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Aria's POV
Exactly one hour later, I hear the turn of the key. I hadn’t moved from the spot where he had left me. My original plan was to escape, but when trying to figure out how to get out, it dawned on me that Ryan was expecting it. That's why he had locked me in, that’s why he had given me a time, he wanted to see what I would do.
He had a scent unlike anyone else, and it had already found its way into the room under the door. Before he had even got through the door.
His eyes settle on me, but in the same way as before, not quite looking at me. But I could see how annoyed he looked that I was still here. His wolf is a hunter and he had always enjoyed the thrill of the chase. I had ruined his fun!
“Get up!”
When I don’t move, he rips me up to my feet. I try to keep myself from whimpering, but some squeals escape. My body ached and he was making it worse.
“You will listen to me Aria. Things will only get worse for you”
“Maybe you will listen to me when you find out that Seren has abandoned you!”
Knowing that my sister had so easily betrayed Moon Bay, broke my heart. Pack life was something that me and my siblings had been raised to love, to protect and she had given that up for a mate!
“If you are not going to listen to me, then we will do things my way!” He pulls me towards the bathroom, holding me fully clothed in the shower and turning the water on. He holds me still as I weakly try to fight him.
My whimpers grow as he turns the temperature of the water up and I feel the change of the heat, soaking through my jumper, scolding my skin.
“I told you to clean yourself up” he growls at me, his hand around my throat as my fingers desperately claw at his hand. He knew the water would be close to burning me.
My eyes close, as his hand tightens around my throat and I stop fighting, death would be better than torture.
“Fucking idiot” Ryan mutters as his hand lets go of my throat and I gasp for breathe.
My body slides down to the shower floor as I hear him turn the water off, I didn’t care that I was soaked, I just wanted it to all be over.
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Opening my eyes, the blood rushes to my head as I try to sit up. My soaking wet clothes had been removed, instead I was in white silk pyjamas. Reaching for my neck, I still feel the pressure that Ryan had put on me, almost like his hand was still there, gently squeezing. It was sore, my throat ached and as I looked in the mirror, I could see a deep purple bruise had formed on my neck. Why hadn’t he just killed me, what had made him stop?
The door was locked, I only tried once before giving up, instead crossing the room and sitting in the bay window. Pulling my legs up to my chest, I watch people outside get on with their lives. People that I didn’t even recognise, move around the grounds, without a single care that they had destroyed an entire pack.
Seren was easy to spot, walking hand in hand with the guy that was her mate. I was disgusted that my sister had sold out so easily, Kyle would feel the same. Wherever he was!
Hearing the turn of the lock, I jump but force myself to remain still as the door swings open.
“I’m glad to see that you are awake,” the words roll off of his tongue. A voice that I used to hang on to, listening to every single world like he had been the Moon Goddess himself. Now, I couldn’t stand the sound of it.
I continue to look out the window, watching my sister laugh with her mate. I was trying to hide my annoyance, but deep down I had always known that Seren was a traitor.
“Seren and Anton, not what I would have liked but it is what it is!”
I don’t say anything, still trying to hide my annoyance. I turn to look at Ryan, my jaw almost hitting the floor at his half naked body. I have to work extra hard to keep my mouth closed.
He had been muscly before, but he had become a lot more defined since. With perfect hip dips being revealed by his low slung joggers. His previously untouched skin, now covered in tattoos, tattoos that spread out across his chest and shoulders and probably all down his back.
“Wh…what happened to you?” I struggle to get my words out, and when they do come, they are all raspy from the strangulation.
“It doesn’t matter” Ryan’s low growl makes me turn my eyes away.
“Now eat” he gestures to a plate of food.
I couldn’t deny how hungry I was, but if I ate, I knew I was giving in, giving in to his demands. When I don't move. Ryan grabs me by the wrist forcing me out of the window seat, across the room and into the chair at the small table.
Staring at the food, I don’t move,my damp dark hair falls down over my face as I try to resist the smell. It was my favourite -Hunter’s chicken- and Ryan knew it. He had done this on purpose.
Annoyed with my stubbornness, he grabs another chair. Sitting next to me, he begins cutting up the food and holding it to my lips.
Turning my head away, I jam my lips shut. Wondering why Ryan was trying to keep me alive?!.
“Aria eat!”
There was frustration in his voice. I could tell I was pulling on his every nerve. It was making him angry and he was going to snap if I didn’t start submitting to him.
Grabbing my jaw, Ryan forces his thumb into my mouth, leaving enough room to slip in a mouthful of food. He was going to make me eat whether I liked it or not.
I couldn’t resist, it was my favourite food and the small bite was making my mouth salivate. Reluctantly, I chew the small piece of food, staring at Ryan but he still wouldn’t meet my eyes.
Swallowing the mouthful and accepting how hungry I really am, I take the fork from Ryan and continue eating, a satisfying smile appearing on Ryan’s lips.
I take my time eating, mostly because Ryan stayed to watch me, but partly because it was hurting. His grip on my throat had done some serious damage.I remain quiet when he asks me questions about the pack. Ryan appeared to have forgotten things about Moon Bay, it didn’t make sense, he had lived in the pack almost three years.
As I take my last mouthful, Ryan takes the empty plate and cutlery away. Kissing me on the cheek, he whispers in my ear, “Good girl”.
Aria's POV He doesn’t return again and I end up crying myself to sleep. When I open my eyes, I’m in bed properly. Wrapped up in the blankets, the door closed and Ryan was nowhere to be seen. Hung on the outside of the wardrobe was a long black dress. With thin spaghetti straps and a plunging neckline with a leg slit that probably went as high as my panty line. It wasn’t anything that she would have chosen for herself, it was far too revealing for me and yet I couldn’t help but run my hands over it. The material was silky smooth as it grazed over my skin. “It’s yours to wear tonight” his voice makes me jump. “I’m not going” I whisper as I reach out and touch the dress again. It was far fancier than anything I had ever worn. “You will be there, it’s not a request, it is an order.” I catch his gaze in the mirror, it was the first time he had really looked at me and I felt it, the twisting knot in my stomach, the one I had felt in the dungeons. Why did it have my stomach turning this
Aria's POV My heartbeat speeds as I realise that the very man I had come to hate was my mate. Tears spring to my eyes and I blink them back, worried that they are going to ruin everything. “Who was he Aria?” Ryan asks me again. I feel a lump in my throat because honestly, I didn’t know. The stranger had just stopped me from hitting the ground face first. I back away from Ryan, a stupid mistake but I didn’t know what else to do. I couldn’t accept him as my mate, not after everything. “Stop!” he growls at me, but I find myself steadily backing away. He was purposely keeping his voice low. Not wanting to attract attention and I’m grateful when people step in between us, ignoring me and trying to talk to Ryan. Escaping from everyone, I quickly hurried out into the hallway, eagerly pulling off the shoes I could barely walk in. I tried to breathe deeply, as I realised that everything was now a hundred times worse. Running through the hallways, I receive odd looks from those standing
Aria's POV It happened every night for the next week. The vivid dreams of Ryan and I. Somehow a part of me enjoyed it while the other part of me hated it. At least Ryan was sleeping elsewhere! They always woke me at the same point though. With Ryan saying he thought I was a good girl. I didn’t know what that meant, I had no control over my dreams. When he unlocks the door, he seems different. Happier almost. Today I notice that he hasn’t brought me breakfast. “Come Aria, we are having breakfast downstairs today?” I was surprised and even more confused when he smiled. The smile was genuine, there was no force behind it like the other times. Nodding my head, I followed him out the room. Over the last week, I had learnt that it was better not to say anything, not to give him any clues about how I was feeling. He didn’t need to know that I had practised shifting every night. He certainly didn’t need to know that it was getting harder and harder for me to not act on the mate bond.
Aria's POV The rest of the day passed by in a blur. Ryan reluctantly agrees with the doctor that I take a course of pain medication. The medication doesn’t agree with me or maybe it was the whisky that Ryan gave me. It has me slurring my words and fighting against Ryan as he tries to keep me in bed. I try hurling things at him, but they never make it any further than a few feet, not even close to hitting him. At first he laughed at me, making jokes about how I was too weak to do anything, but that just angered me more. I was fed up with being the weak one. “Aria, get into bed!” “Make me!” I snap back at him as I stumble around the bedroom. Was this what it was like to be drunk? It wasn’t a nice feeling. I hear the growl. Instead of backing down, I turn to face him, dropping into a defensive stance. He seems surprised when I growl back. Throwing his hands up in the air as he rolls his eyes at me and walks out. “Where are you going?” I call out down the hallway but he keeps walking
Ryans POV I know what I saw, I don’t care if she wants to deny it. She has her wolf. She has met her mate. He was at the Moon Ball and I had let him leave. There is pure fear in her green eyes as she peers up at me. Her body was trembling, I hadn’t seen her this way before, even when I punished her. She was truly scared. Aria drove me mad. I don’t know why, but she did, I wanted to punish her and care for her at the same time. Here in this moment, she really thought she was telling me the truth. Reaching down I grab her hand. There were no marks, no signs that she had shifted before, but she definitely had claws. To be able to partially shift, she needed to have fully shifted.. “I will ask you once more, Aria. Did you meet your mate at the Moon Ball?” She shakes her head, her dark hair fanning out as she bites on to her bottom lip. I wasn’t going to get answers from her, not now. Not why she was refusing to tell me anything.. Rolling my eyes, I drop her hand, and walk to the bat
Aria’s POV He leaves me standing alone, as he hurries from the room. I was gobsmacked, not only was Ryan my mate, but he was hiding something from me. Wolves couldn’t heal other wolves, it was just impossible. So how had he done it? I take a moment to look in the mirror, confused by how easily I had healed. Thin pink lines sat on my skin which were quickly fading. Rummaging through Ryan’s closet, I pull out one of his t-shirts, and hastily yank it on. It was big on me, almost reaching my knees, but it did the job. I had to get out of here! Hammering on the door, no one answers, not immediately. I start screaming for help when I hear a female voice on the other side, a voice that I recognised. “Please stop Aria, you will make it worse” “Bea?” I didn’t understand, the Doctor had told me that Kyle had gotten away with Bea. How was my best friend here?. “Yes, please just keep your voice down!” “I thought you escaped with Kyle” I whisper through the locked door. “I did, but they fo
Ryan’s POV I try my hardest to move us away from the rocks but the current was strong and was quickly dragging us along. It’s Aria that hits the rocks instead of me. Her head colliding with them with a massive bang and a large gash appears on her forehead. Blood spills quickly, the red bleeding into the clear water. Her body stills instantly, her head falling to one side as she slips under the water. Struggling to keep her afloat as well as pull her towards the river bank, I let my wolf take over. Strength surges through me as I shift, but I finally manage to get us out. Hauling our bodies out, Aria remains still, her chest unmoving. Quickly shifting back, I start compressions, begging that she makes it through. Now was not the time for her to die. As water spurts from her mouth, she takes a deep breath, one that makes her whole body shudder as she coughs and splutters. I could not believe how stupid she had been, but I still sigh with relief as she breathes. “Fuck Aria, why would
Aria’s POV Glaring at Ryan, I was annoyed that he had decided that now should be the time to talk. “So you are finally going to tell me? Explain why you killed my parents, why you disappeared in the night, why you whipped me?” I snap at him, my arms folding across my chest as I feel my heartbeat quicken. I was confused and annoyed by his sudden change of interest, his sudden need to talk to me. “Your father fucked up!” “What?” “I am just trying to tell you what happened!” “My father did no such thing. He was a good man, he let you stay, you’re the one that screwed him over!” I wasn’t listening to this, my father was a good man who would do anything for his pack. “Aria, the Blood Oath, it isn’t what you think it is!”. “What are you trying to say Ryan?” my foot was now tapping on the floor. I couldn’t bring myself to look at him, otherwise I may just attack him. “The Blood Oath your father made me take, it wasn’t what you thought it would be, it was one where I was forced t