chapter 1 University

*Synopsis*

why is everyone do afraid of something a little different?

is it a taboo?

this is a question i always ask myself whenever someone tells me that i am weird just because i don't do what people usually.

People have friends i don't.

people go for relationship i go for marriage

people talk i write

people judge i don't

i tried my best to fit in but at the end i only suffered so i just stopped and just started being who i was.

that was when i started getting hated. handling that hate was really hard at first but eventually i got used to it.

when i was in first year of my high school i met a guy named Derek Hamada.

he never called me weird or anything and soon we became friends.

In first year of collage i figured out his true Feelings so he confessed or should i say proposed.

it took me a month to say yes but that was the best decision i had ever taken.

caring, loving, understanding everything a girl could wish for was in Derek.

thinking i had found my happiness i started living on cloud nine. my life was completely a fairy tale.

but as the saying goes every rise has a fall and i definitely wasn't prepared for the fall called Kristopher Farmington.

"WHY? out of all the girls in this entire universe did you freaking chose me?"

"Because you are a little different" replied Kristopher

Hello! myself Jude Williams a business student who recently got into Modern Business university.

and this where my life beautiful life would be turned upside down.

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"Are you sure you don't need my help?" Asked Derek my boyfriend putting my luggage in front of the university entrance

seriously he is the best thing that gas ever happened to me

but i really don't have the courage the say this to him

Smiling i shake my head No before saying

"I can handle myself Derek!"

he smiled because i was smiling too which is the cutest thing ever he pulled me closer before whispering

" i know but i am still worried about my future wife"

blushing hard i slapped away his hands glaring at him.

" This is public Derek geez"

laughing at my reaction seriously he loves to tease me and see the blushing me

he opened his embrace which i immediately took and hugged him

"I would miss you!"

he sounded a little sad. we both are adults now i am 21 and he is 23.

when he was 20 he joined his fathers business and has a very decent income so he offered me to not pursue study and get married to him. but i wanted to independent and help him with his business so i decided to study further

"i miss you too but i really have to do this. " i said

"Your income from your work online is decent too. i can take care of you so if things get hard don't push yourself too much remember you can always count on me"

how can someone not possibly melt at those words.

"I love you" no matter how many times i say this i can't help but blush

"I love you too!" he replied taking deep breaths.

i know he is smelling me. he always says that i have this special calming scent on me which is weird because i am allergic to perfumes and never use any.

soon he bud me farewell and left and i turned on my heels and started walking inside the university with a poker face which was the exact opposite of the blushy girl just moments ago.

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