"Oh my, oh my, my, I've waited all my life"
I keep swinging my hips and trying to cope with some BTS moves which I fail badly in doing it.
'The reality of struggling,' my wolf Eliz teases
"Shut up," I hissed back at her.
'What? You've been practicing the same move for a month now,' she counterpart.
I glare back at her in my head, while she keeps on teasing me about how bad I did the BTS moves of Boy with Luv.
Eliz and I have a good connection and we hardly disagree with one another but we only tend to annoy each other by teasing.
"Elle," that was Aberdeen calling me.
"Yes"
"Are you ready yet?" she shouted from outside of our room's door.
"Coming," I shout back.
I re-adjust my high waist belted skirt again before smiling in the mirror and juggling my way out of this small room. I couldn't believe it when Josh said that we were going on his behalf for an important meeting at the Daluna pack.
Wow! I was beyond excited. I'd never been to any other place apart from our pack.
I hear whistles and hoots once I reached outside of the house.
I keep my head up and straighten my back. 'Unmated wolves make way! Here comes the latecomer' Eliz joked in my head.
I gave her a picture of me glaring back at her in which she burst into a fit of laughter.
'I just couldn't believe we're finally going somewhere,' she said and I nodded agreeing with my wolf.
After all those years, now I am finally getting to see the world again. She whimpers when our thoughts reach the surface of our memories. I quickly reminded her of our motto "past is in the past... Just let it go and keep smiling."
Alpha Josh bid us goodbye. He shook his head when his eyes landed on me. He could see the smile on my face.
He sigh and warned me not to get into any trouble. I beam with excitement turning around to face the front in my seat, my hand reaching for the music to be played.
"Noooooooo," Aberdeen screams at me but too late it's already been played.
I continue singing from where I left off in my room, "you got me high so fast...."
Aberdeen face-palmed herself, while Eliz whimpered in my head. On the other hand, Leto just shook his head to the rhythm of the music.
I am so excited to be away from the pack. I'm not looking forward to anything, just a feeling of being adventurous. The journey starts here, by going to this meeting and many other things to do and go to.
To meet my mate is no longer a quest anymore, as that fate was sealed years ago. He's gone, no more him and I don't want to dwell in it as it will only sadden Eliz.
We arrived at our destination after driving for an hour. My back hurts a little not used to this. I stretch my arms, while Leto talks to one of the warriors or maybe he is the beta.
Leto links us to come and I take a deep and am about to step out. However, I stopped and whisper back to Aberdeen, "do you think they have hotties?"
Aberdeen's eyes went up and she roll them. "Get your ass out Elle and yes as you see there's a hottie out there for you" she retorted while pointing at a guy in front of the house door.
"Ouch" I wince and she laughs.
"I know you... You kept asking those questions but never in million years have you liked anyone," she said as she get out signaling for me to do so.
So, I imagine in my head what they do in movies. For my entrance, the door opens slowly, legs out first, and then swiftly gets out of the car like those sexy models or even better an actress during an award entrance.
Camera set, Lights on then action here we go. I did what I thought would be epic for me, as a grand epic entry.
And in my head, I keep replaying those moves over and over again.
'All male wolves here comes the sexy, unstoppable, the one and only' Eliz announced in my head.
I open the door, legs out, and oops wrong move I almost tripped.
Darn it! so much for being the best actress of the year. I am so embarrassed about my failed entrance. I fake a smile at the hottie who looked my way with concern and walk like I own this pack's land.
Eliz laughs in my head uncontrollably and all I can say to myself is stupid.
After an embarrassing entry, I keep grinning from ear to ear. Aberdeen nudged me on the shoulder asking with concern, "are you okay?"I answer with a smile, "of course, why wouldn't I? Look at me I am perfectly fine." I try to clear away the embarrassment.I take a look again at the pack house, which is a two-story."Not all pack members live here." I hear the Beta say probably to Leto and Aberdeen since I haven't talked to him due to my embarrassment."My apologies but this is Elle our top warrior," Leto introduces me to the stranger. "And Elle please meet Lucian Kavril. He's the Beta for Daluna" he added. I turn to face the Beta and see his hand extended out to me. I shake it in return.He eyes me up and down. 'Something you like beta?' Eliz raises her eyebrow in a flirty way. Seriously this wolf will be the death of me someday."I must say the design is extraordinary," I say and turn back to admire their packhouse."Yeah, our Alpha designed it himself," Lucian proudly responds as
Today my so-called pack unintentionally sent me to my grave. I know Josh sent me to a meeting without predicting the consequences but it feels like I am thrown into hell instead of living a dream. This is beyond my nightmare.Coming out of my thoughts I stood there like an idiot, watching mate smile at his chosen mate. He kisses her on the cheek and then moves his down to touch her stomach. Why does it feel too painful to watch their loving moments?Looking up at the sky, I could see darkness with no rays of sunshine and rainbows.'Oh, how wonderful life is!'Eric doesn't know that I was waiting for him and that I long for him to come into my life. I have fallen asleep every night with thoughts of him in my head. How life will turn out if he were there with me.When I felt the pain years ago which almost cost my life I thought he died. I was so hurt and devastated by losing him. However, here he is. Right in front of me with his chosen mate."Hello, I'm Claire Montez-Gibson. Eric's m
Tears flow from my eyes like heavy rain as I settle on a huge rock. I thought back to the years of pain when things went downhill for me.I don't know why I have such a bad fate and I wonder if I ever did something wrong to anger the moon goddess.It is heart-wrenching. My mate had made his decision. Thinking he has a tiny bit of heart for me. How wrong is that? He rejected me without giving me a chance to breathe or even to take my time. Officially, I don't have that someone since he chose for the both of us before I even come into his life.I was crying when I hear something snaps. I look around me and see a big black wolf eyeing me skeptically. His eyes scream danger and I could feel his strong aura. It's like a force ordering me to submit.Anyone should be highly alert right now and start to run away for their life. However, in my situation, I couldn't do anything at all. I could tell that he was an Alpha but that didn't bother me at all as I was too busy crying to even bother.
"Please, Elle get the hell out of the car now!" Leto says with frustrationWe've been doing this for almost an hour and Leto has reached his limit of patience. Yeah, I don't make it easy for anyone especially when I am forced to do something I don't like.When Aberdeen told me that Josh had agreed to leave me for training techniques I didn't take it well. They may not know Eric is my mate but it's still hell no for me. I am not going to stay here with him and his so-called chosen mate Claire."Look I'm sorry if you don't want to but it was Alpha Josh's order, not mine," Leto explains again.Stubbornly I sat in the car with my arms crossing on my chest. Eliz is a heart-warming wolf but not me, the human. Nah ah."Elle we're not leaving you here for good, Josh wants you to learn their technique...simple as that and it's part of the deal," Aberdeen says in a pleading voice as Leto raises his hands in surrender. My best friend and her mate don't deserve my attitude. Gosh! I seriously des
'Grandma,' I muttered as I inspected the dress the two face bitch gave me. I officially despise her. I sigh looking at the dress with no hope.This is the 21st century and yet the witch gave me a dress that someone wore in the 18th century for bedtime reading. I curse that woman. How dare she give me this? Claire knows how to pay back gratitude.I shook my head in disappointment and threw the dress back on the bed. I open the door to my assigned room and peek outside to see if anyone in this pack passes by. Unfortunately, there is no one. I let out another sigh and slam the door. I walk back to the bed and lay down on it, watching the white-grey color ceiling. Someone knocks on my door, ignoring it I turn to the other side of the bed and wish for whoever is outside to get lost. I heard the door creak open and then a footstep. Oh my, can't he/she see that I am not in the mood. "I want scissors" I demanded to whoever is in the room and turn on my back, facing the ceiling again."For?"
"I can't believe you sent a perv to bring me my bags" I complain to Aberdeen on the phone and she laughs at my dismay."No, he's not. Angus is a good kid, and he just had a crush on you," she replied and I could hear her trying to hold in her laughter. Angus was one of the guys in the pack who was already mated but still tries to have his way with me. He told Aber and Josh that it was just a crush but he still try to flirt with me. Therefore, finding him at the pack's door early in the morning, with my luggage, made me want to scream 'bloody murder.' If only Alpha Josh was nearby and we could teleport easily. I would do it and give him a piece of my mind on the douche bag, he sends over with my luggage. Letting out a heavy sigh I check the time and see that it's 7 am. I bid Aber goodbye on the phone. I threw the phone on my bed and went in the shower to get ready. Angus wasn't my only problem this morning. The Alpha was a douche too. He sent one of his warriors earlier to give me a
Three weeks laterThe training was hard and Daluna's techniques are hard to cope with. Trying to master it within a month is not a good thing. It was weeks of struggle and stress.After our last training, Jenna a girl I befriended two weeks ago walks beside me back to the packhouse. The incident on my first dinner here made everyone cast me out and I didn't know they held grudges for so long.However, tonight will be my last dinner in Daluna's Pack and they still didn't forgive me and it doesn't mean I didn't try. Believe it! I did but they wouldn't bother. Claire was being a total bitch to me throughout this one month. Indeed, who cares as if my mate would care. I'm going back today and I would never come back here again since I'm unwanted here."I can tell you can't wait to go home," whisper Jenna and I nod my head. "Yep, I cannot wait to be out of this awful pack," I said in a teasing tone. She pushes me forward playfully and I retaliate by pushing her back."What can't beat me," I
I woke up and found myself still lying in front of the bedroom door. I couldn't believe I cried myself to sleep over nothing. Right! If only it was nothing but no it wasn't, as everything is not okay right now.I get up from the floor and walk towards the window. I open the curtain and look out to see that it is dark outside. Turning around I walk back to find the switch for the lights. When I found it I switch it on, filling the entire room with lights. I pull off my clothes before going to the shower. I spent another hour there. Most of the time I zone out while taking a shower.My thoughts were back to Jenna's words earlier. I can't believe the way fate plays out for me. After my shower, I dry my body with my towel and put on black sweatpants and then a rainbow sweater. I wanted to sleep but my stomach betrays me when it growls with hunger. So, I make my way to the kitchen, hoping everyone is asleep by now. Stumbling my way inside the kitchen I look everywhere for food and only fin