Ryan began spending entire days and nights in my room. He seemed to have lost his mind, muttering endlessly about memories from the past, laughing one moment and crying the next.At first, Lily just watched blankly, but her disgust grew with each passing day."Who the hell are you putting on this show for?" she snapped. "Where were you when the Luna actually needed you? Now you regret it? Well, it's too late!"Ryan acted like he didn't hear her and continued rambling, "Her favorite flowers were Nightshade Vine. She said she wanted to plant them beneath the window back then. I even won the seeds at an auction, but never gave them to her. She wasn't a freak. She was my true mate…"My head throbbed from listening, but I couldn't bring myself to leave. Every day, I waited for Lily to open that jewelry box. Inside were things I'd meant for her, yet she never even touched the box.I let out a sigh. Why couldn't I reach her in her dreams?A few days later, the Royal Court sent an enforc
The old man kneeled on the ground, pleading for mercy without pause, but Ryan paid no attention. He sat in the chair, gaze fixed downward, spinning the ring from our mate-bonding ceremony around his finger.I couldn't tell what he was thinking, but he seemed down.A long moment passed before he finally rose to his feet."Lily, what did you just say about the Luna?" he asked, his voice quiet and strained.Lily had been so caught up in yelling at the fake sorcerer that she'd forgotten why she came. But now, at his question, it all came flooding back.Fear and confusion twisted her face. "I can't explain it. Alpha, you'd better see for yourself."Ryan's chest tightened instantly, his pace quickening. He stayed close behind Lily as they reached my room—a place he hadn't stepped into in far too long.Lily's steps were uneven. "I only meant to clean the Luna's face this morning, but then I saw she looked different.""Different?"Ryan frowned as he pushed the door open with a sharp s
I didn't care about anything anymore and lunged for that glowing white light.But every time I was about to touch it, it flickered away—like it was taunting me—only to reappear a few feet away moments later. After a few tries, I was too exhausted to keep going.Was it messing with me? Who would've thought this light only showed up when I was in an accident, not when I actually wanted to die?I finally got my chance, and now it was just out of reach.Suddenly, a voice whispered in my ear, "Susan."I flinched. "Who's there?"The voice continued as if I hadn't spoken. "You're a decent person, and I'm willing to help you get home. But are you satisfied with leaving just like that? Don't you want to see how Ryan and Eleanor react first? Just hold on a little longer. You'll be home soon."Then, the voice disappeared. No matter how much I called out, there was no answer.My heart nearly jumped into my throat as I realized the Moon Goddess might actually be real in this world!With no
After that incident, my hope of returning home faded even more. I'd tried every possible method I could think of, but nothing brought me closer to the human world.Was I doomed to be trapped forever in a world ruled by werewolves?The thought filled me with deep despair. I spent nights lying awake, staring into the darkness until morning.Lily, worried I might do something reckless, barely left my side, keeping an even closer eye on me. And just like that, another month slipped by.I spent my days listless, barely mustering the energy to leave my room. Then one day, the Lycan King, Dominic Darcy, arrived to inspect the Bloodmoon pack.As Alpha of the Bloodmoon pack, Ryan had no choice but to host a family dinner in his honor. And as his rightful Luna, neither did I.It was the first time in ages I'd stepped outside my room. Bound by duty and the façade of our mate bond, Ryan and I were forced to sit side by side.He was impossible to figure out.In private, Ryan never missed a
I felt like I'd been dreaming for ages. I was so close to a white light in the dream, just within reach. But the moment I stretched out desperately to touch it, it hurled me back violently.My eyes fluttered open slowly, only to hear shouting."Get out! The Luna doesn't want to see you!""How dare you! You're just a maid. How dare you use that tone with me? Someone! Drag Lily out and whip her hard!""Stop!" My hand lifted weakly, my voice barely a whisper. "Ryan, you promised me you wouldn't hurt Lily.""Look what your coddling has done to her!" He let out a furious laugh. "I'll have her tongue ripped out one of these days!"Lily ignored him, hurrying to my bedside and clutching my cold hands in hers as if she'd never let go. "Luna, you're finally awake!"I gave a nod, then stiffened. "How long was I out?""You've been unconscious for over a day. I was going out of my mind!""Over a day?"I tried to push myself up, but my body wouldn't listen, and I fell back against the bed.
By the time Lily got home, I'd already put away the tools for brewing the magic powder.Over the next few days, I kept making excuses to send Lily out so I could secretly simmer those shimmering silver powders on the small brazier in my room.I was supposed to take one sachet of magic powder each day for seven days. Tonight, the seventh night, was also the night of the full moon.I had just finished drinking the last sachet when the door suddenly swung open."Luna, something terrible's happened! You need to come—"Lily's voice cut off the next second. She saw the steaming bowl in front of me, and her face went pale."Luna, what are you doing?" Her voice held a note of alarm. "What are you drinking? You're not doing something stupid behind my back again, are you?"I set the bowl down calmly. "Relax, it's just herbs to ward off the cold. The temperature dropped last night, and my throat's been scratchy."She still looked doubtful, so I quickly shifted the subject. "You barged in