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"Abbie!" I heard Ruby calling my name.
I tore my gaze away from the stranger and turned, blinking against the sudden sunlight, to see her approaching. It took me a few heartbeats before I recognized her. It had been eight years since I last saw her, but somehow⦠she hadn't changed much.
I wasn't surprised to see the way she was dressed. Ruby had always been that way. She loved wearing sleeveless shirts and shorts.
What had changed were the little tattoos etched across her arms. Ruby had never had tattoos before. And her hair⦠her blonde hair now cascaded longer than I remembered.
"Abbie," she laughed, her voice like a warm spark in my chest, and she pulled me into a hug that felt like home.
She smelled like cigarettes, but I still hugged her. Ruby never hid the fact that she smoked, and that was one of the biggest reasons why she and Mom never got along. But at least, a smoker was better than someone who was having an affair with someone's husband.
She pulled back slightly, her bright blue eyes shining with warmth and relief. I could feel it... she was genuinely happy to have me in Paris.
"Why didn't you call me when you were already here?" she asked, smiling.
"I... was about to call you?" I whispered, nervously touching my earlobe.
Ruby laughed, a sound that always made me feel like a child again. She gently tapped my chin. "You still have that habit of touching your earlobe," she teased.
I smiled shyly and nodded.
"Anyway⦠welcome to Lāimpasse des Ombres," she grinned, gesturing broadly to the street. "It's not in the heart of Paris, the so-called city of love, but as long as you mind your own business, you'll love it here. No rules, no cops."
I faked a smile at her.
I wanted to ask her why she was living in a corrupt neighborhood like this, but I decided not to. It might hurt her feelings. She was probably living in this neighborhood because that's what she could afford.
"I'll help you with your luggage," she said as she took it from me and began leading the way to her house.
I turned swiftly, hoping to catch a glimpse of the stranger who helped me lift my bag from the pothole, but I could no longer find him. He disappeared like a ghost.
I shook my head to discard whatever weird feeling I was having. I should remind myself that I was only here to escape from my mom.
The streets leading to Ruby's place were impossibly narrow. In fact, the whole neighborhood seemed carved for feet and motorcycles alone.
As I followed Ruby from behind, carefully observing my surroundings, men and women sitting on the balconies of old-looking buildings began calling Ruby.
They were all speaking French, so I didn't know what they were asking her. They were probably asking, "Who's this foreigner with you?"
Ruby laughed at everyone we came across until we arrived at her apartment.
It was an old apartment. It was small, and⦠cramped. The living room had only two chairs, a central table, and a TV so aged I doubted it still worked.
The living room didn't have much, but it felt like it did because of how small it was.
It wasn't like my home back in California. Only our living room was Ruby's full apartment. The old-looking air conditioner hanging on the old wall was producing heat instead of cool air.
Even the walls were old, and the paint on them had already worn out. I touched my earlobe, wondering if I would be able to live in a small apartment like this.
Just like Dad said, I was used to luxury. Mom provided me with luxury. The only issue with her was that she caged me inside that luxury.
"Abbie," Ruby called softly, opening the old window to let in breeze. The glass looked fragile. One wrong touch and it could shatter into a thousand pieces.
"I know this isn't what you're used to in California," she said, turning to me. "But this is where Landry and I can afford. Life isn't a fantasy land like Regina made you believe."
Ruby lived in a cramped apartment, but I was proud of her. At least she wasn't sleeping with someone's husband to be rich.
"It's okay, Ruby. I'll be able to manage," I cooed.
Honestly, I didn't even know if that was a lie, but anywhere far from Mom was like paradise on earth.
Ruby's smile softened. She stepped closer, her hand brushing mine. "My apartment might be small, but it has two rooms. Landry and I already occupy one. We've been saving the other for our baby, but⦠now that you're here, you can have it until the baby comes."
I blinked, a small smile forming on my lips. "You're expecting a baby?"
"No," she shook her head, touching my nose playfully. "But we hope to someday."
I smiled back. When Ruby was still in California and living with us, I used to be close to her. But Mom never liked it and always found one silly excuse to separate me from her.
"Come with me, I'll show you to your room, so you can have your shower and then eat," she said, her voice gentle.
I nodded.
Just when she was about to lead me to the room that would be mine for the next forty-five days, the front door suddenly opened.
An average-looking man stepped inside.
My eyes widened slightly as I looked at him.
His beard almost swallowed his entire face, thick and untamed. Dark hair covered his forearms and even peeked from beneath his shorts. He was hairy⦠really hairy. For a brief second, an absurd thought crossed my mind... he looked almost like a werewolf.
Is he Landry? Ruby's husband?
I had no idea what Ruby's husband looked like. Mom had never allowed him anywhere near our home, so I had never seen him before.
"Landry," Ruby rushed toward him happily and planted a quick kiss on his bearded cheek. She was noticeably taller than him.
Landry's eyes slowly shifted toward me. His gaze lingered for a moment before he turned back to Ruby and asked her something in French.
Ruby replied in French as well.
Landry returned his eyes to me. I forced a polite smile, hoping to appear friendly, but he didn't smile back. Instead, he glared at me.
I immediately knew what Landry had asked Ruby in French. He had asked who I was, and Ruby had probably replied that I was Regina's daughter.
He returned his attention to Ruby and resumed speaking in French.
Why can't he just speak English? I wanted to know what he was saying about me.
Ruby tried to respond, but Landry suddenly stormed away from her, fury written all over his face.
Ruby sighed deeply and ran her fingers through her blonde hair as she stared after him.
"He doesn't want me here?" I asked quietly, already knowing the answer.
Ruby opened her mouth, but the words seemed to die in her throat. She stepped forward and gently touched my cheek. "Wait outside. I'm just going to talk to him," she said softly.
Ruby was American, so she could speak English like me.
I had this feeling that Landry didn't want me in his house. If he did, he would have welcomed me just like Ruby did. I couldn't blame him though... Mom treated him like trash.
š¼š½š½ššDemon slowly peeled my sweatshirt off, leaving me in nothing but my black lace bra. My breath caught in my throat as his gaze lingered on me, making my heart race for reasons I didnāt even want to question.Then his lips found the curve of my neck.I closed my eyes instantly, a shaky breath slipping from me as the warmth of his mouth sent chills racing down my spine. Every soft touch of his lips against my skin made my body feel strangely weightless, like I was floating somewhere between nervousness and wanting more.His hand moved carefully to my back, fingers brushing against my skin before he unhooked my bra with ease.Slowly, deliberately, he pulled it away, his movements unhurried, almost as if he wanted to memorize every second of this. My breast became visible. My pink nipples stood out at him. The intensity in his eyes made heat rush through me, leaving me unable to look away.But before I could even gather my thoughts, he leaned closer again. The kiss resumedāslow
š¼š½š½ššI carefully stuck the candles into the cake, even though it looked nearly ruined after I had smashed part of it against Demon's face earlier.I was really hurt by what Demon said to me earlier, but I just couldn't stay mad at him for long, knowing what I feel for him. He rebought the cake he ruined, and as annoying as he could be, I knew that was his strange way of making up for things.Demon wasn't like every normal guy out there.Despite knowing the kind of person he was, I chose to love him like that. He never pretended to be kind. Never acted like a prince charming. He showed me every rough, dangerous, frustrating part of himself without hiding any of it.Besides, I had promised myself that I was going to do my absolute best to understand him. It was the least I could do. At least he allowed me to smear the cake all over his face without getting mad.The Demon I had met in the beginning would've probably pulled a trigger on me without hesitation.But he didn't. Even tho
šššš¼šShe sat on the couch with her legs folded together, her eyes glued to the TV screen. A cartoon was playing, which didnāt surprise me at all.Of course she was watching cartoons.That was exactly the kind of thing someone like Papillon would enjoy.Shadow lay beside her, his dark eyes fixed on the screen as though he actually understood what he was watching. She wasnāt scared of him anymore, unlike the first time she had seen him and fainted.I stared at her as her eyes refused to leave the TV screen. How could she be so invested in something like this? The characters literally had oversized heads and tiny bodies.Ridiculous.Then again⦠I never understood movies. I never saw the point of sitting around staring at a screen for hours.I donāt find it interesting. I see it as a waste of time. I was never used to watching movies anyway. Lynn and Thiago would always curse at me if I wanted to join them. People beat up the little me just because I wanted to take a peep at their T
šššš¼šMy eyes lingered on the smeared cake on the ground. The same cake I had shoved away from Papillonās hands like it meant nothing.Did I go too far when I told her she meant nothing to me?Though, I never meant to say whatever I said to her. But she mentioned my parentsāthe same despicable people who never loved me. The same monsters who made me wish I had never been born.I have never celebrated my birthdayānot even for a minuteābecause Lynn and Thiago never bothered to celebrate it. They hate the fact that I was born, so why would they fucking waste their time on a child they loathed so much?Papillon thought that I was loved by my parents. She even smiled while saying they would probably be proud of how far I had grown.Proud?Those imbeciles wanted me dead with every chance they had.My father had beaten me up nearly to the point of death when I was six. My mother shot me five times when I was nineteen.I was really pissed off by her words.I had already made a promise th
š¼š½š½ššāAre you sure heās going to like this?ā Pierre asked, a bit of worry lacing his tone.I stepped back and admired the Onyx Room with a small smile.I had just finished decorating the Onyx Room. Balloons hung unevenly from the walls, and giant āHappy Birthday, Loganā stickers were scattered everywhere. It looked a little childish⦠okay, maybe very childish, but this was the best my little brain could come up with.Pierre and Ox had helped me decorate, even though Pierre looked doubtful the entire time.Still⦠I liked it.Thatās how my birthday was always done. Back when Dad and Mom hadnāt signed the divorce papers. Dad was always available to remind Mom about my birthday, so it was always celebrated. But after the divorce and they went their separate ways, Mom always forgot about my birthdays.I turned eighteen three months ago, and Mom has totally forgotten about it, so it wasnāt celebrated. But Dad made sure to send me my birthday gifts. Mom only remembered a week later and
š¼š½š½ššI kept giggling softly to myself while waiting for Demon. He was inside the hospital settling my bills, while I sat outside beside his motorbike, absentmindedly swinging my legs.Last night... Demon fed me.Even now, just thinking about it made warmth spread through my heart, and I had to bite my lip to stop myself from smiling too hard.I still couldnāt believe he actually fed me.It shocked me so much because I honestly didnāt think my little act of cuteness would work on someone like him.While he had gone to get me food and Manon and Zenia stayed with me, all I could think about was how I could somehow convince Demon to feed me when he returned.I wanted it so badly.Not because I couldnāt eat on my own... but because it felt intimate and sweet. But knowing the kind of person Demon was, it felt impossible. Then I remembered Daisy... my best friend back in California.Whenever Daisy wanted something from her boyfriend, Daniel, she always acted ridiculously cute around h







