LOGINJORIE
I was panting hard, my feet felt planted to the floor but higher, I felt fluorescent lights burning my eyes and someone holding on to me. Even my weak body felt like it had strength on its own and I was jinxed. I heard murmurs around me, the chumming sound of devices, laughter and the smell of coffee. Hastily, I opened my eyes and the first face I saw was Zac holding my hand firmly with a smile. Out of reflex, I slapped him with my free hand, panicking. I heard gasps, terrifying me the more as I stepped back. Something wasn't matching up yet I was furious, because I was staring at Zac! He placed his palm on his cheek, surprised. "Baby?" He called, stepping closer but I lifted my leg to hit him on the dick "you cheat!!" I screeched wanting to throw myself on him, to punch his face. If someone hadn't thrown herself in front of us, I was sure to leave him in scratches. "Miss Jorie? Hey... what's wrong? It's your boyfriend" I furrowed my brows, staring at the face which had become familiar. She was my colleague here who got transferred...but what was she doing here? I lowered my eyes to my shoes, I was on worn out heels, then abandoning her, I ran to the glassy wall that separated our boss floor from ours and I realized I was in my office wear which was a cheap sleeve shirt and a long skirt that swallowed me. What? This day was...I turned around only to find Zac again, he had followed me. "Baby...are you okay?" He tried to touch me but I felt irritated and shoved his hand away. My eyes were hovering around as this exact day felt so familiar. “Am I alive? I survived? But how? There were a lot of questions bothering me. "Baby... you're scaring me." I snubbed him and hurried towards the calendar sitting on a desk and when my eyes came in contact with the date, I gasped. I had reincarnated 5 years earlier from when everything began except Zac and I relationship was just based on boyfriend and girlfriend stuff. It was back to when I lavished on him and barely focused on me. It was true, I was alive! If yes, then this was my change, to set everything right, to think of me and gain my revenge. I didn't know how long this dream, or superstition or whatever abyss I was will last but while I'm still breathing, I will make use of it. "Miss Jorie, I think you need to sit down and relax, you're over working yourself." Vera suggested holding my hand as she was walking me to my chair. She was real, everything felt real and mixed emotions coursed inside me. "Baby, say something!" Zac panicked in a concerned tone and I shot him a glare. "Miss jorie...the boss wants to see you." the secretary announced, catwalking from the elevator that chimes open. The mention of that, the chaotic place suddenly became silent with all eyes settled on her. The boss? The boss was more like a god who one barely sees as he was overseas often. He only had delegates who addressed us. In fact, even when I was promoted, only his representative came to congratulate me. "Me?" I asked, pointing at myself, startled. The secretary raised her iPad to her chest and nodded. "Yes ma'am, before he changes his mind." "Babe, maybe the chaos you caused got him mad...let me speak to him, that way he would spare you." Zac proposed, still rubbing his red cheek and stepping in front of me. "Awwn, he loves you." a colleague of mine hailed and Zac smiled which got on my nerves. He was so dead with me. "He called for me, it isn't like you would make things worse." I snapped him off, taking him aback and I walked past him to the secretary. My expression was mind-blowing as shock was written on the faces of those gathered but I dismissed it and followed the secretary inside the elevator. While inside the elevator, I became sober, as my eyes burned with tears. Why does he have to be the first person I saw? It still hurts. Just to fight back my tears, I turned to have a glimpse at the polished secretary. "Please why is the boss looking for me?" She first paused and let out a sarcastic sigh. "Didn't you apply for the position of a secretary?"JORIEHe was standing at the balcony on the fifth floor, staring below and breathing hard by the time I got to him."What's with the sudden behavior towards me?" He swiveled to face me as I inhaled sharply.I screwed up but then, the anger of knowing my future still gutted me."I wasn't myself, a lot has been going on and besides, remember you told me you needed money to invest in an ongoing project, I'm working on providing it." I asserted emotionless.He let out a soft smile. "It's okay, I was scared you were beginning to hate me. You know I'm working hard for us." he expressed, spreading his arms for an embrace.I just stared at it, my eyes were burning with pain, grief and hate. I wish I could just push him off the balcony but I found myself falling into his arms again just not to make him suspicious.He stroked my back gently. "It's okay love, I'm here for you always."Lies and I didn't want to hear his heartbeat or feel every ounce of his body.I quickly refrained from the hug a
JORIEI blinked my eyes, trying to deny it but then the memories came rushing back. Yes I did but I gave it to Tunisha.If I was to recall the scene I was in, Zac was meant to take me outside to show me something, then I suddenly met Tunisia at our company like a coincident. She claimed she needed a job desperately to make her father proud and so out of pity, I gave up my position for her, so when the secretary came looking for me outside, I pointed at Tanisha instead since there was provision of room to bring in a representative if I couldn't meet up.Which meant, she was the one who was supposed to be in the elevator...not me. I scoffed at how foolish I was and shut my eyes to cuss myself.Once the elevator opened, she led me straight to his office, and my world was something else. The sleek marble hallway, glass walls, warm recessed lights, and polished floors made the entire floor feel like I’d somehow wandered into heaven.He wasn't even on the seat and I was made to stand. Cer
JORIEI was panting hard, my feet felt planted to the floor but higher, I felt fluorescent lights burning my eyes and someone holding on to me.Even my weak body felt like it had strength on its own and I was jinxed. I heard murmurs around me, the chumming sound of devices, laughter and the smell of coffee.Hastily, I opened my eyes and the first face I saw was Zac holding my hand firmly with a smile.Out of reflex, I slapped him with my free hand, panicking. I heard gasps, terrifying me the more as I stepped back.Something wasn't matching up yet I was furious, because I was staring at Zac! He placed his palm on his cheek, surprised."Baby?" He called, stepping closer but I lifted my leg to hit him on the dick "you cheat!!" I screeched wanting to throw myself on him, to punch his face.If someone hadn't thrown herself in front of us, I was sure to leave him in scratches."Miss Jorie? Hey... what's wrong? It's your boyfriend"I furrowed my brows, staring at the face which had become f
JORIE Autumn foliage danced down the glassy window where I sat. My nose wrinkled at the smell of disinfectant, and my paralyzed body only sat still in a wheelchair. My bald head hidden under a bonnet only ached with thoughts of life. My pale eyes only chose to stay focused on the autumn leaves as though they'd save me if I carefully watched them settle on the floor. However, when her gentle hands squeezed my shoulders, I breathed softly, shifting my thoughts to the present scenario. "Hey... it's okay Jorie... you're a fighter." she whispered in my ear, somber. "Did he call?" My chapped lips spoke as my heartbeat increased. Tunisha turned over to face me with a bright smile but I saw the tears in her eyes. "He's busy at work." she assured cupping my cheeks but that didn't tend to keep me at rest. It's been three weeks since I was diagnosed with late-stage cancer, my husband had neither visited and the least he did was call twice or rather I did the calling. Tunisha's eyes stud







