The sitting room was empty, and the two big curtains covering the two windows were freely raving directionless, the sound heard was only of the hushing wind, and the lights seen came from the blue bulb which shone with a dying breath.
The cushion chairs were old and tattered and really needed changing, but no one was going to change that and I was sitting on one. The momentary crackles of the ceiling sent chills to the brain for alert in case it deemed it necessary to fall off.
The squeaky door that led to the passage and other rooms bended one side and the crackled warnings of the floor with every single step made the room a living hazard. Only two portraits of my late Father that hung separately on the wall appreciated the living room.
I took a glass of water from the table beside me and emptied its contents completely in my mouth and gulped.
The temperature of the room wasn't accommodating at all so I did myself a favor. I reluctantly stood up from the chair and took some steps forward and found myself facing the standing fan.
I clicked the control and tuned it at the highest number, but it made more noise than it fulfilled its main purpose. I let out a sigh of frustration and lumped back to my seat and stared at the ceiling until a woman, about six feet tall with slender shoulders, and an unkept hair, and straight tall and strong legs that Interrupted the room's hard-earned tranquility intruded.
"Why are you still here?" She asked in a deep threatening deep voice.
"Because I'm not going" I said hastily, being careful with the choice of my words.
"Get your ass off there and go to work" her voice came again, this time sounding like a warning.
"You didn't even ask me why I'm not going? I have college to attend to, Mom I said I'm not going" I protested carefully with a logical back up.
She threw me a mean and threatening look and I got out of the chair.
"Fine" throwing my hands in the air and let it down frustratedly.
"I could care less about your studies, I give you food, I try my best for you, and you want to pay me back with staying at home? What have I not done for you"
"Huh? What have I done wrong now? You are always saying shit like this! All the damn time! I'm leaving your house for you, have a great day" I snarled and left the house, banging the innocent surviving door behind me.
It didn't always go well with me and my Mom, ever since my Dad died, and we got bumped on this debt we couldn't pay back from my Dad's company, it was as if something that connected us both was broken, and can never be mended or replaced. And I hated it when she sounded like she was being maltreated or I was being an ungrateful daughter.
I didn't even want to go to work that day. I didn't want to see that man that called himself my husband, my husband my foot, I wouldn't be in any mess if my Dad hadn't struck a deal to sell me to him if the money didn't get paid in time! How could he?
I was still angry and in pain, and it didn't seem like I was going to calm down anytime soon.
All I wished for was the contract to be done with and I would finally be free from that womanizer.
I walked out from the neighborhood onto the street and put on my jacket. The road wasn't busy, it was very cool because the people who made it hot were workers who would start going to their different work places from 8:am, but it was 11:am and there was no one going to work at that time.
There was an old couple walking through the Pedestrian corner with their little dog which had a white leather collar on her neck which they had the chain linked to, a motorcycle rider mistakenly bumped into the corner and the couple nearly ran away.
And no matter how much the motorcycle rider pleaded with the seniors to forgive him, they wouldn't spare their mouths of curse words which flowed out of their mouth effortlessly.
I shook my head at the incident and smiled a bit. It was the only thing that cheered me up. I didn't even know when I crossed south street. And when I turned into a busy road, I dipped my hands inside my pocket and was happy with the fortune it actualized, which was enough to take a cab to work. I didn't have the strength to walk down to the firm.
I stopped a Taxi along the way.
"... Jones and sons" I said waiting for the man to open his door already so I could enter, but he stared at me for a moment with a look as if to say "I can't have a child like this" probably he thought I wasn't serious with my life, and wondered why I would be going to work at that time.
"Yo you taking me there or not?" I wasn't even going to take it lightly with him, and I didn't care what he thought of me at that moment.
I heard the door click open and I stretched my hand and opened the door. When I entered I closed the door with a hard bang unknowingly and the driver resented me immediately.
"Hey, watch it! You would pay if anything happens to that door" he yelled.
I was going to say sorry, but I had a far better thing to worry about. Finally, the Taxi had its stop and I gave the man a bill and walked out without even taking my change.
I stealthily walked past the front desk receptionist office and made sure no worker would see me because I came very late and I might be sacked; kidding, my husband owned the company.
I hurriedly climbed up the stairs. Even though it was a classic skyscraper, my office was in the middle flat, where the CEO himself resided.
Taking the steps was a lot of work and would be taking up a lot of time too, so I just walked into the elevator.
Jones made sure I was near him and that was why my office was right beside his, even when it was unusual for a college intern. It had to be real, but he knew for a fact that we didn't get along.
All Jones cared about was getting laid, he didn't love me and I couldn't bring myself to love him either.
However, I was going to give us a chance and that day happened to be today. I was going to fully submit to him and persevere even though it wasn't going to be easy.
How could it be easy when he had numerous mistresses?
I checked very well to see if there was anyone lingering around the hallway, and luckily, there was none. When I passed through the interns window I noticed how they all looked at me, and they wouldn't stop murmuring. Before I stepped my foot into the office, I made sure I looked gracious, great, mean and angry, at least a bit, although I was super weak, but just enough for anyone to not get in my way. The Interns office was a huge and magnificent room and everyone had their own separate space. I was a business administration intern and worked with the company's managers and every other intern thought I was special, but it was just one of the perks of the contract, only if they knew what kind of hell existed in there for me. I happened to glance at Halen's face and it was blank of course, and I noticed the eye contacts she made with her friends. I wished they would come at me already because I was ready for them. Halen was my number one enemy, although I was
The shades of evening was upon the earth when I reached home, after having spent something winding around from restaurant to restaurant just to have some moments of peace before home. I opened the door and saw my mom enjoying a bowl of spiced chips and watching a TV show. That was all she did; enjoy her life while I suffered. "Hey, you are back" she said. I nodded my head and smiled a bit; as usual, to avoid so many questions which I would be unable to answer. "How was it today?" She asked as I motioned to walk inside my room through the front door in the sitting room. I sighed, looked at her and decided to tell her how I truly felt, since she was my mother anyways. "Can I talk to you, Mom?" "Yes of course, come, sit…" she adjusted and patted her hand on a space on the chair. I sat down and sighed. The words were heavy to let out and I feared ultimately, what her reaction would be. "So, it's about Matt…" "Yeah? What about Jone
The morning sun peeped through my windows and penetrated the room through my torn curtains. I opened my eyes and turned over to where my alarm clock was kept– the piece of shit was set to go off one hour earlier, and it didn't. I knocked it off the table near my bed and when it fell down, there were many alarm clocks lying hopelessly on my floor, and they were just as hopeless as I was, and I for one, had no idea of how to fix the parts of an alarm clock together. I raised up my head and moved to get out of my bed and when my foot met the floor, I fell down, hitting my face on the Godforsaken bed's frame. I forgot that my room was as bad as hell, though I hadn't been there… yet. I reached for the door and threaded carefully, watching each step as I went, so as not to fall for the traps of the room, on the floor. The pavement wasn't looking great so there were multiple holes, almost all around the floor and if I mis-stepped, I was either going to end up lying
He chuckled and shook his head. I didn't want to let him know that I was hungry, but the next thing I said, didn't agree. "Where is Mom?" I asked him to quickly change the topic. "She left early in the morning, said she got some stuff to take care of," he reluctantly answered. "Oh really?" I said, slowly waking out of the kitchen, and in no time I saw myself sitting down on one of the cushion chairs with the television remote in my hand. He came out after me, like someone who was tired and kept looking at me. "What?" I asked, when his gaze became unbearable. "Why aren't you seeing me?" He asked, in a low soft tone. And I put the remote in my mouth, clinging to it with the tip of my canine tooth, and with an expression that showed confusion. "You went to work yesterday right?" I quickly changed the topic. I was really hoping that I wouldn't let him know that I was hungry, but my stomach couldn't tarry any longer, so I had to beat around the bush a little before
Pascal left the sitting room and I was left leaning against the door while my mind ran through the possibility of pushing everyone away through my attitude or behavior? Was that even the case or was he trying to make me the Villain? For all I know, I was everyone's prey. Matt started knocking on the door again, calling my name as he made use of his hands. “Arianne, are you there?” his voice came intruding the thoughts in my head and without even realizing it, I yelled out. “Arianne isn’t at home!” I slowly moved away from the door and had my stop at one of the cushion chairs that was near reached. “Arianne open the door!” his voice came again, this time piercing through the door and covering the whole room. “Hey! I said I’m not a’home!...” then, I thought, why was I even telling him I was not at home? When I didn't even want to see him to start with. “… what are you even doing here" “I came to see you!” he added with a hard bang on the door, which got
In no time, the car was packed at the garage, and we got down. The veil was taken off from my face. Matt came down with a smile, and extended his hand to me. "Welcome to my Castle, princess" "Sir, you have really gone insane! To the point of kidnapping me and bringing me here without my consent?" I was very angry at him and could easily wreck havoc. Matt chuckled. "Your consent? Do I really need to be reminding you each time that you do not have a say? Mmm, you are mine, Arianne. I own you, and you don't have a choice, you never will" I wasn't going to cry for the jerk anymore, he had gotten enough. The door to the first luxurious building opened and Halen got out with a smile. I was shocked to see her in Matt's house, and even more angry. Somehow, I felt that she was taking what belonged to me. "What- what's this?!" I stammered, looking at them both. They looked pretty breezy. "So, first, you kidnap me, just to see Halen, the girl that hates to see me live
I can't say no" "I'm just curious, how does this… how did it start? Like did he just show up one day, you undressed, got in the bed with him, and that's it? Then you couldn't stop, you keep on doing it any day and any time it is desired? Even in office?" And the words exited from my lips with disgust. "Yeah something like that…" "Wow. Things happen" Halen was quiet for a while, and I scanned through her face which showed an expression of going down memory lane. "he is my cousin, yeah, it all might be a bad—" "It is." I cut in, without thinking. "He is my cousin. And I still love him as one…" "Don't call it love. Is lust" I said, and slowly let my body rest on the bed, with my head lifted by my hands, and my eyes upon the ceiling fan, lost in thoughts. "I wouldn't be doing it if I didn't have to." "Hmm, is there any excuse for such?" I was in the abrupt stage of mind, and my body responded as such. "He had a girlfrien
A part of me however, felt like I had been saved from having sex with my cousin, and the other part of me felt like killing reality and going back to the fuck. But, I wished it was real, because it was sweet! "So…" slhe continued. "Who's the lucky guy?" He asked, my face showed nothing but a puzzly sketch. "Lucky guy?" I chuckled. "Yes Arianne. Who were you dreaming of? Or should I say, lucky girl?" "Umm, I could be having sex with a demon or something" I shrugged. "You believe in that bullshit? Ain't nothing like that sweetheart, is just the work of your mind. It produces someone, and makes you have sex with them, while in reality you come?" I bounced on his theory, and was glad he didn't continue with the lucky guy and lucky girl thingy. "Aren't you going to work?" He asked as he opened the door, holding the handle as the door opened halfway. "Right. That's what everyone cares about, work, work, not my studies. Work, so that I woul