Ch. 16 Not ready

Sarah’s POV

When I woke up hours later, I was in my room, burrowed under the covers in my bed. Thankfully, I could feel Sadie again, though she was very still in the back of my mind. At least she was still there.

Moonlight streamed through the open curtains of my bedroom window and the sight of it pushed my sadness aside long enough to allow my anger to surface. I hated our Moon Goddess for what she’d done to me. I didn’t need the glowing evidence of her constant presence or the reminder of her sick use of authority.

How dare she play with people’s lives this way! Finnick and I never had a chance and she knew it before she ever set our bond in motion. What had I ever done to her to deserve such a fate? I wished she’d just stayed out of my life, let me take a chosen mate. I certainly couldn’t have fucked it up any worse than she had for me.

Why couldn’t I have just been happy with Kyle, never knowing what a true mate bond felt like? There was no guarantee I’d get a second chance