushed against my temple as if he was leaning downwards towards me, causing a shadow to cast on my face when he blocked the light with his body.It didn't look like he was going to move away anytime soon so I ended up obeying the call of impulse and tipped my head back.I originally wanted to glare at him but just seeing his face made me recoil into myself. All I really wanted to do was scratch his eyeballs out and flee like a frightened animal but that was not probable.From this angle, he looked much taller and scarier, yet I couldn't get myself to look
Raven’s Point of ViewMy cheeks had long lost that slight blush from the shower and instead had gone even paler in comparison to the makeup I had applied onto my face.I know for certain that I don't want to see Keeran right now because Goddess knew what would happen if I did. He was a straight up monster after what he did to me For one, I am definitely not ready to face him after the humiliation, deducing me into a whore. What am I supposed to say to a male who deliberately abused me, making me like.some kind of whore? And now he's summoning me for dinner? Was he stupid to think I’l join him after what he did? I don't know how to react in such a situation."Let's go,” a woman who seemed to have a higher position and who entered my room urged me, after turning to me and noticing that I hadn't moved an inch."I-I can't," I dryly retorted, straightening my back and staring her in the eyes as my lungs heaved in panic."You can't?" she repeated, testing the words and possibly testing m
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I genuinely just didn't care anymore. I had forgotten the rational side of me, and all was dominated by a feeling of need to be filled in. It’s melting my mind. All I knew was that there was a man standing in front of me, a man who could penetrate me with his fingers, who could lick my sex hole.I curled my back, pushing my sex as close to his face as possible. "Touch me!" I begged him again. It's humiliating, but I couldn’t stop myself. "Please. My pussy is on fire. I need you."I saw his Adam's apple bob as he swallowed thickly. He inched forward, slowly, and I closed my eyes.It was going to happen. I felt his hot breath on my entrance. I heard him inhale deeply, and the sound of him enjoying the smell of my wet sex caused another drop of juice to leak out of me. But then, all of a sudden, his breath was gone, and when I opened my eyes, he had leaned back."That’s not gonna happen anytime soon," Keeran said, though his hunger in his eyes was apparent. I barely heard him. My tort