Chapter: Chapter Four: Wet DreamsCaleb What the fuck did I just do? I run my fingers through my hair, pacing the walls of my bedroom. I made out with Ryan. And it wasn’t just a kiss that I could blame on the stress I’d been through the past few days at the hospital. I let him give me a blowjob. And I liked it. I liked having his mouth around my cock, feeling his tongue slide around the tip—wet and hot. And I came in his mouth. Anna and I had oral sex a lot…she liked going down on me, even if she knew it would lead nowhere. She was good at it too. But ten minutes with Ryan and I’m coming hard like a high schooler reading a Playboy magazine for the first time, unable to hold back. “Fuck,” I grunt, pulling at my roots. I stride into the bathroom, stripping off my joggers as I stare at my reflection in the mirror. My face is flushed and my bottom lip is swollen from where Ryan took over the kiss. I run my thumb over it slowly, my breath hitching as I remember the way he tasted. I close my eyes as a sigh slips out a
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Chapter: Chapter Three: The ForbiddenRyan I thought about it for days on end. I have awoken many nights to throbbing erections, knowing that my neighbor and the man I’m supposedly dating is the cause. But it has never gone beyond that. I have not once tried to touch him or come face to face with how I truly feel. Because he isn’t like me—he's in love with a woman who loves him back. Going after what I want would only shatter his happiness. But, at this moment, he’s kissing me, and all I can think about is slipping my hands down there and touching him. I want to know what makes him hot and heavy, what does it for him when I’m stroking myself in the shower, the fog from the hot water covering my naked body. So, I do it. I let my hands roam down his body, taking time to tease his nipples, growing even harder when he groans into my mouth. I resist the urge to tear my lips from his and tongue his nipples, like I’ve done to many other girls. Because there is a part of me that is scared of what will happen if this
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Chapter: Chapter Two: Touching HandsCaleb “You did not have to go and pick him up. It’s not like he cannot get to the house from the shelter. Why did you have to kiss him on the cheek!?” I sigh, sitting on the chair in my room. I know we were bound to have this argument, one way or the other. And no matter which excuse I give, it will not be enough for Anna. Not that I can blame her. We had been dating on and off for three years, and even though she knew I did not believe in marriage, she decided to stick with me. Even when I told her that having a fake relationship with Ryan meant that my parents would no longer harass her, and we could live our lives in peace, she did not question why I could not stand up to them and also defend what we had together. I was, I am a coward. “Don’t you have anything to say? Do I have to go out there and ask him why he cannot just go back to his family? His mother came to bring him home, while yours couldn’t care less. If you ask me, I think you are getting the short end
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Chapter: Chapter One: The Fake RelationshipRyan I think I’m in love with a man. Or maybe I’m just really good at acting. It’s getting hard to tell, since we’ve been doing this for six months now, and it has graduated from being a public stunt to a private thing. I take out a milk carton from the fridge and pour some into the bowl in front of me, conscious of the fact that Caleb is still asleep. Since he works night shifts at the hospital, he comes in really early in the morning and clocks out until afternoon or evening. I sit on a stool in front of the kitchen island and fork cereal into my mouth. Caleb says that you’re supposed to use a spoon, so you can get some of the milk too, but I prefer it this way. I like it with just the barest hint of wetness, and then I drink from the bowl afterwards. I wish things were that simple with the thoughts I'm dealing with. "Hey, you." I look up and a smile naturally forms on my face as Cabel opens the door of his room and walks out. It’s incredible how his hair seems
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