تسجيل الدخولWren POV
The healer's name was Marta. She tended Voss wolves longer than I'd been alive, and she still didn't recognize me until she rolled up my sleeve and went completely still. "Moon goddess," she muttered, more to herself than to me. "What happened to your arm?" "Nothing." "This isn't nothing." Her fingers pressed along an old break near my wrist, one that had healed crooked because nobody ever set it right. "This healed wrong. On purpose or by neglect, I can't tell which yet." "Does it matter?" She looked up at me sharp, like the question surprised her. I didn't answer it either way. I just sat there on the edge of the bed, arms out, letting her do her job, the way I learned to let people do things to my body without fighting it. Fighting only ever made it worse. Damian stood by the door the whole time, arms crossed, jaw tight enough I could hear his teeth grinding from across the room. "Keep going," he said, when Marta hesitated. "Alpha, maybe she should have privacy for…" "Keep going, Marta." Marta glanced at me. I nodded. It didn't matter much to me who watched. My body had stopped being something I was ashamed of a long time ago. Shame was a luxury for people who thought anyone was going to protect them from what happened next. She kept going. Three old fractures. A scar along my ribs that pulled tight when I breathed too deep. Bruising in patterns that weren't accidental, the kind that comes from hands gripping too hard. When she pressed along my collarbone I made a sound I hadn't meant to make and Damian's whole body flinched like he felt it too. "Christ," he said under his breath. "Wren…" "It's fine." "It's not fine. Look at you." "I've had two years to get used to looking at me. You've had five minutes." I didn't say it was cruel. I just said it. He didn't have anything to say back to that. Marta moved to my legs next, checking for the same things, and found more of them. She wrote it all down on a little pad, quiet and clinical, the way healers do when they've learned not to react out loud to what they're seeing. I respected that about her. Nobody needed my injuries turned into a performance for their horror. "Malnourishment," she said eventually, mostly to herself. "Severe, by the look of the muscle wasting. Old breaks, multiple, never properly set. Scarring consistent with repeated restraint.." she paused there, glancing at the marks circling both my wrists, "..and consistent with confinement in low light for extended periods, going off the skin tone here." "You get all that from looking at somebody's wrists?" I asked. "I get all that from thirty years of patching up wolves who came home from worse places than they should've had to go." She didn't look up when she said it. "This wasn't a hard camp that roughed you up a little, girl. Somebody did this to you deliberately, and kept doing it." "Wren." Damian's voice cracked a little on my name. "Why didn't you tell me any of this?" "Tell you what, exactly." I kept my eyes on the wall. "That guards liked to hit prisoners? That's not exactly breaking news, Damian." "That's not what I…" "You want details?" I finally looked at him, and something in my face must've told him he didn't actually want the answer, because he shut his mouth. "I didn't think so." He looked like he wanted to argue that. He didn't. The door was still cracked open, and I hadn't noticed the King standing there until he stepped fully into the room. He must've been listening for a while. He had that stillness about him, the kind that made you feel watched even when you weren't looking directly at him. "Your Majesty." Marta straightened fast, dipping her head. "I wasn't aware.." "Don't stop on my account." He didn't move any closer. Just stood there with his hands folded behind his back, eyes moving over the marks on my arms with an expression I couldn't quite read. No pity. Something more careful than that. Like he was cataloguing it. "I'll need a full written report," he said to Marta. "Every injury, dated as best you can estimate." "Of course, Your Majesty." "Wait outside for a moment. I'd like to speak with her alone." Marta gathered her bag and left without arguing. Damian didn't move. "Damian," the King said, not unkindly, "you too." "With respect, she's my sister…" "And I'm asking you to give us a minute." His voice didn't rise. Damian looked at me, some silent question in his face I didn't have the energy to answer, and then he left too, the door clicking shut behind him. For a second neither of us said anything. He pulled the single chair in the room a few feet closer, not close enough to crowd me, and sat down across from me like we were just two people talking, not a king and whatever I was to him. "You didn't defend yourself there," he said. "When your brother asked why you didn't tell him. You didn't explain any of it." "Wasn't aware I owed anybody an explanation." "You don't." He said it plainly, no argument in it. "I'm not here to make you give one either. I have a different question." I waited. "Your wolf," he said. "How long has she been silent?" The question landed strange, coming from him. Nobody else in this house had asked me that. Nobody else seemed to think it mattered. "Two years," I said. "Since about a month into the quarry." "The entire two years. Not on and off. Not fading in and out." "No. Nothing. Not once." Something shifted behind his eyes, small but real, like a piece just clicked somewhere it shouldn't have fit that cleanly. He didn't say anything for a second. Just looked at me the way Marta had looked at my wrists like he was reading something written on me that I couldn't see myself. "That's a long time for a wolf to go silent," he said finally, careful with every word, "even after severe trauma. Most come back sooner. Weaker, maybe, scared, but they come back." "Mine didn't." "No," he said, quiet now, almost to himself. "Apparently she didn't." He stood up slowly, still watching me like I handed him a puzzle piece he didn't know what to do with yet, and for a second I thought he was going to say something else. Explain whatever had just crossed his face,but he didn't. "Get some rest," was all he said, heading for the door. "I'll have Marta check on you again in a few days." He paused with his hand on the handle, looking back at me one more time, and whatever he was thinking, he kept it to himself. The door shut. I sat there alone in the quiet, staring at my own bruised wrists, wondering what exactly I just said that put that look on a king's face.Calla POVI still had it from years ago. A small metal ration tin, dented, stamped with Hallow Quarry's mark on the bottom, the kind prisoners kept their meager food in during transport. Wren must have brought it back with her things when she was released, some habit of holding onto what little was hers. I found it shoved in the back of a drawer in her room weeks ago while looking for something else entirely.I kept it since. You never know when a small, forgettable object might become useful.Tonight, it became useful.The family records room sat off the west corridor, locked most days, opened only when someone needed to check old pack ledgers or property deeds. I had a key. Everyone assumed I had access to everything now, which was true, and which made this embarrassingly easy.I slipped inside after the household had gone quiet, moved straight to the shelf holding the oldest ledgers, adoption records, old correspondence, the kind of paperwork nobody thought to guard closely because
Damian POVThe list Garrett brought me had six names on it. I hated every single one of them before I even got past their titles."This one's got land near the northern border," Garrett said, tapping the top of the page like that was supposed to mean something good. "Older, though. Widower. Late fifties.""She's twenty-two.""Wolves live long lives, Alpha. Age gap's not unusual for arrangements like this.""Next."He moved down the list. A beta from a smaller pack two territories over, decent standing, reputation for being harsh with subordinates. A minor noble with gambling debts nobody talked about openly but everybody knew existed. A lone wolf recently welcomed into a neighboring pack, no real history to vet at all, which somehow felt worse than a bad history."There's got to be somebody better than this," I said, dragging a hand down my face."These are the ones willing to take on a bride with her... circums
Emeric POVI heard about the mate request the same way I heard about everything in this house,secondhand, through people who didn't know I was listening.Two servants near the stables, one telling the other Wren had asked Damian to find her a match, something about wanting out of the pack entirely. The one talking sounded almost gleeful about it, the way people get over gossip that doesn't cost them anything.I told myself it wasn't my business. That lasted about an hour.I found her by the training yard fence that afternoon, watching a couple of younger warriors spar, arms crossed, unreadable as always."Heard something interesting today," I said, coming up beside her."Is that so?""You're looking for a mate." I kept my tone light. "Word travels fast in this place.""It usually does." She didn't look at me, kept her eyes on the sparring match. "What of it?""Just surprised, I guess." I leaned against the f
Calla POVI heard about it before Damian even had the decency to tell me himself.One of the maids mentioned it while doing my hair that morning, casual as anything, like she was commenting on something. "Heard Miss Wren's asked the Alpha to arrange a mate for her. The whole staff's talking about it."I kept my face perfectly still in the mirror. "Is that so?""Strange timing, isn't it? Right when Alpha Vane's still deciding things.""I'm sure it's nothing," I said, smiling easily, dismissing it the way I dismiss anything that isn't mine to worry about in front of the help.Inside, something had gone very cold and very fast.By midday, everyone in the household seemed to know. I could feel it in the way people looked at me differently, waiting to see how I'd react, whether the poor wronged sister would finally show some crack in her composure now that Wren was talking about leaving for good.I gave them exactly what they expected."Oh, that's wonderful for her!" I said, loud enough fo
Damian POVI didn't sleep much that night. I kept replaying it in my head, over and over, the flat way she said it. "I need you to help me find a mate.” No anger in her voice at all. That was the part that kept me up. Anger I could've argued with.I found her the next morning in the garden shed, the same place she always seemed to be lately, sorting something dried and brittle between her fingers."You didn't mean what you said last night," I said, not even a greeting first. "Right?"She didn't look up. "I meant it.""You're hurt, Wren. Everything that's happened, it's fair you'd be angry, but this isn't the answer. Running off to marry some stranger isn't going to fix anything.""I'm not running off to fix anything." She set down whatever she was holding, finally looking at me. "I'm asking to leave because I don't want to be here anymore. Those are different things.""That's the hurt talking.""Is it?" Som
Wren POVIt wasn't one big thing. That's what nobody tells you about giving up on people. You expect some huge, dramatic moment, a final betrayal big enough to justify walking away. What you actually get is a Tuesday.The morning started with Rosalind's fitting for some ceremonial dress she needed for an upcoming pack function. I stopped by her room to see if she wanted company, something normal, something we used to do together before any of this."Oh, Wren." She glanced up, distracted, half a dozen fabric swatches spread across her bed. "Actually, could you go check on Calla? She's supposed to be picking colors with me and she's running late.""Sure." I stood there a second, waiting for anything else. There wasn't anything else.I found Calla in her room, not running late at all, just lounging on her bed reading something, in no hurry whatsoever."Mom's waiting for you," I said."Oh, is she?" Calla didn't even look up right away. "I'll be there in a minute."I went back and told Ros







