When I arrived at work the next morning, I couldn't wait to see Carter. The move we'd made by shorting the stocks for New York Solar Company had made more money for Winthrow Holdings than anything I had ever been part of. By far. It pumped me up and gave me confidence that I hadn't felt before. I was suddenly walking with my chest pushed out and my head held high. There was a spring in my step as I stepped through the front door of the building and made my way up to my office. I was on top of the world.
As the elevator doors opened, Cindy looked up from her desk.
“What are you so smiley about?” she asked, raising an eyebrow.
Even Cindy's negativity couldn't bring me down that day. I just shrugged as I walked past. “What is there to frown about?”
“Jane,” she said, stopping me in my tracks. I spun around before heading through the double doors.
“Yeah?”
“Carter wanted me to let you know that he won't be in until later this afternoon.” The phone in front of her started to ring and she picked it up before I could respond. So I just gave an affirmative nod and made my way to my office.
There wasn't much work for me to do, though. My mornings usually consisted of touching base with Carter, where he'd give me my tasks. I sat at my desk and spent a few minutes scanning through some stocks, but finally I decided that I'd just take my lunch break early and meet up with Maddy. I sent her a text and she immediately replied.
It's like 930 Jane. Who eats lunch at 930?
I replied back quick.
Coffee then?
She replied.
That I can definitely do. Let's do the coffee shop on fifth avenue, just a few blocks away
Some fresh air and coffee sounded like the perfect start to the day. I grabbed my purse and headed out the door.
* * *
Maddy was already at the coffee shop when I walked in the door. She was sitting at a table in the corner, with a gigantic cup of steaming coffee in one hand and a jelly donut in the other. Before making my presence known, I approached the barista and ordered a caramel macchiato. While it was being made, I stepped up to Maddy.
“Hey lady,” I said, plopping down in the chair across from her.
“Hey!” she said, holding her hand in front of her mouth to keep bits of jelly donut from flying out.
Maddy washed down her bite with a swish of coffee.
“Good to see you, Jane,” she said. “I'm so glad you wanted to meet up. How are things going?”
“I can't complain,” I said, wanting to be a little bit vague. I couldn't tell Maddy how amazing things actually were, because I didn't want her to feel bad. The last thing I wanted was to make my only friend at work feel like I was rubbing my promotion in her face.
“I heard through the grapevine that you're some kind of stock prodigy child,” she said, with a playful smirk. “Some of the employees in accounting have been talking about you.”
I raised an eyebrow. “Oh really?”
“Yeah. Remember when I told you that news travels fast around Winthrow?” Maddy asked. “I wasn't kidding. A lot of people think that Winthrow Financial only works with stocks and other investments. In actuality, though, we specialize in being the biggest gossip factory in the world.”
She was obviously joking, but I couldn't help but to think that if that were true, then Maddy would have been CEO. The Chief Executive Officer of Gossip Production.
“For what it's worth, I'm not a stock prodigy,” I said. “Sometimes I just get these feelings about an investment, though. It's hard to explain.”
“A feeling?” she asked, squinching her face into a confused expression. “I thought you were a numbers girl.”
“I am,” I said. “Sometimes, though, there's a different part of my brain that kicks in. Or maybe it's not even my brain. It's my gut. It just tells me what to do and it seems like whenever I listen to it, it turns out to be right.”
“A woman's intuition,” Maddy replied. “Maybe you're part psychic. Tell me my future next.”
“I can't tell the future,” I said, rolling my eyes. “Besides, we'll see how many more investments I get right. I've only done well on a couple of them so far and it's quite possible that I've just been lucky.”
“Sure. Luck. That's what it is,” Maddy said, sarcasm dripping off every syllable.
I looked away and watched a woman to my right step up to the counter to order a coffee. She pushed a baby stroller to the side, directly in front of me. I glanced over to see a beautiful baby girl asleep inside of it. She was wrapped in a pink blanket and looked so peaceful. Without even realizing it, I brought my hand to my belly.
I want one of those, I thought to myself. The thought surprised me with the intensity of my desire. Baby fever hit hard and fast.
“Jane!” Maddy said loudly, causing me to face her again. “Are you okay?”
I nodded quickly. “Yeah, I'm fine. Why?”
“You're holding your stomach,” she said, looking down to where my fingers were grazing my belly. “Are you sick or something?”
“What? No, no. I'm not sick,” I replied, quickly pulling my hand away from my body. Not with a real fever anyway.
Maddy looked over to the mom with the baby and then back toward me. She was analyzing the situation, trying to figure out what it was that I was thinking. I'd seen her do it before. Not just to me, but to others as well. I assumed she was mining for something that she could gossip with the rest of the office later. There was a minute or so of silence, then finally she shrugged.
“Anyway, I'm to hear that everything is going well for you up there on the top floor,” she said. “Things are a mess in accounting right now. David has been on my ass about year end reports. It's annoying because...”
Maddy continued on, chatting away at breakneck speed. My coffee arrived and I tried to listen, but my thoughts were bouncing between things that I suddenly wanted.
When we got back to work, the TV was on in the lobby. I stopped, the familiar tickers scrolling by with numbers that usually got me excited. That wasn't what I was looking at, though. The CEO of New York Solar Company was on, and he was about to deliver a press conference. Nerves twisted in my core. Maddy paused, then touched my shoulder. “I'll catch up with you later,” she said. I nodded, but never turned from the television screen. “Ladies and gentlemen,” the man started. “I know there must be some questions about what happened this morning. We believe it to be a question of the big players in this market finally taking notice of us. Fortunately, we have a multi-year head start on this technology, and our patents make our methods proprietary.” I snorted, right there in the lobby. I had told Carter that they would say that other companies were trying to bully them out, but the notion that their tech was proprietary was ridiculous. I could think of two compan
I drove home carefully, more nervous than I had been in a long time. Carter Winthrow, one of the sexiest bachelors in the world, wanted to take me out. To celebrate. To congratulate. And, by the way he had looked at my body, to do much more. As soon as I got home, I practically tore that plain pencil skirt and blouse off before turning the shower on. I hadn't yet unpacked my vibrator, but I didn't care. As I pulled my bra off, I got a look at my body in the mirror. I had something of an hourglass figure, and I had seen Carter checking me out. My breasts were my best physical feature in my opinion. I thought about him undressing me with his eyes. I thought about him watching as I put my thumbs in the waist band of my underwear and began to pull them down. A shiver ran through my body as my panties fell to the floor and I stepped out of them. I rushed into the shower, letting the hot water flow over my body. One thing that I loved about this apartment w
When I saw my reflection in the front window of Winthrow Financial, I nearly turned around and went home. It wasn't because I thought I looked bad, it was just that I instantly became self-conscious. I was here, at the place I worked, and I looked like I was, well,a whore. The black dress that showed my cleavage and held tightly to my hips made me second guess my decision to wear it. It was a far cry from my gray pencil skirt and sweater that I was used to. It felt awkward and overly sexual. It felt inappropriate to wear this dress here. You're doing this, though, Jane,I told myself.No turning back now. This is your night. The office had closed for business almost an hour before. Nearly everyone had escaped to start their weekends. The only person I saw in the hallway on the way to the elevator was a gray-haired janitor. He pulled his mop and bucket out of the janitor's closet, humming to himself as he worked. I chuckled t
My eyes widened and I would have gasped in surprise if my mouth wasn't clamped to his. A warm tingling sensation flowed through me. It started between my legs and radiated outward until every inch of me was on fire. Carter's hands slid down my back. Without breaking the kiss, he took a step forward, causing my butt to press against his desk. Carter parted his lips slightly and I followed suit. Soon, our tongues were darting in and out of each others mouths. It was a delicate dance led by him. I could taste champagne and smell his cologne. I breathed it in through my nose, savoring the moment. Part of me thought I had to be dreaming. If so, I didn't want to wake up. Not ever. Carter broke the kiss. When I opened my eyes, I saw him staring back at me. The look of lust on his face was intense. It made my heart skip a beat. He was breathing harder now and his chest was rising and falling like he'd run a mile and was out of breath. “Carter,” I said, so quietly tha
When Monday morning came around, I realized that I had spent two full days listening to classical music while checking my cell phone repeatedly. I kept on hoping to get a text or a call or an email, justsomething,from Carter. There was nothing, though. I wasn't worried about it, just thought it was strange. I guess I figured he'd have touched base the day after fucking me like an animal in his office. Maybe he was busy,I thought, as I opened my closet to pick out clothes for work.He's the CEO after all. He has a lot more important things to worry about than I do. Hanging in front of me in the closet was a row of my usual work attire. The pencil skirts, the over-sized sweaters, the white blouses that lefteverythingto the imagination. I realized at that moment, that those outfits weren't really me, at least not any more. Maybe they never were. I don't know. But one thing was for sure, I wasn't goin
It was almost half past noon. My lunch time was already halfway over, but it didn't really matter. My appetite was nowhere to be found. The way that Carter had shrugged me off made me sick to my stomach. His reaction to me wasn't at all what I had expected it would be. I had imagined him giving me a deep and passionate kiss, telling me how much he'd missed me during the weekend. Instead, I got the complete opposite. I drew in a deep breath and sunk back into my chair. The papers that Carter had handed me a few minutes before were spread all over the floor in front of my door. At least I had work to do. I figured that might help me take my mind off of things for a while. I sat forward to check over the stocks but was immediately interrupted by someone knocking on my office door. My eyes widened and I glanced up, hoping to see Carter. My expression fell slightly when I saw a stout and curly-haired silhouette behind the glass. But, then I smiled for my friend. “
It was an hour after Maddy left my office before I could finally focus enough to get some actual work done. I still hadn't seen Carter the rest of the day, but I did my best to keep him off of my mind by throwing myself at my job. With coffee in hand, I dove into the stock ledgers that he'd handed me that morning. These were big investments. Not to say the others ones hadn't been, but these, were in the tens of millions. Larger than anything he'd ever had me look at before. One of them in particular had caught my eye, because I recognized the name immediately. It was for the New York Solar Company, the same investment that had made Winthrow over a million dollars not even a week before. What is this?I thought.Holy shit, that's a lot of money. And not in the right direction. It looked as though Carter wanted to buy up six million dollars worth of stock in the same company that we'd just recently betagainst. I wasn't
The unopened bottle of red wine on my kitchen counter looked more tempting than ever. It had been a long day, despite the fact that I'd hardly gotten any actual work completed. All I wanted to do was to sit back, watch some television and drink some wine. I left it on the counter. “No wine today, friend. I'm saving you for something special,” I said to the empty room. I wondered if talking to a bottle of wine meant I was crazy. “I suppose it's not any crazier than trying to talk to a man who doesn't seem to want anything to do with you,” I whispered, stepping over to the freezer. My choices for dinner were frozen macaroni and cheese, pizza, or burritos. That was, unless, I actually wanted tocooksomething. However, that would have required motivation and a little hard work, neither of which I was willing to try to muster up in that moment. So I grabbed a frozen pizza and started up the oven so that it could preheat. I was s