ACCIDENTALLY YOURS FOREVER

(Rosa’s POV)

My bouquet was shaking.

I told myself it was nerves. Just nerves. Every bride got them, the cold hands, the tight chest, the way your heart beats so loud you're convinced the person standing next to you can hear it.

But Marcus was forty minutes late.

The pastor leaned close, his voice gentle the way people get when they're trying not to make something worse. "Rosa, would you like to wait a little longer?"

I opened my mouth to say yes.

Then my phone buzzed.

Sophie had sewn a tiny ribbon pocket into my bouquet wrap three weeks ago.

I pulled the phone out with two fingers. Marcus's name glowed on the screen.

I already knew. The way you know when something precious is falling and you're too far away to catch it. That horrible suspended second before the crash.

I can't do this. I'm with Robbie now. You're too predictable, Rosa. Too boring. I need someone spontaneous. I'm sorry.

I read it once.

Then twice.

Then a third time, very slowly, like maybe the words were a puzzle and if I looked hard enough I'd find the part where this made sense.

They didn't rearrange themselves. They just sat there. Boring. Predictable. Sorry.

The whispering started somewhere in the middle pews. Low at first, then spreading.

I heard my name. I heard groom. I heard a woman near the back whisper, Is he actually coming?

I stood at that altar in my mother's reworked wedding dress and I stared at the word boring until my vision blurred.

My stepmother's heels hit the marble floor.

She didn't walk down that aisle. She marched. Back straight, chin lifted, fury in every step, and not one single ounce of it aimed at Marcus for doing this. All of it pointed at me.

"Where is he?" My voice came out smaller than I wanted.

"Gone." She didn't lower her voice. Not even slightly. "With Robbie. Apparently they've been together for months."

The floor tilted.

"Everyone knew but you," she said.

Everyone had known that the man I'd restructured my entire life for was in love with my stepsister, and no one had told me. I had stood here in my dead mother's dress and smiled at the altar, and everyone had known.

Sophie stepped between us, her voice sharp. "Mrs. Madison, back off—"

"This is humiliating." My stepmother's eyes swept over me the way they always had. Like I was an inconvenience she'd inherited along with my father's debts. "You've embarrassed this entire family, Rosa. I want you out of the house tonight."

I didn't cry. I wanted to. The back of my throat burned with it. But I stood there and I held it because I had learned very young that crying in front of this woman only ever made things worse.

My hands tightened around the bouquet until I felt the stems bend.

People were taking out their phones now. I could hear the soft clicks. Someone near the second pew actually laughed, quickly smothered, but I heard it. They were filming the trainwreck.

I was the trainwreck.

Then I saw Robbie.

Third pew. She was leaning toward the woman beside her, one hand raised to cover her mouth, shoulders shaking with barely contained laughter. When she caught me looking, she didn't flinch.

She didn't look away or pretend. She just settled back against the pew with this slow, satisfied expression that I had seen on her face every single time she'd ever taken something of mine.

My bike when we were kids. My father's attention in those last two years before he died. Every dinner table conversation she'd redirected toward herself. Every milestone of mine she'd quietly undermined.

Now Marcus.

And she was smiling.

Something gave way inside me. Not the grief, that was still sitting there, patient and enormous, waiting for later. Something harder broke free.

Something that had been locked down for years under layers of be the bigger person and don't make a scene and you're better than this, Rosa.

I walked down that aisle.

Bouquet still in hand. Veil still in my hair. The full skirt of my mother's dress swishing against the marble floor. Complete silence from every pew as I passed, and I didn't look at any of them.

I stopped in front of Robbie.

"You have something to say?" My voice was flat. Cold. Nothing like the way I felt inside.

She blinked. Did the wide-eyed innocent thing she'd been perfecting since childhood. "Marcus just wanted someone fun." She lifted one shoulder in a delicate shrug. "You've always been so predictable, Rosa. So boring. You can't really blame him."

I slapped her.

The sound rang through that church like a bell.

For one perfect second there was absolute silence.

Then Robbie's shriek shattered it, and my stepmother screamed my name, and the guests erupted all at once, and Sophie had my arm, pulling me toward the doors while camera flashes exploded from every direction and the pastor said something I couldn't hear over the roaring in my ears.

The doors swung open. The afternoon hit me. Heat and city noise and the smell of exhaust and someone's food cart on the corner.

I made it down five steps.

Then my legs gave out and I sat down on the stone stairs of that church and I put my face in my hands and I sobbed.

Not the dignified kind. Not the kind that looks sad and beautiful. The kind that comes from somewhere deeper. 

Complete devastation.

Sophie sat beside me and wrapped both arms around me and didn't say a word. Just held on.

"I ignored every single red flag," I said when I could breathe again. My voice was wrecked. "He told me I was too ambitious. Too opinionated. He said my work made him feel small. That I needed to dial it back." I stared at my hands. "So I quit. I quit a job I loved, work that mattered, because he needed me smaller to feel bigger. And he still left."

"Rosa—"

"What if they're right?" I pressed my fingers against my eyes. "What if I played everything so safe, followed every rule, did everything I was supposed to do, and the end result is just..." I gestured at the church behind us. "This? What if I really am just boring?"

"Stop it." Sophie gripped my shoulders and turned me toward her, and her eyes were wet. Sophie never cried. "You are the least boring person I have ever known. You are brilliant and fierce and you are so much better than every single person sitting in that church."

"I'm jobless." My voice cracked on the word. "I'm about to be homeless. I have nothing, Sophie. No savings, everything went into this wedding. No job, I gave that up for him. No family."

I looked down at the diamond glinting on my finger, this ring Marcus had picked out and I'd told myself was perfect even though I'd never once loved it.

"I swore on my mother's grave I would never do what she did. I watched her shrink herself down to nothing for my father's approval, and when he died she had nothing left because she'd given everything to him." My voice broke completely. "And I did the exact same thing."

Sophie was crying now too. She pulled me into her arms and held me tight enough that I could feel her shaking.

"You are not her," she whispered fiercely. "You are nothing like her. You made one mistake and you're going to survive it. I swear to God you are going to survive it."

I let her hold me for a long moment.

Then I pulled back. Wiped my face with the back of my hand. Took one breath and then another and I felt something shift, a small, stubborn hardening at the center of my chest.

The same thing that had gotten me through my father's death and my stepmother's cruelty.

Sophie helped me to my feet. "Come stay with me tonight. We'll figure the rest out tomorrow."

I nodded. Pulled out my phone. My hands weren't shaking anymore.

I opened the flight app. Found the last remaining credit limit on my card, enough for one ticket somewhere.

Las Vegas. One-way. Tonight.

I booked it before I could talk myself out of it.

"What are you doing?" Sophie leaned over my shoulder.

"Proving them wrong." I reached down and pulled the engagement ring off my finger. This ring I had never actually loved from a man I had made myself smaller to keep.

I dropped it into the trash can at the bottom of the stairs without looking back.

"Rosa, you're in shock—"

"I'm in shock and I'm still making more sense than I have in two years." I smoothed the front of my mother's dress with both hands. A dress I'd worn for nothing. A dress that deserved better than this.

"I have spent my whole life being careful. Responsible. Predictable." The word landed like a stone in still water. "And I have nothing to show for it. Nothing."

Sophie searched my face. "Call me when you land."

I pressed my lips together. Nodded once.

I walked away from that church with nothing left to lose.

That felt, terrifyingly, like freedom.