Tears flow from my eyes like heavy rain as I settle on a huge rock. I thought back to the years of pain when things went downhill for me.
I don't know why I have such a bad fate and I wonder if I ever did something wrong to anger the moon goddess.
It is heart-wrenching. My mate had made his decision. Thinking he has a tiny bit of heart for me. How wrong is that?
He rejected me without giving me a chance to breathe or even to take my time. Officially, I don't have that someone since he chose for the both of us before I even come into his life.
I was crying when I hear something snaps. I look around me and see a big black wolf eyeing me skeptically. His eyes scream danger and I could feel his strong aura. It's like a force ordering me to submit.
Anyone should be highly alert right now and start to run away for their life. However, in my situation, I couldn't do anything at all.
I could tell that he was an Alpha but that didn't bother me at all as I was too busy crying to even bother.
"Move rogue. You have trespassed my territory," he growls at me.
I said between sobbing, "I'm not intruding on your territory I'm only borrowing this spot. It's not like I will take it home with me."
His growl grew louder showing off his white sharp fangs. He looks mad.
"Can't you stop growling at me and sit your ass down somewhere here. Let me finish crying so don't disturb me. Do you know how cruel this world is? So, please spare your growl for someone else who deserves it and just let me cry." I yell back at him and continue to sob.
"You're a rouge"
He spits out as if I'm the most disgusting thing he encountered and with that, he didn't hesitate to attack me.
I didn't move to defend myself. I sat there watching in slow motion as he readied himself to thrash me with his claw.
I am ready to be gone from this world too. Life didn't matter anymore.
'This fate is too harsh for me. So, it was better to die than live with nothing at all," I cry to the moon goddess.
He jumps up in the air with his claw raised in the air. His hazel orbs met mine and he strikes.
Closing my eyes to accept my doomed fate.
However, nothing happens.
He didn't kill me. I feel his heavy paws falling next to my hands and one of his claws grazes my bare skin.
When I open my eyes and see him staring at me I told him straight away.
"I'm not a rogue"
I hiccup and turn around to observe the scenery before me. His wolf sat next to me and we watched together as the sunset.
"Your territory's land is beautiful. Something I would die for," I commented but he just sits there not moving and saying anything.
When I am calm and all my tears are gone. I sat there next to him not knowing what to do.
'Now how do I run since my tears are now dry and the Alpha is probably waiting to take me to his pack's dungeon?' I ask myself.
I may have already disrespected my mate but hey he's my mate and his wolf might pity me. However, the Alpha next to me is not my mate. Therefore, the only thing in his head is no mercy. No matter how beautiful this moment is.
Counting from one to ten in my head. I waited for Eliz to be ready and for us to run now. We both prepare for our escape.
Reaching number ten, I could see from the corner of my eyes that the Alpha is off guard. I quickly said to him "thank you." And with that, I dash out of there.
I hear him growl and get closer to me but I promise myself so many times that this is the only thing that would make me run faster than anyone.
'When my life is in danger.'
Gathering all my strength I push my legs to run faster like there is no tomorrow.
I finally lost him and I'm almost back to Alpha Eric's territory. Despite that, it didn't stop me from rushing when seeing Leto, and my best friend Aberdeen in the open field of Daluna's territory. I could see that they are bidding their goodbyes.
I reached them and stopped beside Leto. Having trouble catching up my breath I call out to no one specific.
"Water, water." I struggle to breathe.
Eric called Lucian and in a second he stood in front of me with a water bottle. I take the bottle and gulped the whole water.
Yes, now I can finally breathe.
"Thank you." I thank Lucian. "You just saved my life but I don't owe you anything," I added.
Their jaw drops and looks at me in disbelief.
"What?"
"Are there rogues out there in the woods or near the border?" asks Aberdeen.
I wave my hand no to her and said, "no, just a big monster." I know I sounded like a four-year-old kid but I'm trying to dodge a bullet here.
"Can we go I'm feeling tired?" I say as I held on to Lucian's shoulder for support since he's the nearest. This earns a growl from Eric.
'What a douche' I mind linking only to him since he hasn't blocked me out.
'Don't call me that, mate or not I'll kill you" he threatens me.
"Not before you"
I grin and start walking towards the car to avoid trouble and to stop myself from digging my own grave to lay down.
I open the car door and sit inside to wait for them to get in. However, when Aberdeen first gets to the car she looks at me weirdly. Like she is hiding something from me.
What am I missing here?
"Yes Aber, did I miss something?" I ask, narrowing my eyes at her.
She takes a deep breath before telling me what she is hiding from me. Did I go ballistic after her answer?
Yep, I did, because hell no. Over My Dead Body.
I am not doing it.
After 3 decades the moon goddess finally granted Eric's last dying wish. She has been watching his soul day by day as he works to mend for his own mistakes and sins in her hidden dimensions where only she can see through. She was satisfied with the way he has taken things and how remorseful he was with everything that has been happening. On a red full moon, for the first time in the history of werewolves, the sky pierced and four souls were reborn again, with the same features in the same world. The moon goddess has frozen the time and has taken everything back to where it was. It was as if she was playing a video where you keep hitting the replay button. She smiles watching those souls who are reborn again into her creation. It was Eric’s wish and yearning after his death that brought them back, this she watched hoping fate wouldn’t repeat like the last time. Those souls were Eric, Claire, Aaron and Elle. The moon goddess tried to change each fate, for them to be ha
We have been running in the woods, Eliz felt it refreshing since we haven't shifted when we were in the humans’ realm. We cross our border and made it to another territory probably Eric's. Then we continue to walk before we reach his. Aaron wants us to talk to the place where we first met.The first question I ask him as we walk was "How's everyone doing?" and he told me that they were all okay. Conrad has found his mate and Jay has moved with his mate since she's a Beta's daughter of another pack. So Zeus’s pack is now combined with his and now he's the Alpha.We talk about other random stuff about how my life in the human realm was and how I had to cope with everything until we reach that spot again. I pick up from our conversation that he never mentioned anything about Claire so I decided to ask him. I was thinking maybe he didn't want to since it could make things awkward."How's everything with Claire?"Aaron stopped this time and he turn
A year later"I miss you so much" Aberdeen crushed me in a hug."It's good to be back" I muttered "I know, now come along there's a hottie at home" she winks at me and sashays her way to the car.After running away from the funeral I decided to grab my stuff from Aaron's pack and left for the human realms. How did I even get there? Well, Jea says wolves can still cross the barrier without harm and I used a car to travel through the distance. I called back to apologise to Aberdeen and told her that I need to rethink everything including what I want to do with my life.So going to the human realms was the best thing that ever happened to me. I met so many wonderful people and was able to live a life of a human being. They changed my perspective and even made me fall in love with kids and I wished to adopt one someday. Then again there was one thing I didn’t get to fulfil and that is meeting the awesome boy band who sings my f
Eric was wrong when he said that I could love freely and move on from the past. A part of me was still stuck there not moping in losing or never having a Mate but for the fact that life wasn't fair for all. Yet we cannot blame life itself as it is also our fault for being selfish.I stood there as his pack warriors lowered the casket down, Alphas and betas from other packs stood by it. They have come to pay tribute to the warriors and the Alpha of Daluna for their bravery.Aaron was nowhere in sight even Claire, the fake bitch was busy pretending to be miserable in her room. She wanted to earn everyone's pity and sympathy while deep down inside she wanted Aaron to be there for her, to take another chance. It must have been so good to have two people who fought over her, it must have been good to her for having a backup to a happy life-ending.I watch as one of the elders concluded the sermon and then one by one Alpha, Betas and the attendees left. Lucian came up
"I remember the first time I saw you," he says as he holds on to my hand. "You're everything I could ever wish and want to have. It was the first time I agreed with my wolf on something," his lips curved in a smile as if he is reminiscing that day."I want to be the best mate but then I couldn't. I just couldn't turn everything around. It wasn't fair for you Elle." I try to pull my hand away from his but he held it tight. "Please at least hear me out," he begs me."No Eric I can't. I... I...I don't think I can" I stutter as I tried to tell him not to go there with my tears almost bursting from my eyes. However, he pleaded with me to hear him out. Therefore, I ended up staying with him in his room.Eric raised his body and I try to help him but he stops me. "I can do it, Elle," he says as he leans his back against the bed's headboard. He took my hand and then made me sit in front of him. His hand reaches out and caresses my cheek. He touches me as if he is scared that I might break
I lay on my bed with my hands on my stomach and eyes staring at the darkness of my room. It had been a while since I woke up and instead of walking around, I stay right there on my back with thoughts running through my head.I had blocked Eliz because I didn't want her to pester me to see Eric. Right now, I want to enjoy this peace before facing another storm. I didn't want to have hopes for my mate as our fate had been doomed before I even came into his life. However, what I want to do is to tell him that I am thankful and that I have forgiven him for everything.It's a good plan for moving forward and for my peace. When I have enough time of thinking, I pull off the sheet from my body and stood up to turn on the lights. I then went to the bathroom to wash my face, letting my barricade with Eliz break. I then tie up my black hair in a ponytail and for the first time, I look better. Actually, I feel better.I stood there watching my reflection. It's like I'm looking at a new me. Eliz