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• Next Time, I Will Not Love You   Life and Misery

  "Sky"Wondering how it will answer my prayer... Will it give me rain or a rainbow on a sunny day?---"Benjamin!" Jake shouted from afar as he runs towards the direction of that man.And before he even sees me, I ran away without thinking where I was going and so I ended up in an unfamiliar place...It was an empty road with no cars or people passing by.I was exhausted that my legs just gave up...I sat there for a long while, staring blankly while my tears just keep falling from my eyes.My mind and heart was empty... I don't know what to do or what to think anymore.Out of nowhere, I suddenly started hearing voices...'Don't die, Amiya...''Don't die!''Don't leave me... Please don't die, Amiya....''Amiya!''Amiya...'I covered my ears in fear as I cried harder...I tried to run again as I was so scared like I was losing myself until I reached the end of the road... A cliff...I stopped at the end as I stare at the sky. It was so clear and bright as if it was mocking my misery..."

• Next Time, I Will Not Love You   Dreams

  "Dreams"Projection of things you wanted to happen in real life or sometimes things that already happened in the past.---Han cried his heart out that same night...Although he did not explain much about those things that he said to me, I already knew it...It was just like how I dreamed about Solon and Yuan every now and then so I understand right away. He did not want to talk about it either as it was like a sour memory for him that he wanted to get over with so I just leave him be.It also became our little secret and from that day, we became a lot closer.I find it weird as I kept seeing the same face that I was once afraid of but the fact that he was someone different from the Yuan that I knew gives me comfort.He was a lot kinder and sweet the more I know him."The kids will be having a small celebration for Jake this weekend, are you coming?" Han asked.It has been weeks since we finish

• Next Time, I Will Not Love You   Another Chance

  "Mirror"The reflection might be the same but a chances that it has a different personality or background will never be zero.---"Han!" Ethan exclaimed as he hugs the guy who looks exactly like Yuan."Your back!" Kei exclaimed.It was suddenly like a reunion for all of them while I just stood there in shock.I was so close in running away from this place but my feet would not move."Everyone, this is my older brother, Han." Ethan introduced him.The guy named Han smiled and all of the guys gathered around him as if he was some sort of a celebrity.They kept talking like that and us girls was a bit left out so Lia suggested that we have some girls time too for ourselves which they quickly agreed as if our presence was not that important.Wow... So even after being reincarnated, he was still popular like a Prince? Funny enough that I want to puke.We went to a guest room to freshen up ourselves as they decided earlier, when I was gone, to spend th

• Next Time, I Will Not Love You   Present Time

  "Mirror"Will it also reflect the same personality the original person has?---My name is Illa, an 18 year old orphan who lives as an outcast of the society.It was a name that I chose when I woke up in the present time after being reincarnated again. I found myself in a freezing cold alley way when I was about 5 years old and no one knew the identity of this body that I am in, therefore I chose my own name.Upon learning about this new body of mine, I found out that I was originally a stray kid and was abandoned to die in a place full of cruel people. I was constantly beat up, starved and overworked that I don't even know how did I reached this age.During these times I was living in this body, there were a lot of hard times however I was able to go through all of it as I miraculously haven't met Solon in this life time.Maybe this is not the time yet, I thought.It was fine and bearable and because of my hard work, I was able to feed, dress and get mys

• Next Time, I Will Not Love You   Again and Again

  "Reincarnation"Just like a clock, each hand's rotation will never end and it will just keep turning not until it breaks...---'Don't die... Amiya...'I opened my eyes when I heard Solon's voice."Are you okay miss?" a woman in a white robe asked.I couldn't talk at the moment as my body was in a lot of pain so I tried to look around.I woke up in a white room which seems like a hospital and there was a lot of tubes connected to my body as if I was a lab specimen.I tried my best to speak but all I could say was Solon's name."Solon... Where?"The woman didn't answer and smiled bitterly.I was scared... My heart couldn't stop beating fast as if I was hyperventilating.Did he die? I thought.The woman was trying to calm me down when another woman in her mid age barged into the room with tears in her eyes."Why are you alive!? You shouldv'e died back there! M

• Next Time, I Will Not Love You   Living and Dying: A Cycle That Will Never End (2)

  "Lily"A beautiful flower that I could not keep even if it was given to me hundreds of times by the person I love.---It has been a week since I met Solon in this life and I was trying my best not to see him as much as I can.It was a good thing that both Ash and him were part of the student council so they have less time to idle because of school works though there are times where I would casually see them in some common places like cafeteria and hallway but lucky enough, I was fast to run away before they even saw me."Why do you keep on avoiding Ash?" Monica asked.We were walking on our way home when she asked it out of the blue."Umm, am I required to meet him daily?" I asked her instead but she hit my back."What the heck! What kind of lover are you!? If you're not going to treat him well, then give him to me sheesh." Monica ranted.I just laughed at her.Ash was indeed kind, sweet and handsome but I didn't feel anything like love towards him