Chapter Eighty-Seven

Chapter 87 – Jayler

The next morning was both promising and frightening. I’m more than determined to own this day and finally tell Kenneth and Jasper about my true sexuality because if not now, when? When is a very difficult question because what if I never tell them and they’d go on with their own lives without knowing who I really am as their friend? And while I’m still veiled in fear, I’m still looking forward to knowing their reaction may it be violent, negative or positive. It took me hours last night just to enter some data in my heart and mind. I promised to myself that I’m going to be okay with whatever reaction I get from Kenneth and Jasper.

I took the fastest in the shower and when I went downstairs to have breakfast, I noticed how everything changed overnight. Or at least that’s how it came off to me. My mom was now wearing her best smile that she has not worn in a very long while. She’s even serving dad, giving him some additional kisses and some pick-up lines as if they’