A week later...
The look on Carter's face when he stepped into my office that Monday morning was one of shock.
“You were right,” he said, before I could even greet him.
“About what?” I asked.
“That company,” he said, shaking his head. “The biofuel one in Oregon. Turned out, they were using it to launder money. The stock value plummeted in a matter of minutes once the news hit the public. I was able to get some of my investment back, but not all. Still lost a million bucks.”
“You're kidding me?” I wasn't sure if I was more shocked at the fact he'd lost a million or that I was actually right about that company.
“I'm impressed, Jane,” he said, a smile on his face.
“You lost a million dollars and you're smiling?” I asked.
“I'm smiling because of what I just learned about you,” he replied. “I don't give a shit about the money. I'll make it back. This incident taught me something very important about you, though.”
I raised my eyebrows. “And what's that?”
“You really do have a knack for this stuff,” he said. “It wasn't just my imagination, Jane. I've got something else I want you to take a look at. Come with me.”
I did as Carter asked and followed him into his office. He sat down in front of his computer and printed off a sheet of paper. He set it in front of me and I instantly recognized it as a stock ledger. I pulled it close and focused my eyes. It was a company that was unfamiliar to me but besides that, it seemed pretty normal.
“What am I looking for here?” I asked, shrugging my shoulders.
“You tell me,” Carter said.
My eyes scanned over the paper until something finally popped out on the page. “This is missing an important number. What is this company's daily volatility?”
Carter smiled and moved out of the way so I could see his computer. He had the company up on the screen: New York Solar Company. “I'm spending over a million dollars on this stock today. I'm either going to buy it or short it. Which should I do? I want your opinion.”
“Well, based on these metrics, this company is underpriced,” I said, scrolling through the graphs and metrics. I could see the whole history of the company just in the numbers.
He smiled. “That's exactly what I was thinking. That's why I want to jump on it.
“Carter, look at this, though.” I pointed to the computer screen at one of the graphs as I spoke. “This company is going to fall apart soon. Definitely within the quarter but maybe even before the week is over. It's all here. The performance trends for this company look good in some ways, but that isn't the whole story.”
Carter's smile faded. “What if I told you that the market opened an hour ago and the company is already up five points?”
Maybe he was right. I couldn't be completely sure, but once again there was just something that told me that this company wasn't a good one to invest in.
I bit my lower lip as I thought about what I should say. As soon as I did, Carter clenched his jaw and his pupils dilated. I kept my lip tucked between my teeth for a just a moment. This wasn't the first time I'd seen a reaction from him to this little habit of mine. He liked it. I think it turned him on. Or maybe I just deeply wished that it did.
He kept his gazed locked on my lips for just a second longer. I savored the moment, then spoke. “You really want my opinion?”
Carter nodded.
“I'd say you have an even better price to short it,” I said. “I've seen you miss this telltale sign before. It's a similar stock to the one from last week and I think it will perform just like that one did, if not worse.”
Carter slowly pulled on the neck of his tie, loosening it a bit. He cleared this throat before speaking. “I hope you're right.”
With that, I watched as he put in a million dollar order for the stocks. Just a couple of buttons on his computer. I watched him put it all in. He had taken my advice and I suddenly felt ill.
Did I just gamble with a million dollars of someone else's money? I asked myself.
I thought I might be sick.
Carter closed the window on the computer. His desktop background was a photo of him holding a baby. It was adorable and I immediately felt those weird baby-crazy feelings kick in.
“Who's that?” I asked, hoping I didn't sound too nosey.
“That's my baby niece,” he said proudly. “Isn't she adorable?”
“Yeah,” I agreed. “She really is cute.”
What would a baby look like with his eyes, I thought. His eyes and my smile.
The idea made me woozy. A baby with Carter? That was crazy, but then again, so was being promoted to being his personal stockbroker with no experience.
“Well, thanks for your advice on this stock, Jane,” Carter said, temporarily breaking my thoughts. “I'll let you know what happens with it.”
“You're welcome,” I managed to say before biting my lip again.
Carter clenched his jaw but then turned away, bringing his attention back to the computer. I went back to my office in a daze.
This is crazy, I thought, taking a seat behind my desk. Why am I having these feelings? Why did I like seeing him with a baby so much?
I shook my head. That was crazy. He didn't look twice at me most days and I had nothing compared to the women he liked having.
And a baby? While I would admit to an infection of baby fever on occasion, I wasn't about to have one with my boss. That was never going to happen.
It was only a random Wednesday night, but for some reason, I felt like celebrating. I grabbed the bottle of Cabernet that my mom had sent me a few weeks before and poured myself a glass. I sat down in my overstuffed couch, kicking my feet up onto the coffee table. Things were really coming together for me. My job was going infinitely better than I could have ever hoped for. My apartment was finally decorated and unpacked. I had made a few friends at work. I had a lot to be grateful for. “Here's to things working out,” I said to myself, holding my glass in the air. Nobody was there to do the cheers with me, but I didn't care. I was far too happy to be brought down by that fact. I let out a long breath, letting myself sink deep into the cushions. My phone rang in my pocket and I pulled it out to see an incoming call from my mom. It was her ritual to call me just about every day and I wondered if she'd ever let me grow up. I answered of course, though.
When I arrived at work the next morning, I couldn't wait to see Carter. The move we'd made by shorting the stocks for New York Solar Company had made more money for Winthrow Holdings than anything I had ever been part of. By far. It pumped me up and gave me confidence that I hadn't felt before. I was suddenly walking with my chest pushed out and my head held high. There was a spring in my step as I stepped through the front door of the building and made my way up to my office. I was on top of the world. As the elevator doors opened, Cindy looked up from her desk. “What are you so smiley about?” she asked, raising an eyebrow. Even Cindy's negativity couldn't bring me down that day. I just shrugged as I walked past. “What is there to frown about?” “Jane,” she said, stopping me in my tracks. I spun around before heading through the double doors. “Yeah?” “Carter wanted me to let you know that he won't be in until later this afternoon.” The
When we got back to work, the TV was on in the lobby. I stopped, the familiar tickers scrolling by with numbers that usually got me excited. That wasn't what I was looking at, though. The CEO of New York Solar Company was on, and he was about to deliver a press conference. Nerves twisted in my core. Maddy paused, then touched my shoulder. “I'll catch up with you later,” she said. I nodded, but never turned from the television screen. “Ladies and gentlemen,” the man started. “I know there must be some questions about what happened this morning. We believe it to be a question of the big players in this market finally taking notice of us. Fortunately, we have a multi-year head start on this technology, and our patents make our methods proprietary.” I snorted, right there in the lobby. I had told Carter that they would say that other companies were trying to bully them out, but the notion that their tech was proprietary was ridiculous. I could think of two compan
I drove home carefully, more nervous than I had been in a long time. Carter Winthrow, one of the sexiest bachelors in the world, wanted to take me out. To celebrate. To congratulate. And, by the way he had looked at my body, to do much more. As soon as I got home, I practically tore that plain pencil skirt and blouse off before turning the shower on. I hadn't yet unpacked my vibrator, but I didn't care. As I pulled my bra off, I got a look at my body in the mirror. I had something of an hourglass figure, and I had seen Carter checking me out. My breasts were my best physical feature in my opinion. I thought about him undressing me with his eyes. I thought about him watching as I put my thumbs in the waist band of my underwear and began to pull them down. A shiver ran through my body as my panties fell to the floor and I stepped out of them. I rushed into the shower, letting the hot water flow over my body. One thing that I loved about this apartment w
When I saw my reflection in the front window of Winthrow Financial, I nearly turned around and went home. It wasn't because I thought I looked bad, it was just that I instantly became self-conscious. I was here, at the place I worked, and I looked like I was, well,a whore. The black dress that showed my cleavage and held tightly to my hips made me second guess my decision to wear it. It was a far cry from my gray pencil skirt and sweater that I was used to. It felt awkward and overly sexual. It felt inappropriate to wear this dress here. You're doing this, though, Jane,I told myself.No turning back now. This is your night. The office had closed for business almost an hour before. Nearly everyone had escaped to start their weekends. The only person I saw in the hallway on the way to the elevator was a gray-haired janitor. He pulled his mop and bucket out of the janitor's closet, humming to himself as he worked. I chuckled t
My eyes widened and I would have gasped in surprise if my mouth wasn't clamped to his. A warm tingling sensation flowed through me. It started between my legs and radiated outward until every inch of me was on fire. Carter's hands slid down my back. Without breaking the kiss, he took a step forward, causing my butt to press against his desk. Carter parted his lips slightly and I followed suit. Soon, our tongues were darting in and out of each others mouths. It was a delicate dance led by him. I could taste champagne and smell his cologne. I breathed it in through my nose, savoring the moment. Part of me thought I had to be dreaming. If so, I didn't want to wake up. Not ever. Carter broke the kiss. When I opened my eyes, I saw him staring back at me. The look of lust on his face was intense. It made my heart skip a beat. He was breathing harder now and his chest was rising and falling like he'd run a mile and was out of breath. “Carter,” I said, so quietly tha
When Monday morning came around, I realized that I had spent two full days listening to classical music while checking my cell phone repeatedly. I kept on hoping to get a text or a call or an email, justsomething,from Carter. There was nothing, though. I wasn't worried about it, just thought it was strange. I guess I figured he'd have touched base the day after fucking me like an animal in his office. Maybe he was busy,I thought, as I opened my closet to pick out clothes for work.He's the CEO after all. He has a lot more important things to worry about than I do. Hanging in front of me in the closet was a row of my usual work attire. The pencil skirts, the over-sized sweaters, the white blouses that lefteverythingto the imagination. I realized at that moment, that those outfits weren't really me, at least not any more. Maybe they never were. I don't know. But one thing was for sure, I wasn't goin
It was almost half past noon. My lunch time was already halfway over, but it didn't really matter. My appetite was nowhere to be found. The way that Carter had shrugged me off made me sick to my stomach. His reaction to me wasn't at all what I had expected it would be. I had imagined him giving me a deep and passionate kiss, telling me how much he'd missed me during the weekend. Instead, I got the complete opposite. I drew in a deep breath and sunk back into my chair. The papers that Carter had handed me a few minutes before were spread all over the floor in front of my door. At least I had work to do. I figured that might help me take my mind off of things for a while. I sat forward to check over the stocks but was immediately interrupted by someone knocking on my office door. My eyes widened and I glanced up, hoping to see Carter. My expression fell slightly when I saw a stout and curly-haired silhouette behind the glass. But, then I smiled for my friend. “