LOGINGwen I learned quickly that resistance did not always announce itself as rebellion. Sometimes it arrived as restraint. The day after I named the cage, I did nothing outwardly remarkable. I woke at the usual hour. I joined breakfast. I listened more than I spoke. I let Camilla believe she had misjudged the tension from the day before, that whatever she had sensed had dissipated under the weight of routine. That, too, was strategy. Because Camilla thrived on reaction and on confrontation disguised as concern. She was most dangerous when she could frame herself as the stabilizing force in the face of my supposed volatility. So I practiced stillness. But inside, I began to move. The first thing I did was stop apologizing. Not aloud not yet. But internally. Every time I felt the reflex to soften my thoughts, to doubt the validity of my suspicions, I paused and asked myself a single question....Would I tell Kayla this about herself? The answer was always no. I would never tell my daug
Gwen The first thing I noticed, once I allowed myself to notice at all, was how little privacy truly existed.Not the obvious kind, there were no locked doors, no barred windows, no shouted commands. Camilla did not need those. She preferred subtler architectures. Courtesy. Concern. Family obligation dressed as care. But once I stopped telling myself I was safe, the pattern sharpened. My phone was always charged, yet the signal dropped in specific wings of the villa. Certain calls connected instantly, while others lagged, glitched or failed. My schedule was never dictated, yet suggestions appeared at precisely the moments when deviation might have mattered. Invitations arrived already framed as obligations. Decisions were praised when they aligned. Redirected when they didn’t. A cage, I realized, did not need walls. It only needed incentives. One morning, I sat at the breakfast table across from my mother, Camilla to her right, sunlight spilling across polished stone as if nothing
Gwen I did not answer Adrian immediately. Not because I didn’t want to, but because I was afraid of how easily I did. His messages never crowded me. That, too, was dangerous. He sent updates about Kayla the way one might place a glass of water within reach of someone recovering from an illness. No demand. No urgency. Just presence. I had lived too long under men who mistook proximity for entitlement. Adrian did not. That distinction mattered more than he knew. I sat at the small desk in my room, the notebook open beside me, its pages filled now with observations, questions, fragments of strategy I had not yet dared to name. Outside, the villa hummed with familiar routine, staff moving quietly, my family operating under Camilla’s invisible choreography. Inside, I was changing. I replayed Adrian’s last video again, though this time I paid attention to him as much as I did to Kayla. He stood at the edge of the frame, hands loose at his sides, his posture alert but unintrusive. He di
Gwen That night, I dreamed in fragments. Not the violent dreams, the ones with water and gunfire and the weightless terror of falling, but quieter ones. Disjointed scenes stitched together without chronology. A narrow bed. The smell of antiseptic. A ceiling fan spinning too slowly. Hands I could not see, voices I could not place. Borrowed years. I woke before dawn, my heart steady but heavy, as if it had been carrying something all night and had finally set it down. The room was dark, the villa silent except for the distant hum of security systems doing their tireless work. I lay still and stared at the ceiling, letting memory surface on its own terms. For months, I had told myself the same story. I stayed too long. I did not fight hard enough. I should have known something was wrong. The story had been useful. It gave me someone to blame who was always available, myself. It kept the anger contained, turned inward, where it could not disrupt anything or anyone. Camilla liked tha
Gwen Once I began watching, I could not stop.That was the real danger. Not fear but clarity. I noticed Camilla first in the mornings. She always appeared at breakfast as though summoned by instinct rather than routine, perfectly timed, already composed. Her hair was immaculate, her posture relaxed, her presence reassuring in a way that made people unconsciously straighten when she entered the room. My mother softened the moment she saw her. It was subtle. A fractional lift at the corners of her mouth. A loosening in her shoulders. Camilla did not demand loyalty, she inspired it, the way people leaned toward warmth without realizing they were cold to begin with. “Gwen, you look rested,” Camilla said one morning, placing a gentle hand over mine as she passed. Her touch was light, maternal. Public. Unassailable. I smiled on reflex. “I slept well.” It was a lie, but an acceptable one. Camilla’s eyes lingered for half a second too long, not enough for anyone else to notice, but long
Gwen I watched the video again. I told myself I was only replaying it to notice details, to ground myself in something real, something good, but the truth was simpler and more humiliating. I could not stop. My thumb hovered over the screen like it had learned a reflex my mind had not approved.Kayla stood near a small table this time, her backpack still too large for her shoulders, one strap slipping as she leaned forward to peer at something a teacher was showing her. She nodded, once, decisively, then asked a question I could not hear, her expression earnest and intent.The teacher bent closer and listened. I pressed my fingers to my lips. She did not shrink. She did not look around to see whether she was allowed to speak. She did not check anyone’s face for permission. She spoke. I replayed it. Again.There was a short clip after that, Kayla sitting cross-legged on a bright rug, hands folded in her lap, her posture attentive but relaxed. Another child shifted closer to her, invadi







