Novels by Joycepen

CHAPTER 029"I played him""Is this our end?"POV (FREYA)It took a while_To realize how selfish I've been to Alan, it surprises me how I never noticed it - How much I used him, hurt him?Did I not notice or did I choose not to? I knew I needed something to get this all out of my head, something I love doing.Travel? Go out of the country to places like Morocco, how sweet.Or should I start a book series titled "THE WOMAN WHO WAS SELFISH?" And then what? Write about what tornado has been going in my not so good life. I'll make a lot of money, people love to read about the lives of pathetic people and then what?Get pity and then what?Someone will pity me enough to marry a selfish, barren ugly woman who doesn't even know how she feels and then what?I couldn't come to a conclusion, and then I realized how much of him I had in my head. How much I failed to realize, that he did everything for me.Did I ask how he'd felt? I assumed he still felt the same after all these years and playe

POV(FREYA)One hasty trip Her face, it made me mad but right then I realized she could even be the one behind the rumors."Oh Kaiden..." She repeated, this time louder like I didn't hear the first one.I rolled my eyes indistinctly and turned to walk away, but he called me, not with words, he held my wrist."What now?" I made it seem like I was tired but I actually was, from this undeniably unending curiosity that seems to get the better of me each time."Uhmm, there's a small get together vacation I prepared for us in the maldives. I was thinking if you will like to go, you just got back from the hospital so a little rest will do right?" His voice was calm, just the amount of kindness I needed but no!I'm not getting tricked by this, this might just be another excuse to put me away, I need to get back on my feet. Stronger this time, maybe I'll get some investigation done while they're away."No thanks, I think I'll be fine in my bedroom. Enjoy your... Vacation." I released my wrist

POV(FREYA) It felt good, finally getting out of here felt gooder than anything for a while except that kiss was better. The air felt and smelt different, "shall we?" Kaiden opened the car door for me and I didn't need him to remind me again before I settled down and took of my eye glass. Seeing his face the first thing in the morning was definitely not part of my plan but I had no choice. "How was your night?" He popped a question I felt to lazy to move my mouth not to talk of an answer. "I'm whole Kaiden, can you do me a favour and keep quiet throughout the ride. I'm really tired and I don't think I have the strength to answer your question, I'm barren okay?" I bombarded him with a long answer and I must have went too far with it since he looked shocked, flabbergasted maybe. "How did you-" "How did I know right? Well I saw it on my formal medical results and I must have frequented this place for certain reasons. By the way, when did Bianca arrive? And why is she living w

POV(ALAN)(Marry me)I froze, feeling her lips crash into mine and then I went crazy, I went wild in her mouth.Did she mistake me for Kaiden? I didn't care, at that point, I could just be selfish enough to think about myself.It was irresistible, her body, her small body that clung to mine like a leech. I fought back the thought, the urge, the feeling of wanting to grab her waist closer to sync with mine.I might hurt her, but when my hands started to move on their own, I knew it didn't matter. I lifted her up and she wrapped her leg around my waist, it was fast, too fast. But I knew stopping was impossible.She ran her hands through my hair, it felt good. her lips, her touch, her face, it felt like heaven.My hands roamed her back and I could feel it, the heat. She pulled away from the kiss to breathe a little but her lips connected fiercely with mine before I could say anything.I decided to spice things up and kissed her neck and that was where it all went wrong, it tickled her m

Chapter 025POV(FREYA)Was it all a lie?I decided to close my eyes after an hour of doing nothing, but the door flung open again. Oh God, is this even a VIP ward when I have no privacy, it's everyone barging in every now and then without knocking.And there she was, a tangerine looking nurse. She had very tiny ears that stood out like an elf's, red or should I say pink?I was studying her face too much while she checked my condition, I used to be so full of life too. But now? The moment I get a little bit weak, I pass out. The hospital must be sick of me already, and it's always this room. This same room, furnished to feel like home but it doesn't. Alan did his best with the green by the window side, he thinks I don't notice it but I do. Even to the most little detail, from the little kitchen napkin lying on the comfy couch. I know he did all that.But spending much time here did little to the effect it had on me, it felt like I've forgotten an important piece of my memories. Like

POV(Freya)(You should live without me.)I opened my eyes slowly and it hurt just by looking around, I wasn't sleepy but it felt like my eyes could close at any moment.I was laying in the hospital bed... Again, at this rate I might never leave here. But I hated the feeling, the smell of sanitizers and something I hated.I moved my hand slightly and i realized I didn't have access to my phone for a whole week, the doctor said to keep it away but I needed it more than ever.Alan, where was he? He was with me before I passed out.I pressed the emergency button and slowly sat up, the door opened slowly and Alan walked in, no it wasn't Alan. KAIDEN, walked in like he owned the place. The last person I wanted to meet.I laid back on the bed and looked outside the window, he came to my front and blocked my view. I clenched my jaw trying to stay calm but it wasn't helping when he brought out a bunch of flowers."How are you feeling, I bought this on my way here." He handed me the flowers and