CASSIE’S POV
The next morning.
I slowly opened my eyes and a feeling of emptiness overwhelmed me knowing I slept with Shawn holding onto me as though his life depended on it but he was nowhere to be found beside me.
Why do I feel so sad?
‘Could he be in the bathroom?’ I thought to myself and my heart started beating even faster.
I placed my head back on the pillow, shut my eyes, and patiently waited for him to be out.
My mind flashed back to Shawn pushing me against the wall and drilling me with his fingers. A soft moan unintentionally left me and I found myself squeezing my thighs together to ease some friction.
I couldn’t believe I had my first orgasm with a douchebag last night. But I couldn’t be more proud of myself for not going further with him. I don’t like him and I don’t trust him. But why does my body act a certain way when he moves close to me?
I mentally slapped myself in the face, relieving my head from having unnecessary thoughts. ‘Never give in to him. He’s not d
