evelyn pov
My hands trembled as I returned to my station, the pristine knives and fresh ingredients laid out before me suddenly feeling distant, irrelevant. The heat from the overhead lights pressed down, but it was nothing compared to the flush burning across my cheeks.
Get it together. I exhaled sharply, wrapping my fingers around the cool steel handle of the chef’s knife. The weight grounded me, dragging me back into the present.
But Damian Blackstone’s gaze lingered in my mind like the shadow of smoke—sharp, invasive, impossible to ignore. Just another obstacle. Another judge who had seen hundreds, maybe thousands, of competitors pass through this very station. He was nothing—he should be nothing.
So why did his attention feel so heavy?
I sliced through a ripe tomato, each cut clean and precise, despite the chaos churning beneath the surface. I shouldn’t care what he thought. I was here to win—not to unravel the enigma behind those dark, knowing eyes.
My teeth clenched as I set the knife down The frustration simmered beneath my skin, battling with a curiosity I refused to name. I set the knife down, wiping my clammy palms against my apron. the buzzing sensation in my chest refusing to fade the sizzling oil in the pan beside me was a welcome distraction—the familiar heat and rhythm pulling me back into focus., the heat from the stove cutting through the chaos in my mind, grounding me back to my senses.
Focus, Evelyn.
The noise of the competition swirled around me—clanging pans, shouted orders, the low murmur of judges circling like vultures. But all I could feel was the weight of that moment—his eyes narrowing, as if he could see straight through me.
I clenched my jaw. I’ve dealt with men like him before.
Memories clawed their way to the surface—mentors who dismissed my ambition, investors who offered smiles lined with ulterior motives, critics who questioned every choice I made simply because I refused to play by their rules. I’d fought too hard to be here, and I wasn’t about to let some overconfident, good-looking judge knock me off course.
The scent of caramelizing onions snapped me back. I adjusted the heat, tasting the sauce with quick, methodical movements. Every sprinkle of seasoning, every flick of my wrist—an act of defiance.
“Impressive composure, as always.”
Chris’s voice cut through my concentration. He leaned in, low enough to be conspiratorial, but not enough to break my rhythm.
“I don’t need cheer leading right now,” I muttered, eyes fixed on the scallops searing in the pan.
“Not cheer leading.” His tone was quieter now. “Just a heads-up. Blackstone doesn’t focus on anyone without a reason. Could mean opportunity… or trouble.”
I forced out a dry laugh. “His interest is irrelevant.”
Chris didn’t push, but his silence was louder than any warning.
Judging time arrived like a storm rolling in—slow, inevitable, unwelcome. I stood behind my station, shoulders squared, face blank. The panel moved from contestant to contestant, their critiques ranging from polite encouragement to brutal honesty.
Blackstone remained detached—his voice even, his words precise. When he wasn’t speaking, he looked almost bored.
Until he reached me.
I presented my dish—seared scallops on saffron-infused risotto, garnished with micro greens and a delicate citrus foam. My heart hammered in my chest, but I kept my expression steady, watching as he studied the plate with clinical detachment.
He picked up his fork. Every movement was deliberate—the curl of his fingers around the silverware, the measured pace of his first bite.
A pause. A raised eyebrow. A flicker—so brief I almost missed it—of something like interest beneath his polished exterior.
“Balanced,” he said, voice low. “Unexpected depth.”
It wasn’t much. But it was more than he’d given anyone else.
I locked onto his gaze, forcing myself not to flinch. “I aim to surprise.”
His nod was slow, noncommittal, but something passed between us—something unspoken, something I couldn’t quite pin down. He moved on, but the ripple of tension lingered long after he walked away.
By the time the day’s competition wrapped and i had made it to the final round with two other contestants, exhaustion weighed heavy on my limbs. Outside, the cool air cut through the lingering heat of the kitchen. I leaned against the wall, letting myself breathe—really breathe—for the first time all day.
A flick of movement caught my eye.
Damian Blackstone stood a few feet away, cigarette balanced between his fingers. The ember’s glow carved sharp lines into his face, his expression unreadable.
“You’re intense,” he said without preamble, his voice carrying that same lazy amusement.
I crossed my arms. “Focused, actually. There’s a difference.”
He exhaled a plume of smoke, half-lidded eyes watching me. “Most people would take the attention as flattery.”
“I’m not most people.”
His smirk deepened—just a flicker, but enough to spark something in my chest.
“No,” he murmured. “You’re not.”
I took a step forward, close enough to catch the faint scent of smoke and spice clinging to him. “I’m here to win. Not to be a distraction—or be distracted.”
The space between us stretched tight, crackling with something I refused to name.
Then he leaned back, cool and unbothered. “We’ll see about that.”
He took one last drag, flicked the cigarette away, and walked off—leaving me alone in the quiet night, heart pounding against my ribs.
You won’t get in my head, I promised myself.
But as the ember of his cigarette faded into the dark, I couldn’t shake the feeling that Damian Blackstone had already carved out a space in my thoughts—and that, somehow, he knew it.
Evelyn’s POVChris looked ridiculous the moment he stepped out of the hospital.Not because of the crutch tucked awkwardly under one arm or the paper bag of discharge meds clutched like a lifeline in the other.But because he wore the most absurdly large sunglasses I’d ever seen—big, round, tinted like a disco ball from the 70s, completely at odds with the hospital wristband still dangling from his wrist.“Really?” I asked, trying not to laugh as I opened the passenger door and helped him in gently.“They’re vintage,” he said solemnly, like he was discussing something sacred. “And emotionally protective.”Damian snorted from behind me, grabbing the paper bag and tossing it into the backseat. “You’re a menace.”Chris settled into the leather seat like a king returning from war, his whole body sighing into the cushions. “You say that, but you love me.”We both did.That’s why we were bringing him home. That’s why Damian cleared his schedule since he sometimes receives work emails, and I
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Damian’s POV I hate the silence.Dr. Samuels’s office is all muted greens and filtered light. The kind of neutral calm that screams “safe space” to the initiated. To me, it feels like waiting for judgment dressed up as serenity.I sit on the leather couch. It creaks under my weight—too loud in a room that makes even breathing feel like a violation. She offers tea. I shake my head once. No thank you.She doesn’t fill the silence. Smart move. It stretches until I’m itching. But I’ve learned to sit with discomfort. Discomfort is familiar.“Your files were extensive,” she says finally, voice smooth but direct. “But that’s paper. Let’s start with something not in the reports.”I glance at the bookshelf behind her, pretending I’m studying the titles. What I’m really doing is calculating—deciding what truth costs the least to hand over.“I used to count knives,” I say. “In kitchens. Boardrooms. Airports. Anywhere.”Her expression doesn’t change.“After the kidnapping, I’d walk into a room an
Evelyn’s Point of ViewIt’s not the oven that scares me anymore. It’s the knife.Not because I think I’ll hurt myself.But because of what it represents: precision, mastery, confidence—all things I used to have in abundance. The things Lawrence almost stole from me.Lina smiles gently as she lays out a tray of vegetables—red peppers, zucchini, carrots—and places a chef’s knife beside it. “We won’t slice today unless you’re ready,” she says. “Let your hands touch the weight first.”I breathe. Nod.My fingers close around the handle. Muscle memory flickers in my wrists like old embers trying to catch flame.But my shoulders go stiff. My breath shortens.“I can’t—” I whisper. “I used to be able to do this blindfolded.”“You will again. But not by forcing it,” Lina says.She gives me a plastic butter knife instead. “Try cutting something soft. Banana, maybe?”I want to laugh at the ridiculousness of it—but instead, I take it. I cut the banana slowly, silently, each slice landing with a wet
Evelyn POVI sit at the edge of my bed, the old wine-colored apron folded carefully in my lap. It feels heavier than I remember, the fabric somehow denser with all the memories I’m too scared to face. The scent is faint but unmistakable—rosemary and lemon zest, the smell that used to fill my kitchen like a promise of something good to come.I haven’t worn this apron since the week before the kidnapping. Before everything went wrong.Normally, this apron would bring me comfort. Like a familiar embrace, the way soft cotton wraps around a dancer’s waist before the music starts. But today, I hold it like it might betray me. Like it might tear itself away from me and remind me how fragile everything really is.I trace a finger over a faint oil stain near the hem. A reminder of countless meals, long nights, moments when I poured my soul into flour and butter and spices. This apron witnessed my passion, my failures, my triumphs. It saw me at my best and my worst.Now it feels like an empty s
Third person POVIt’s been three days since the proposal. Three days since Evelyn said yes—not out of obligation, not as a business arrangement, but as herself. For the first time in what felt like years, the world outside their walls wasn’t burning.No breaking news. No lawyers. No boardroom tension.Just quiet.She wakes up before Damian, the sun warming the white sheets. His arm is slung across her waist, his breathing slow and peaceful.She doesn’t move.Not because of pain—though it lingers—but because for the first time, she wants to be still.She closes her eyes and listens: birdsong through an open window, the low hum of the city far below. No monitors. No beeping machines. No board calls buzzing through Damian’s phone.Just life.Healing, Evelyn realizes, doesn’t announce itself like trauma does. It arrives in silence. In presence. In the ability to notice again.Damian’s penthouse smells faintly of vanilla and expensive leather. Cleaners have been through. The couch is diffe