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Chapter 31: I ruined us

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Daisy (Also known as Katie)

"So I'm trying to plan for a party and I need some ideas" C.J. Says as she is most likely pacing in our home.

I've just got off the bus to go and pick Clara up with 2 hours to spare so I nip into a shop and pick up the things that we need and then I do my usual routine of sitting on the beach with a decaf cup of tea.

I started work a few weeks ago so I wasn't using my best friend's money all the time even though she does mind but I quite enjoy the pace of keeping my mind sort of active.

When I had my little girl I went into a spiral of depression, I would only get out of bed to tend to Clara but it only got worse.

I gained weight and I became a different person and no matter what tablets I went on I always felt like they weren't working.

When she was 5 weeks old I was admitted and sectioned into a hospital with her and placed on evaluation after evaluation to see what was wrong with me.

My outbursts, slow mood, stress, changes to my eating and sleeping and
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