The lost soul

Noah's pov

The girls body was shuddering in my arms. Her chest was heaving up and down and my hand was still placed on her lips. Silencing her.

Her thrashing legs have seized now. Her neck submitted to a side as my canines finished their claim on her.No struggle from her side made it much easier. The girl was nothing but a lifeless doll now. There 18 years in the dungeon have already killed a part of her soul. I could see it quite clearly but if you ask I feel regret for treating her like this?

The truth will be that no. I don't feel bad. Because she deserved all this and she knew this better herself.

Retreating I see blood trail down her neck to reach her chest. My eyes take in my fresh mark on her neck. And I feel content.

Well at least the first part was done. Now no one will question her position in the council.

Removing my palms from her lips, I feel her hot breath hit my palms and I clench my hands. Her body leaning back on me, drained and tired.

Getting up. I see her fall down on her sides without my support. But I didn't cared. Adjusting my t shirt in the mirror. My eyes unknowingly trail to her reflection in the mirror.

And that's when I see her face from the front.

The black blindfold still covered her eyes but now it was drenched in her tears. Her lips wobbled and her sniffles reach my ears and I realised that she was indeed not mute. Just lost contact with the ability to speak.

Well this was good. A mute Queen would do no good.

Ignoring her to adjust my hair in the mirror. I turn around and step over her. To leave my room. Closing the door behind I ask the guards to make sure no one enters my quarters without permission.

I don't want any more trouble with this girl.

The amount of hate each and every countrymen has for her wasn't a mystery. She should be thankful that I kept her alive all these years and I even touched her.

Looking down at my hands I clean them with my handkerchief.

She was filth. She doesn't deserve anything. Not even to breathe the same air as me.

But she has to breathe. She has to live and do everything I say. Death would have been an easy way out. And no way in hell will she get it. Not even when she begs for it.

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" Your Highness , we are still trying"

I look at the head tracker to shake my head in disappointment. My fists clenching. The same response every time. These trackers are bullshit!

" It's been 18 years since that witch took my younger sister! 18 fucking years and your army has't found even a single clue! Are you fucking playing with me !"

" Your Highness trust me I have been trying my bes-"

" Just shut up dammit! I don't want any of these lame excuses. You failed and that's the truth. Call back your army...I don't need to look into this anymore."

" But-"

" I said shut up. Just get out of my fucking sight before I do something I regret!"

The man shivered in fear. Knowing it was better to bow and leave right now. The King wasn't a person to be messed with.

" Just leave"

A voice speaks from behind and enters Noah's right hand Blaze. Noah takes notice of him to only run his fingers through his hair. Feeling frustrated.

The head of security leaves and Blaze settles himself in front of Noah.

" Calm your horses man. We will find her. Just be patient."

Noah's grey eyes look up at him coldly. To have him slam his fists on the table in front.

" Patience? How long Blaze! How long! That fucking women took my baby sister.. it's been 18 years...I don't even know if she is breathing...how she is getting treated...she just turned 18 today..it must be her birthday..."

" Mom and dad would be so ashamed of me! I failed...I failed to protect them and my sister...I am...I am fucking loser!"

Slamming the flower vase on the wall he screams. Feeling anger burning inside him like molten lava.

" And the worst thing! The witch left that demon behind...that useless girl ! The only reason I kept her alive is that one day that witch will come back to get her and I will find my sister!"

" But it seems she is nothing for her! Just a burden! "

Blaze doesn't say anything. Just stares at his best friend loosing his shit. He knew this day would come. Noah being the silent type one. Never shares his feelings with anyone. But one day he had to crack. He had to let out. And Blaze was happy he was doing it.

It was better than drowning in his own pool of sadness atleast.

" I fucking hate her so much...she destroyed everything Blaze...she killed them...and she is still breathing... acting like an innocent mute girl! No...I will not leave her!"

" She has to tell me where my sister is! She must be knowing it!"

Noah gets up suddenly. His beast taking control of him and Blaze feels tensed. It wasn't a good sign. He has to stop him.

" Calm down Noah. We will find her..the girl doesn't kno-"

" No! She knows! She is lying! That useless piece of shi*-"

Getting up Noah storms out of the room and Blaze follows. Trying to stop him. His words falling on deaf ears.

" Noah wait. Don't loose your calm. Please... don't do something you will regret"

Next Blaze knows Noah pushes the door to his room. Slamming the door shut after him. Locking it making Blaze to bang on it!

" Dammit!"

Noah enters to find the girl laying on the floor in the same position he left her. Not caring, he pulls her up from her arm. To see her flinch.

She was awake good.

" Where is she Dammit! Speak up! I have had enough of you now!"

The girl looked confused. Shifting on her feet uncontrollably. Her silence only aggravating Noah's anger more.

" You won't start speaking that easily huh? It seems you don't understand things the easy way."

Cooling his fingers around her neck. He doesn't care about hurting the fresh mark on her neck. Pinning her on to wall behind ,he sees red.

Her thrashing form makes his beast to see red.

" Answer me Dammit! speak! Where is my sister! Where has that witch mother of yours taken her! Tell me!"

His grip on her tightens more. Blaze banging on his door outside, not mattering to him much. His sister and the condition she must be in...the only thing that mattered to him.

Ignorant of the slowing heart beat of the girl he was choking.

Her tears were falling. Head shaking in a no. And next he knows. She speaks finally. Her words lighting up all the sparks of revenge subdued in him.

" S..o...rr....y. I. a..m. so...r...ry"

" Your fucking sorry won't do shit women! If something happens to my sister! I swear you are dead!"

She was gasping for air. Desperate to have it. When he shuts all her sources by placing his palms on her nose and mouths. Choking her completely.

She was going to die .

The feeling the worst thing she ever felt in her life till now.

But maybe it was better. He should have done this earlier.

She had no regrets.

It was better than a useless existence.

Noah had no intention to stop. Seeing her body go limp. The thrashing seizing. Her cheeks flushing. More blood seeping down her neck.

His beast in full control.

Eyes dark red.

When suddenly the girls thrashing head on the wall behind made the knot of her blindfold to loosen. And next he knows.

His murderous orbs clash with a beautiful pair of innocent looking tearing hazel ones.

And he finds his body going still.

The eyes he fell in love with at first sight, 18 years back stared back at him in desperation. And he finds his wolf retreating. Growling submitting to his human side.