I want to make fun on Gerald. I don't have a stomachache. But I'm just tired, not in the mood to serve him right now. But I suddenly felt guilty after seeing him panic. I Always, acting stupid, that makes us both hurt.
"Pain? Why? Cramp?" Gerald asked in a panic.
I shook my head. "I don't know it's sick. Let me rest, you can go to college." I said in a weak voice, to be sure. But guilt keeps hitting me.
"I can't, I was worried something bad happen to you. Like last night." Gerald brushed his hair, and his face was terrified.
"It's okay, thereafter if I get sick or whatever, I'll just call. But you have to move quickly, okay?" I held my stomach.
"Yes, sorry for making you sick." Gerald said with a worried expression. He kissed my forehead for a long time, damn it!. Yet if our husband asks us to refuse, it will be a severe sin, how bad I'm. Mostly like me, who made him dizzy. I'm currently pregnant. I shouldn't be like this. I bit my lower lip, holding ba
My body is stiff. Shit! I fell asleep on the table. Even if it's just my head, hope my baby not be in pain. My sleeping position is just sitting on a chair, from night until again, with my head on the table. What a strange sleeping position, and I wasn't conscious at all, even though I fell asleep sitting up.I also don't know what time it is. Stiff neck, cramped hands, and feet. By restoring my body system. I headed for the room, and the most beautiful view greeted me. I looked for a cellphone and just remembered, all night I didn't pull out my cellphone. Luckily it didn't explode.By yawning and feeling my back and neck all hurt. To move a little, it hurts a lot. I sat on the edge of the bed, looking at the surroundings. Why was my sleep so wholly and soundly unconscious? I see the clock on the cellphone screen. It's at 9 o'clock. I slept for a long time. It seems now I continuously wake up at 9. It's okay. Pregnant women are like this.And Gerald disappeared. He
My whole body was crushed. After the Telletubies hugs we're ended up being stripped naked."You're still the best." Gerald whispered. My body is too weak. So I just hugged my favorite bare chest and let our sweat melt away.Wait a minute, and Gerald had no signs of going to campus."Aren't you going to campus?" I lifted my head and looked at Gerald, who closed his eyes; he was also exhausted."No!""Why?""Why?" asked Gerald back. He's always annoying."Ewhh ... I was pay attention to you." I pinched his stomach—he's annoying humans!"I'd rather have you attention caressed.""You just caressed.""Less.""Askjhsksjklss." I swear with all the harsh words that are only stored in my brain, I do not dare to speak out rather than ending up fighting, I better hold myself back."I don't under
Oma offers to stay overnight. But I refuse, I'm reluctant if tomorrow morning I wake up late. The culture of the people here doesn't matter to wake up late, or whatever they called. According to my mother's upbringing, I have to have more respect for my host. I'm afraid to wake up late because lately I always wake up late. Fianlly, we went home too because I forced Gerald to come home."Tomorrow is the weekend. Where are you going for weekend?" Gerald bargained."I don't know. What I need now, go home and sleep. I'm really tired." After being full, I said weakly I needed a mattress and lay my head on the soft pillow."Okay, go sleep." I closed my eyes. It felt like I could no longer hold back my sleepiness. I shouldn't have been stubborn and just stayed at Grandma's house. I was asleep, but vaguely, I heard a voice speaking. It was Gerald's voice, who was he talking to?"I'm sorry you don't have to call me now. I'm with my wife now." Gerald is on the phon
I'm calling my mother.Gerald? Go to college, of course, I started to carry out activities that I felt like a long time—bored because I'm the kind of boredom. Just excited at the beginning and getting here, slowly, everything fades away. Hopefully, for husband doesn't feel bored."Mother, Rara has checked with the doctor.""So how's it going?""It's a girl. Rara will have a beautiful baby girl." I smile. I wanted to jump up and down but realized that I was already pregnant, was old, and was about to become a mother."Okay, take care of yourself. Don't stress.""Yes mother. I think my weight has increased, I always hungry.""That's how pregnant women are.""But I'm happy. Even though the food is strange and foreign, I always eats it.""Good, I'm worried you can't eat there. And just want to eat rice." I giggled. Initially, I was worried about this problem, was fussy about food
I cried all night. And when I woke up, I found my eyes were very swollen. I can't possibly meet Oma with looks like this. I'm the laziest when I'm not in the mood and get asked many things. I definitely won't answer, and make others shorcoming, and think of me as ugly.I also don't want to wallow in sadness.And now, it's 10 o'clock. Shit! I always woke up late.Forced to get up, I crept into the kitchen. I will compress my eyes. I saw that there were already various foods on the dining table. The orange juice is tempting to drink. But my eyes had to be compressed to reduce the puffiness. I didn't want my Oma to catch me crying all night. And Gerald left, not coming back.Past the dining table, I headed for the kitchen and opened the refrigerator. I will compress my eyes using ice cubes."Good morning." Oh shit! It was Oma."Good morning Oma." I answered but didn't dare turn aro
Warning !!! Vulgar!!!__________________________Today, my husband's birthday. handsome Gerald. Gerald is a pervert, to be precise. Not expecting myself, my husband's age is decreasing.And Gerald went to college as usual. So, I planned to prepare a surprise for him. I'll make a cake, especially for Gerald.So, today I went out alone after a month of living in Germany. I'm going shopping, and I want to buy a present for him. I'm confused, what gift is suitable. Gifts such as watches, clothes, shoes are too mainstream. It should be something related to a hobby. And Gerald's hobby is makes my mood fell. Should I be naked on his birthday? my mind is not clear anymore, O always thougt dirty mind. If Gerald like other men who collect Gundams, I could buy them for him and not be angry if he collects things. Unfortunately, Gerald jerk are not interested in anything. His life is just like that.And now I'm ch
Mother: Rara, Rangga is in Germany. Meet him, dear. Apologize, and keep in touch.I read the message from my mother. I'm not a problem, meet Mas Rangga. I, want to apologize to him. Not wanting to be nostalgic, I already have a perfect husband. So I can't possibly, flashback or fail to move on. Since knowing Gerald, my heart has been filled with them all. Oh before thay, better you must know who is Mas Rangga. Rangga was my ex fiance before I meet Gerald, and we have affair at Mas Rangga back. And, Mas means called for man who is older than me. In my culture or my country, I have to know his age to makes me comfortable called him with his name or another special called. It's all about politeness.Should I meet Mas Rangga? Should I ask my husband's permission? I'm afraid Gerald is a misunderstanding, and it all feels terrible. We're okay now, rarely fight, and Gerald is getting more romantic, even though it ends up being perverted.But I feel bad, Mas Rangga h
Gerald didn't ask me to fight. I ended up being hooked up in the car before we went home."Shall I put a stamp on your forehead? Gerald's mine so that nothing else gets in the way." I'm just silent and trying to catch my breath again. My body still feels tired after being worked on roughly because of an anger."Argh ... Damn uncle! What's the matter in his life? We are married, already in another part of the world, you are pregnant, still being chased. Are all these signs lacking that you are mine, only mine and just for you?" Gerald explained fierily. I'm just silent, a little guilty. I should not have agreed to Mother's order. Gerald has never liked Mas Rangga and vice versa. But now Gerald is my husband, so he's still my goal."I'm so sorry. Mother told to meet Mas Rangga and apologize."Gerald immediately turned his head at me, tightening his jaw. He was angry. Maybe he was also disappointed.