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"Dreams"
Projection of things you wanted to happen in real life or sometimes things that already happened in the past.---Han cried his heart out that same night...Although he did not explain much about those things that he said to me, I already knew it...It was just like how I dreamed about Solon and Yuan every now and then so I understand right away. He did not want to talk about it either as it was like a sour memory for him that he wanted to get over with so I just leave him be.It also became our little secret and from that day, we became a lot closer.I find it weird as I kept seeing the same face that I was once afraid of but the fact that he was someone different from the Yuan that I knew gives me comfort.He was a lot kinder and sweet the more I know him."The kids will be having a small celebration for Jake this weekend, are you coming?" Han asked.It has been weeks since we finishRelated chapters
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Disclaimer:All characters are based on the author's imagination and it was inspired by some of her favorite artists therefore some names will be derived from some of them. May it reach your imagination and hope you enjoy reading.---• Amiya / Illa •She was originally born during an era of an old war between nations. She was raised by a poor widow who works as a palace maid during that time. She was a beautiful and smart child that is full of hope and dreams but because of the man that she loved, she died miserably not once but multiple times as she finds herself being reborn after meeting the same person she dedicated her life before. Amiya or Illa on the present time, was an orphan who works multiple part time jobs to survive while shutting her self away from the people who let her lead a bad ending.• Solon •He was the childhood best friend and the right hand of the Prince. He and his mother lived a poor life
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