CHAPTER 6

Raquel’s POV

“Would you like something to eat or drink?” I asked.

“I just need my keys kid."

"Right, your keys." I replied, completely pissed at him.

"I am really exhausted and I need my keys to get in my apartment." He replied.

"Of course, I remember you asking me to lock your place after you fuck me. Oh no, I'm sorry. You ask me to stay as much as I need to after you handed me cash after fucking me." I yelled at him angrily. "Shit, how can I forget that you left me in bed after you fuck me and then you pack your things up after washing off my scent from you after you..." 

"After I fuck you." He cut me off before I could finish my ranting. "Listen, I know that we fucked. I was fucking there."

"Whatever, let me get your keys so you can leave me alone and just let me get use to the fact that you don't like me. That you will be leaving and I shouldn't give a shit about you." I stated angrily.

"Calm down. I'm sorry. I had no idea why I did all those things." 

"I get it you regret fucking me. I get that my inexperience drove you fucking away. You do realize that I did admit that that was my first time." I started crying and couldn't stop. "I had no idea what I was doing."

"Kid, calm down." He embraced me to calm me down which just made it worse since I started crying out louder. "I'm sorry if I made it feel that way. I was really caught up and I didn't know what to do, kid." 

"Stop calling me kid. I have a name." 

"I'm sorry. I am just so used to calling you that. Listen, Raquel, I would never regret what happened between us but it scared the shit out of me. You are young and you say that you love me and people might misinterpret that as me taking advantage of you." He explained.

"Right?! So leaving me and giving me cash that made me feel like a slut was supposed to be good for me or good for you?" 

“Do you want to calm down and hear me out. Or would you like to give me my stupid keys so I can just rest.”

“Of course, you keep calling me kid but you are acting like a scared little boy. I am the one here who is acting like an adult who want to know what the hell is really going on between us. Is there really something going on between us or I was just someone who was there when you were horny.” I yelled at him angrily.

“Well, you need to calm down before somebody hears you yelling like a little spoiled brat who throws tantrums when they can’t explain what they want.”

“Fuck you.”

“Well, you already did that. Just give me my keys if you can’t calm down and we can talk if you are more calm. You know that it’s late and the other people in this building are probably in bed.” He lectured me as I got his keys from my room.

“Here are you fucking keys.” I handed it to him.

“Let’s talk tomorrow. You have classes in the morning so you should probably go to bed and I honestly can’t handle a crying screaming girl when I haven’t had enough sleep the entire week.” He said sweetly. “I’ll pick you up from school then we’ll talk.”

“You remember my class schedule?” I was really surprised and just like that all my anger vanished.

“I know things about you that would make me look like a fucking stalker.” He said laughing. “I should go.”

“Why do you keep calling me kid and if you say that you like seeing me pissed I won’t talk to you tomorrow and I might tell my mom what happened between us.”

“Are you blackmailing me?” He asked while trying hard not to laugh.

“You are making fun of me.” I looked at him sadly.

“I call you kid because it reminds me that I need to stay away from you. It worked fine until you decided to jump me.”

“Really?! If I remember it right, I was supposed to leave and you stopped me.”

“I have to go.” He suddenly captured my lips and I just smiled at him. “Good night kid.” He left and I remained frozen in place.

I was hardly able to sleep. He kissed me. He is back and he seemed interested in me. All the stupid ideas that were running in my mind in the past days vanished. All I can think about was he was back and he kissed me. And he would pick me from school later. I have nothing nice to wear. I got up around five in the morning and went through my entire closet. It’s not like I have a lot to choose from.

I went to school after my mom arrived and literally dragged me out of the house. I was anxious the whole day waiting for my class to end. I was really excited to talk with Sacha. I saw him waiting for me from the school gate and I felt butterflies in my stomach. I mean, does this mean he and I are going to be a thing now or would he just ask me to keep everything that happened between us a secret. Shit now I am nervous. What if he just wanted to end whatever fantasy I was building in my mind.

“Hey, Raquel.” He smiled at me. “Let’s go for a ride.” He opened the car door for me. “Where do you want to go?”

“I don’t know. You said you wanted to talk. We can just talk at your apartment.”

“Well, I don’t think that would be a good idea. We might both lose control just like the last time. Are you hungry?”

“No, I am good.”

“Ice cream. Let’s get ice cream.” He drove us to an ice cream parlor near the beach.

“So what flavor would you like?”

“Chocolate.”

“I’ll order. Go grab a table for us.” I picked a table outside the parlor and looked at the beach. “Do want to go swimming?”

“No, I’m fine.”

We ate our ice cream quietly and I just can’t help myself from looking at his lips. I feel myself blushing recalling that those lips were all over my body. I was feeling myself getting wet in between my legs. I am a horny teenager and I just want to jump him. Most of the time while he was gone all I did was think of him. Now that he is here I can’t seem to think straight. I just want to ask him to kiss me and never stop. I miss his lips against mine. The only question left is if he misses me. Did he even think of me when we were apart? Or is this the part where he tells me he is moving out of my life for good.