LOGIN“Harder?” he asked, shifting my leg slightly.“Yes,” I said, my voice low, letting the closeness between us speak for itself.He adjusted me, his touch careful yet insistent. The heat between us was undeniable, every movement sending little shocks through me. I kept a hand on his shoulder, letting the other run through his damp hair, brushing it back from his forehead. As I did, I noticed a streak of green paint on his cheek from earlier. I gently wiped it away, and it brought back a memory of that strange, chaotic afternoon when we had laughed over similar messes.“Were you painting on Wednesday when you were… distracted?” I asked, keeping my tone light, though there was curiosity in my voice.He froze for a second, then tightened his hold on me, guiding me closer—but he didn’t answer. My chest pressed against him, and I could feel the sudden shift in his energy. My heart skipped a beat.“I want to see your paintings, Felix,” I said softly, leaning into him. “You don’t have to be emb
As we ate, I listened to Blair attentively as he told me about himself and his life prior to Durham. It was surreal how I had never really asked him some basic questions before getting intimate with him. That was a testament to the undeniable attraction we had for one another, because we completely skipped the small talk stage.That and also the fact that we had never gone on an actual date, the type normal people go on when they don't have to keep their involvement a secret.As he spoke, detailing his short-lived time in France, an unsettling thought crept over me, but I chose to push it down. What was I doing? Why was I asking all these questions when I wasn't sure what I wanted with him? It wasn't as if we'd ever have a normal relationship, so why was I feeding that idea and hope?I pushed those thoughts aside for now. I didn't care about the consequences, I just wanted him, all of him, his body, his person, his history. Besides, I was extremely curious about the boy who had comple
As we ate, I listened to Blair attentively as he told me about himself and his life prior to Durham. It was surreal how I had never really asked him some basic questions before getting intimate with him. That was a testament to the undeniable attraction we had for one another, because we completely skipped the small talk stage.That and also the fact that we had never gone on an actual date, the type normal people go on when they don't have to keep their involvement a secret.As he spoke, detailing his short-lived time in France, an unsettling thought crept over me, but I chose to push it down. What was I doing? Why was I asking all these questions when I wasn't sure what I wanted with him? It wasn't as if we'd ever have a normal relationship, so why was I feeding that idea and hope?I pushed those thoughts aside for now. I didn't care about the consequences, I just wanted him, all of him, his body, his person, his history. Besides, I was extremely curious about the boy who had comple
I felt like I was going to be sick. Anger and humiliation were running through my veins, blinding my vision.My stomach was in knots, my eyes were burning from holding back tears. My heart was contorting painfully in my chest.And underneath the anger, there was something else I didn’t want to name. Something that made my pulse pick up for reasons that had nothing to do with rage.How much more proof do you need that he is a total bastard?Why did he do this? Why was he so sweet in the morning and a total jackass now?What truly pissed me off was that I knew he was right.Whatever happened in his apartment could never happen again. He was sweet and kind and thoughtful, and he made me feel comfortable and that just couldn't be. I couldn't be feeling those types of feelings towards him.And yet, I couldn’t ignore the fact that I’d caught myself noticing his hands, his voice, the way he moved around the kitchen. Stuff I’d only ever caught myself noticing about women before.When I got to
I had to go to the bathroom to freshen up. The moment Dr Reynolds approached me, my body temperature rose to a dangerous level. I could feel sweat on the back of my neck and tapped it with a dampened tissue paper.Whenever Professor Reynolds was around, I felt weird like my chest tightened and my mind raced for no good reason. It wasn’t about attraction or being gay. I wasn’t gay. Back home, my parents used to call me effeminate because I never wanted to sleep with girls like they expected. But that didn’t mean I liked guys either. I just was who I was.But damn, why the hell did the professor always look at me like that? Sometimes I thought he might be gay. Maybe that’s why his eyes lingered on me longer than usual.Do you think you look good in that suit tonight? Do you think you're all grown up?"Fuck!" I exclaimed, slamming my hand on the marble counter of the sink."What's wrong?" Asked Maddox as he came out from one of the stalls."Knocked myself ." I said, concealing the true r
He reached for my upper arm, halting my stride. His touch wasn't harsh or hard, just solid. He kept me in place. "What happened back there?"I turned to him, my mouth in the shape of an "o". What happened? Was he seriously asking?"Dr Reynolds, with all due respect, but are you fucking kidding me?""Language, De Montmorency," he said gravely, but I cut him short."You ask me to come here, to your office, at this hour, to show you a painting I did outside of the academic context, when you're not even my art teacher, just to smear in my face how terrible it is?"He let go of my arm. Maybe my speech made something click in his brain."How do you think that made me feel? You aren't even a painter! This was just mean. And I won't apologize for disagreeing with you, what you said wasn't constructive criticism, at all."He was silent, my voice echoing in the deserted entrance hall."I came after you because I forgot to say a few things."He said, his hand reaching the back pocket of his pant
“What the hell was that, Corbett?” I snarled, my voice low and venomous. “Huh? Did I hit a nerve? Was I annoying you? Answer me.”The blonde brute animalistically growled at me. Hudson said a round of swears before trying to push us apart. "Shut the Hell up, Carter!" So I was back to a last name ba
I trudged down the thin corridors of my high school earlier than usual, back arched and shoulders sunken.Although I was getting more and more fed up with this week, yesterday with the hung over was my tipping point. I was slipping from the thin balance beam, and I was probably going to plummet to
"By the way, I am going to start studying with you", Her next words made me to freeze.“What? Why are you shocked?” she asked, innocently, blinking but I still stared at her like she’d just confessed to a crime. “You’re… going to study with me?”“Yes,” she said brightly, swinging her legs off the
I had always been cursed with killer hangovers. The first time I had gotten drunk, which was my freshman year of high school, I had really overdone it. Without ever having a drink before, I drank way too much too quickly and ended up blackout drunk within an hour. The hangover I suffered the next d







