Maybe I should be taking those bipolar meds with Dakota because I can't seem to keep a single plan on track here."One dish of chicken Alfredo coming up." I turned and ran for the kitchen, needing to get away from them. I need to get my head on straight so I can think about how I'm going to tell Lynn the truth and hope that I have enough courage to tell her.~~~~LYNN'S POVSitting across the table watching Drake and Dakota laughing about their childhood stories and picking on one another made me grin. I never had this kind of relationship with my sister and I knew I never would either. That time had passed and there was no getting it back, but seeing there two together right now made my heart swell. It definitely didn't help with the fact that I was already questioning my feelings for him."No way! Mr. Seevers hated you!" Dakota barked, throwing her head back as she erupted in laughter. "You'd always come into class late and you always called him by his first name."Drake was grinnin
Dakota frowned, shaking her head. "I couldn't imagine losing my siblings. Drake has been my rock." She reached over and took his hand in hers. It was a beautiful moment, but the second I saw the way he looked at his sister and I was a goner.I cleared my throat and had to look away. He was becoming something I didn't want to see because deep down, I was still trying to talk myself out of wanting him for more than just sex."I'll bet your parents miss you," Dakota stated, making me nod."Yeah, and I miss them as well. They knew why I had to move across the country and supported my decision." I looked over at Drake and saw him glaring at me. Okay, he seriously needed to stop that. "Luis is here, my best friend, and they knew he'd take good care of me."Dakota nodded, seeming to understand what I was saying. "Well, I must meet this Luis guy sometime soon. I mean...." She trailed off, blushing. "Is he single?"This time, it was Drake who burst out laughing. "I'd have a better chance of be
Jesus! My flushed skin was no longer brought on by embarrassment, but rather, my pure hunger for this man. Yes, please do all of those things! "But there are things about me that you don't know yet and I'm afraid y'all hate me after I tell you what needs to be told. I don't want you to hate me or yourself for what I'm about to tell you."My heated skin immediately froze over, sending goosebumps up my arms. I didn't like the sound of that and wondered what he could possibly tell me. There wasn't one thing that I didn't like about him. He had to know that, right? Surely, he knew I was the kind of girl who didn't just sleep with random men. But who the hell am I kidding? We're in a sexual relationship."Lynn, I.." My phone rang and totally ruined the moment."Shit, I'm sorry." I pulled my phone out and saw an unknown number on the screen, hitting the ignore button before glancing back at him.He let out a nervous chuckle, ran his hand over his face and tried again. "I am...."My phone
He made me a bit uncomfortable as I looked around the waiting room to see if anyone was watching us. An old lady in her sixties glanced up at us but then went right back to reading the Reader's Digest in her hands."I knew I recognized you. My old lady fucking loves you, man. "He held up his phone to me and I saw the video playing on the screen. His volume was on but it was turned down, moans filling the space around us as I watched myself fuck Monique in the video we just shot a month ago.I shifted uncomfortably in my seat and looked away, clearing my throat."Ah, man, can I get a picture with you? My old lady will freak out."I hated it when fans recognized me in person. It wasn't too often but then there were die-hard fans like this guy who probably watched every movie I had out."Sure, Let's make it quick."The guy already had his phone up when he snapped the picture and grinned from ear to ear."This is so fucking awesome. She isn't going to believe this!" He leaned in, getting
She paused for a moment. "Yeah, I'm sure. And then...." She paused again, "then I'd like to continue our conversation from earlier."Fuck."Yeah, sounds good," I replied dryly, knowing she probably heard the growl in my tone. Knowing what I was about to tell her earlier and knowing where I was headed right now didn't sit well with me. I wanted to kiss her so fucking badly but couldn't out of guiltiness. Now I'm headed back to the studios to sink my dick in another woman. "Call me when you and Luis get in.""Okay," she whispered, "goodnight, Drake," "Good night, Lynn," I whispered back.She hung up before me and I kept the phone up to my ear, hating who I was for the first time in my life.I shoved my phone into my back pocket and walked back to my Audi, jumping in and staring straight ahead before I started it and took off. I can't keep doing this anymore. I pulled out of the lot and headed toward downtown Miami where the studio was located. This was going to be a long fucking night.
I burst out laughing. "A dick pic is what caused your accident?"You wouldn't be asking me if you saw it." He pointed over at his belongings on the spare chair. "Grab my phone and look. You'd hit a tree too if you saw that thing."I waved him off. "Nah, I'm good, but thanks. I'll take your word for it." But then I went serious and stared at him. "You promise you won't do something that stupid ever again. I was worried sick about you!" He lost his playful demeanor and nodded his head at me. "I'm sorry, lynnt, I promise not to do that stupid shit again", He paused and looked at me, really looked at me. "Were you with Drake tonight?"I nodded without even thinking about it. Hiding my feelings for Drake was going to be hard around best friend. He could usually see right through me."And?...." He urged, teasing me with his wagging eyebrows again."And, nothing. His sister came by today and Drake made us dinner. We were out on his patio drinking a glass of wine when the hospital called." W
"Good, I'm glad to hear that. Listen, I just got a call from my boss. Someone didn't show up so I have to go in. Are you okay here?" His question was hesitant and it made me grin. He was worried about me and that was the sweetest thing ever."Oh, that's fine, Drake! Thank you for bringing me here. I can manage until this jerk gets discharged from the hospital in the morning and then we'll take a cab back to my place."I heard him inhale a deep breath before he asked, "you sure?"I paused for a moment wondering why he was being so hesitant. "Yeah, I'm sure. And then...." I paused again, then I'd like to continue our conversation from earlier." I really did. The lack of not knowing what he wanted to say was killing me."Yeah, sounds good," he replied in a dry, gravely voice. "Call me when you and Luis get in.""Okay," I whispered, "good night, Drake.""Good night, Lynn," He whispered back and I squeezed my eyes shut, picturing his face.I hung up before I changed my mind and asked him t
I turned my glare on him and immediately he held his hands up in surrender. "Listen to me, Lynn... Think about all the times you relied on porn to get you through your lonely months before and after your divorce. How is getting off to two people fucking on camera any worse than actually doing the act?""What's worse is knowing that I was falling for the guy, Luis! I had no clue that he was a sadist! And what's is even worse is not knowing a thing about it! You'd think that would be something you'd tell someone you're about to get into a relationshi..." I cut myself off, realising exactly what I was about to say out loud. Drake and I we're not in a relationship. We were strictly fucking. The exact thing he does for a living. Perhaps he makes a habit out of this and I fell for his charms and so fucking sexy good looks."Don't do that," Luis scolded again."Do what?!" I nearly shouted, whipping my glare back at him."Don't let something like this deter you from being the happiest I've ev