The smell of disinfectant was too strong but I couldn’t complain. Only Saint Anthony’s Hospital has the most affordable rate for someone like me. I could barely pay the bills but I saved enough for my childbirth. Several expectant mothers like me experienced the same pain of labour, but the only difference was, that they had someone to pat their back while I had nobody.
I was alone!
Then, a sickening pain shot through my stomach, and I wrapped my arms tightly around it. It was all I could do so that I wouldn’t collapse and wither on the floor. My stomach hurts, and my back hurts. I winced in pain while I tried to massage my back. It was challenging, and my clothes were already drenched in sweat.
Then, it was gone, and I was relieved!
However, a few seconds later, I could feel a dull ache on my back and lower abdomen, and it was like I was having the worst menstrual cramps. I wanted to scream in pain, but I chose not to. Panic gradually took over for a brief moment, and I believed that a way out of the pain seemed increasingly implausible…unless my baby would come out!
I took a deep breath, then another, and another. For a brief moment, my mind returned to a state of calm, but suddenly, the pain worsened, and this time, I called for the attendant. One of the women in the ward exclaimed that the water has broken, and a nurse immediately came.
She smiled at me, but I felt like crying! The pain was terrible!
“It’s alright,” she whispered some words of assurance to me, and it meant a lot.
“I’m scared,” I said to her.
“It’s normal to be scared, Ma’am, but rest assured that you will be taken care of. Come,” she said and led me into the delivery room. Doctors and nurses awaited inside, but when I looked at the bed, I suddenly became uncomfortable. They assisted me, and while I was lying in bed, I just closed my eyes, and let them do whatever was necessary.
One of the nurses touched my stomach, and there were painful contractions again. This time, my stomach hardened, and they murmured something within themselves. While my legs were spread apart, I peeked at the doctor in front of me. I was embarrassed at first because he’s a man, but he genuinely smiled at me.
The nurses and doctors made me feel comfortable despite being in constant pain. Then they instructed me to listen to the doctor. He was very clear in his instruction that I should listen to him, and my baby would be safely delivered. I only pushed my baby upon the doctor’s instruction, and after trying twice to push the baby out, I finally heard a loud cry of a newly-born.
“It’s a girl!” The doctor announced with glee.
Suddenly, I became emotional that after nine months of having the baby inside my tummy, I could finally see her. My baby cried as loud as she could when they cleaned her. One of the nurses also cleaned me, and a few minutes later, they put her above my chest.
For the first time, I stared at the tiny version of myself…except for the red hair! I have golden locks but she inherited her hair from Jacob. I hoped to see her eyes but they were closed. “My baby,” I whispered while touching her head. She looked so fragile and I was scared to hurt her.
“She’s cute,” one of the nurses commented, and I smiled at her.
“Thank you,” I mouthed to her. She had been nice to me since the time during my prenatal check-ups at the hospital. “Thank you so much,” I said to the rest of them, and they just nodded their head. Helping a woman to deliver a baby could be normal to them since it was their job but to me, they were angels sent by Heaven. I was really grateful for their help!
One hour later, I was back in the ward, and the women congratulated me for successfully delivering my daughter. I was also grateful to them because they kept me company despite making me feel envious that they have a husband, and that I didn’t have one.
I was staring at my newly-born child when one of the nurses came in with a tray. She brought instant formula milk and a bottle. I wondered why she was doing that but it seemed that Saint Anthony didn’t limit her to breastfeeding a baby.
“She will be hungry when she wakes up,” she said. “Do you have someone who can help you prepare the milk in case no milk will come out from your breasts?”
I shook my head and replied, “No, I am alone.’
“Well, that’s kind of sad, but you can manage, right? Anyway, I can help you to prepare this time, or you can ask one of these ladies to help you.”
“I will, thank you. Miss, I don’t know how to breastfeed my baby. You know, my breasts are just normal in size,” I said without telling all the details that I wasn’t gifted in that area.
She laughed, but I didn’t find it funny. However, I had to laugh with her. Then, she suggested that I should lay on my side so that the baby could access my breast. Actually, I believed I could do it while sitting on a chair, but I couldn’t complain a lot.
For a day, I managed, and just being close to my daughter even if she was sleeping most of the time, was the happiest moment of my life. Did my mother feel the same when I was born? I wouldn’t know because she was already gone in this world, and my father wouldn’t talk about her at home. I missed my home, my family, and my friends. In fact, I have been missing them since Roger Middleton kicked me out of the pack.
Actually, I had no idea if it was good luck or bad luck, but I ended up living in Claybourne, the city ruled by Jacob Summers. In just a short span of time, he became more powerful. Claybourne was a truly extraordinary city, which was built on the banks of a modest natural harbour, and its beauty was matched by the backdrop of majestic forests that helped shape the city into what it is today.
The resources provided by these forests were vital but they were also influential in architectural designs, as the vast majority of buildings were built with many natural elements to complement the forests. The skyline was dotted with impressive skyscrapers, which appeared to be rising higher and higher each year. Claybourne’s parks and gardens were flourishing, attracting a lot of attention.
Personally, I loved living in Claybourne. I loved the people especially because rogues like me were allowed to make a living in the city. Although I have experienced a lot of bullying and discrimination, Jacob ordered that werewolves and rogues wouldn’t be driven out of the city.
Upon discovering that the name was ruled by a man named Jacob Summers, I didn’t dare to visit his office and asked for help. Without any assurance that it was the same Jacob Summers I had a one night stand with, I wouldn’t dare to. Besides, even if Claybourne’s leader was that man, still, I wouldn’t ask him for help.
As a Middleton, I am a proud woman, and even if my father stripped everything from me, I survived. I survived alone! Looking at my daughter, I promised to protect and love her forever. I was staring into the little bundle of joy when I thought I saw her smile. Or was I only imagining things?
My first night as a mother was blissful, and regardless of my situation, I was grateful for my daughter. Since that day, when Roger Middleton sent me away, the baby inside my tummy gave me strength, courage, and determination to go on living. Yes, I would admit there were times I felt like living was a useless endeavour, but I couldn’t fail my daughter. I couldn’t fail her as a mother. I should endure the pain and humiliation for her sake.
Sooner or later, I would be able to give her a good life, and I vowed to do everything to sustain her needs. I just loved her so much, and in a short period of time, she has become my world, and everything.
“I love you so much, my daughter,” I whispered into her tiny ears before falling asleep. Nursing her all day was difficult, and I felt like I needed a lot of sleep to recuperate my energy.
In the morning, I woke up feeling disoriented. I rubbed my eyes and studied my surroundings, then I saw the nurse who has been helpful to me ever since. The nurse smiled as she walked closer to me, and then she grabbed a sit beside my bed.
“How are you feeling, Ma’am?”
“Sore,” I admitted the truth.
“I understand,” she said and smiled again. “Actually, I have something to tell you, and this is shocking, probably to you, Ma’am.”
“Tell me,” I said to her, but inwardly, I was nervous as hell.
“You availed of our maternity package, right?”
“Yes, and I’m glad to avail one.”
“Unfortunately, there’s an excess amount that you have to pay. The additional cost actually,” she explained but I couldn’t stop myself from frowning as she went to explain how I incurred additional costs for my childbirth.
“How much?” I inquired, because if I could afford the bill, then it wouldn’t be an issue. I assumed it was just minimal because of the maternity package that I availed myself of. However, the amount she mentioned was so shocking, that I almost fell to the floor. “Excuse me? Are you serious? That’s almost fifty percent of the entire package!”
“Yes, Ma’am. Unfortunately, the one who assisted you today was a top doctor and his fee was quite expensive. It was supposed to be our regular doctor but something came up and she couldn’t come when you were in labour.”
“It wasn’t my fault why she couldn’t come, right?”
“Regardless of whose fault it was, the fact wouldn’t change that you are required to pay an additional amount. Look, I know this is painful to hear, especially when you have just given birth, but I just work here, and the management needs your payment. No payment means you can’t stay longer in the ward,” she announced.
“And if I leave today?” I considered leaving the hospital despite feeling sore all over my body.“No additional cost, but it’s not advisable for you to be discharged from the hospital right now. You have to stay here for a couple of days to recuperate,” the nurse insisted.“I want to. Who wouldn’t? However I have no money right now, and whatever I have left is for my daughter’s milk,” I explained, and the nurse tightened her lips.“I’m sorry, Miss Bethany. I wish there is something I can do right now but I’m also tight on cash,” she said.“It’s alright. Can you help me get discharged right away? I will just pack up my things,” I told her, and the nurse nodded.As soon as the nurse was gone, the other women in the ward looked at me with compassion. They felt bad for me, but they were not in a position to help. We were all struggling with our finances, and that’s the reason why we chose Saint Anthony.I smiled at them while trying to move comfortably, and a few minutes later, I was read
However, my old truck decided to stop working! The women looked at me worriedly, and I could see their desire to help. Once again, I went out of the truck to check what was wrong, when a service van stopped. I read the label, and it belonged to the charity. I smiled at the missionary who came out first, and she smiled back.“Is there something wrong?” She asked.“My truck seemed to be not working,” I replied. I pretended that it was not a big deal but then my child cried loudly. “Excuse me,” I said before going to check on my daughter. She was probably hungry, so I nursed her first before getting out of the truck again. This time, I carried my baby with me.“Cute,” the missionary said, and I just smiled in response.“I heard that you are in need of a place to stay, but unfortunately, we are full,” she began to explain and I just nodded my head. “However, we can watch for your child while you look for a job. What do you think?”“Wow, thank you, Sister!”“Come inside, and join us for a
Dale probably heard my loud intake of air and turned around. I moved fast to hide but I was such in a hurry that I knocked something on my way back to the guest rooms. What was I thinking? I shouldn’t have followed him in the first place!“Stop there, Bethany,” he called in a calm manner. I tried to ignore him, but he never gave me the opportunity to leave. "Stop or you'll be sorry!"“I’m sorry, Mr Blackwell. I didn’t mean to pry into your business. I only followed you because you forgot to give me a key to the room,” I told him.The man scoffed at my reasoning and he remained suspicious about me. "What did you notice?""Nothing," I lied once more."Are you certain?"“No, hmm yes,” I stammered with my response because I wasn’t accustomed to lying.“Tell me the truth,” he ordered.“It’s too embarrassing to say it aloud, but I saw you having fun with the gold statue. Don’t you have a girlfriend, Mr Blackwell?” As soon as he realized what I meant, his face turned into crimson red.“Shut
Jacob's POVI cursed heavily as soon as I got out of my father's study. For the nth time, he ordered me to take a wife, otherwise, my marriage to an Alpha's daughter would push through.A frown was probably visible on my face because the servants I encountered in the hallway tried to avoid me. It was beneficial for them to avoid me when I had a hard time controlling my temper.I sauntered towards the secret door leading to the basement of my beta's house. He kept my women there, and tonight, I decided to take one of them to satisfy my lust.The preparation for a possible war has kept me busy for several days, and during those busy days, I had no time to fucking a woman. I needed to release the stress building inside my body.I just got in when I noticed that the door leading to Dale's residence was slightly ajar. I should focus on my needs but my curiosity got the better of me. Slowly, I walked towards the slightly ajar door, and my mouth gaped open when I heard Dale arguing with a wom
BETHANY’S POV When he mentioned Jacob’s name, I was instantly worried. What if Jacob would suddenly come? Then, I recalled an incident where we almost bumped into one another and he didn’t recognize me. Well, why would he even recall that one night stand? Perhaps to him, I was just another horny woman who needed a good fuck! "Do you know him?" His inquiry left me speechless! It didn't, however, justify the things he wanted me to do. When I dared to face him again, I snorted, but then I realized he looked familiar. For a moment, I wondered where we met before but I couldn’t pinpoint the exact time and location when I probably met him in the past. “Be truthful, sir! Why are those women there?” “My dear, should I remind you that it’s none of your business? I hired you to work here as a cook, or as a maid. No more, no less. Please know your boundaries,” he reminded me, but I couldn’t just ignore it! Those women probably needed help, and if I was in a position to help them, then, I wo
I locked the door before taking off my clothes. Then I turned on the shower. My exhausted body was soothed and my senses were relaxed by the hot shower. I splurged on the shower gel because I considered it a luxury item after becoming a rogue. I washed my entire body while my mind wandered toward my baby. Was she alright? I wanted to see her very badly, and hopefully, in the following days, Dale would allow me to go out.“Oh my God!” I exclaimed in surprise upon seeing a man inside the room after getting out of the bathroom. He looked flustered and displeased at the same time! I clearly saw him clenching his jaw while looking at me.His eyes widened as soon as he realized that I was only wearing a towel. I tried to cover my nakedness with my hands but they were not enough to cover everything! He averted his gaze before yelling at me, and his booming voice was deafening. However, I was not afraid. “What on earth do you think you’re doing?” I raised my voice at him but he simply arche
Bethany’s POVWhen he insisted that I worked for him instead of Dale, I just stared at Jacob Summers. Yes, he looked great but his disposition was not great at all! At that moment, I wished I didn’t have a one night stand with him in the past!“Are you going to throw me out on the street?” I inquired but at the same time, I wanted to attack his morality. However, I couldn’t do it, so I just pursed my lips and waited for his response. “It doesn’t concern me at all,” he finally said. “I heard you earlier. You argued with my beta as if he was your equal, wench. You are nothing but a rogue and a maid in this house!”As soon as I figured out he was damn serious, I immediately knelt before him. "I will do everything you ask of me; just let me stay here for the time being." I needed to earn a great amount for my daughter, and I couldn’t risk losing my lifeline! I was positive that a month or two would help in improving my finances.“Everything?” He asked in a more menacing tone.I knew he w
I was relieved to be alone when he left after eating his breakfast. There would be no more scowls and glares. Without him, the house was quiet, and I was reminded of my home, my parents, and everyone else in the pack, especially my friends. I have been missing them but I couldn’t go back until my father would take me back home. Inwardly, I wished that Dale would come back home as soon as possible because he was easier to deal with than Jacob Summers.I was so preoccupied with my thoughts that I didn’t notice time flew too past. Blue skies turned into the hues of orange and red when I looked out the window. Then, I smiled while imagining myself with a lover watching the sunset. When I turned around, I gasped in surprise upon seeing Jacob standing nearby.“Take this,” he said as he handed a paper bag.I furrowed my brows when I took it, but when I checked the content, I wondered what it was. So I asked him. Instead of giving me an answer, he just dismissed me with a single flip of his h