TESSA
I dragged myself into a sitting position, my body protesting with every creak of my joints. Three days I'd been in this damp, suffocating dungeon. No food or water has been given since Alpha Frederick threw me here.
Now every movement felt like torture, my muscles screaming in agony after two sleepless nights on the unforgiving floor.
A foot paused in front of the cell, and for a moment, I thought it was just another guard making their rounds. But then I saw the slender ankles and the delicate shoes.
My gaze drifted upward and Bridget’s sky blue irises stared back at me,
"B-Bridget," I grab onto the cell as I push myself up to my feet.
I felt both surprised and happy.
I never thought she would visit; I thought I’d never see her again after the guards put me in this dungeon. But here she is now coming to see me, I suppose there's still hope for me. My heart raced because I knew that she had to be here with news from Alpha Frederick.
"I'm here to convey a message to you," Bridget spoke, her tone cold and curt.
I nodded. "I-is it f-from A-Alpha Frederick?"
I let myself hope she would say Alpha Frederick commanded my release. But then, Bridget's next words made my heart drop.
"No. It's from Dad." She paused to take in my expression.
I took a deep breath. It seems like the news of my pregnancy has reached my family's ears. And I knew there was only one way Mom and Dad would feel upon hearing this news—they despised me even more.
"Dad severed his relationship with you and he didn’t want to see you in our house again. That means you’re no longer considered his daughter and from this day you're no longer our family, Tessa." Bridget went on.
In a heartbeat, it felt like all the air had been taken from my lungs. My legs felt weak and shaky and my already broken world felt even more shattered when I heard what my sister said.
"B-but h-how could h-he do t-that?" A tear slipped from my eyes.
I know that out of his three children, I'm the one my Dad feels the least proud of. I know my parents have always shown less affection towards me compared to what they showed to Bridget and Atlas. I just never imagined Dad would have the heart to do this to me.
"Dad was furious and disappointed in you. You not only got yourself pregnant but also dared to say that the baby belonged to Alpha Frederick. You're bringing shame to Dad’s name and our family's reputation!” Bridget lost her temper.
My vision became more and more hazy with tears. I was simply trying to do what I believed was best; I didn't want my child to grow up without a father. But everyone believed I was just making it up.
"You think Alpha is going to believe your scheme? After the kindness he shows to useless things like you and you trap him-"
"No!" I cut Bridget off quickly "I-i w-wasnt l-lying at a-all!"
"Oh, do you think we didn't notice how obsessed you've been with him since you were a kid?" Bridget crossed her arms over her chest. "We just didn't expect you to go that far and ruin his relationship with my friend Odette.”
I never have any intention to ruin his relationship with the woman he loves, even if it means slowly killing myself in the process.
Bridget glanced at my tear-stained face, her expression one of disdain. With an indiferent tone, she said, "Dry those tears because Alpha Frederick wants to see you in his room right now."
*****
At least they allowed me to take a shower and change into clean clothes before I was taken to Alpha Frederick's study.Two guards stood on each of my sides watching closely to ensure I wouldn't try to escape, making it clear of my current status. I’m nothing but a prisoner.
I lifted my eyes that had been fixed on the ground when we entered his study. Alpha Frederick rose from his chair and signaled for the guards to leave. In the room with him were Odette, Atlas, Bridget, and someone I recall was Gamma, his subordinate, though I can't remember his name.
"Do you know why I summon you here?" Alpha Frederick asked as we stood facing each other.
I shook my head. "N-no A-alpha."
He reached out his hand, and Odette approached, handing him a piece of paper. I noticed Odette's wicked grin right before she turned and walked away. Then Alpha Frederick pushed the paper that Odette handed him in my direction.
"Read this thoroughly then sign it."
I took the paper and looked over the contents before taking my time to read each sentence carefully. My heart skipped a beat when I saw my name and the contracts laid out on the paper. With my Dad's signature already on it.
"A-a c-contract between t-two f-families?" I stared at him, frowning.
"This is the final decision made by your father and me. You're going to marry Collins Smith, my gamma." Alpha Frederick responded, "Your father didn't want the baby being born fatherless as it would only bring more shame to his family reputation. So he arranged your marriage with Collis and it’s happening tomorrow."
My mouth fell open as I heard his explanation.
Marriage? Tomorrow? Without my consent?
"Once this marriage happens, you'll be Collins' wife and your child will have a father. So sign it right now, Tessa.” Alpha Frederick's voice was laced with impatience.
Odette strolled over and passed me a pen. But I felt completely frozen, my thoughts spiraling over the decision they made on my behalf, without any consent from me.
Dad promised to send me to the academy this year, he said I could continue my education that was interrupted due to my shortcomings. If he's planning to marry me off, then what about my dreams to become a pack's doctor?
"I-i can't d-do this. I-i didn't w-want to b-be m-married off-"
I couldn't finish my sentence because, in an instant, Alpha Frederick's hand clasped my cheek, causing my lips to pucker.
"You're not going to sign it? So you dare to go against us after lying to all of us?" He growled.
I just shook my head. As his grip relaxed slightly, I seized the opportunity to say something. "I-I’m not l-lying. T-this b-baby is y-yours."
It wasn't the best idea to say that. Just a moment later, Alpha Frederick pushed my body away. I stumbled backward and then landed on the hard floor. Odette let out a gasp of shock.
Despite the ache I felt in my heart and body, I mustered the strength to rise slowly to my feet. I locked eyes with him, feeling the heat of his anger and frustration. His harsh treatment hurt our bond, and I could feel the intense pain deep within me.
Without another word, I stormed out of the room.
VELMARAThe moment I stepped into the room, every gaze immediately locked on me. Tessa’s expression was one of pure shock, Frederick mirrored it with his own surprise while Atlas remained infuriatingly unbothered. He just arched a brow despite being the one who had dared to suggest such a ridiculous idea. The smug satisfaction glinting in his eyes at my reaction only made my irritation sharpen further.“I don’t want him anywhere near me!” I snapped at Frederick though speaking to him was the last thing I wanted.But I knew if there was a single person capable of stopping Atlas, it was him.“Why?” Frederick lifted his brows in that annoying superior way of his. “My Beta is good in that field. He can ensure your safety if he watches over you. After what happened to your cat, we can’t risk something like that-"He broke off abruptly.His expression twisted faintly, a flicker of discomfort that drew my attention to Tessa’s hand resting on his arm. She pressed hard, almost digging into h
VELMARAWith the last shovelful of earth settling over the grave, Salem’s resting place was finally complete. The task had been carried out with trembling hands and tears but at least the painful part was done. I lingered beside the fresh mound for a few moments. There's a flower, plucked from the garden where he had once run, resting atop the soil.“It’s my fault,” I whispered, “I should have watched over you better, baby. I’m so, so sorry.” It feels like he was still here, nuzzling on my feet like he always does.I know I should've felt angry but I didn't even have strength left for fury. All that remained was an emptiness I knew would never fully close.Everyone would say Salem is nothing more than just a cat. But to me, he was my only companion when everyone else had turned their backs.“I want to stay with you longer, boy,” I murmured, “But you know I can’t drown in sadness forever and let that man win. I have a task to repay him.”I smoothed the dirt from my dress and rose.I h
TESSAFrederick and I didn’t return to the hall. Instead, we wandered through the garden. The air here is cool and quiet compared to the revelry inside. “Yes, Odette has returned to my pack, but only as a regular member nothing more. It’s what I should have done long ago if I’d had the sense. The only woman my pack and I wanted as Luna, is you.”We stopped walking.His eyes fixed on mine and something dangerous sparked in my chest at the sound of those words. For the briefest heartbeat, I felt like the girl I once was; the one who had looked at him for the first time and fallen.“I know it’s hard to give me another chance after I squandered the first one, Tessa. But I’m begging…”The strangeness of hearing Frederick Alonso beg struck something deep inside me.His hand lifted, resting gently on my shoulder. “I want you and I always will..”I didn’t answer at once. My silence was dimming the hope in his eyes. Fear crept into them as though he already saw the door closing. “I said th
TW: Animal's de*th.VELMARABeing among wolves always unsettled me. It stirred those old memories when some of them treated me as though I were less than nothing. I had lived in their world for a year now and even so, I sometimes still struggled to believe it. And tonight, here I was at their party. My gaze drifted over the crowd carefully until I saw a familiar figure.Tessa’s sister.Bridget? She’s here? The thought jolted me. And if Bridget was here, then…My eyes swept the room again, darting left, then right. And there, Atlas. Holding a wine glass in hand, speaking to someone.He was here too.The sight made me stumble back. A part of me wanted to vanish into the shadows before his eyes found me but another part refused to look away.No. It wasn’t im afraid of him after what I’d done to him. I'm afraid of the storm inside me, the unpredictable feeling that tore through me every time my eyes landed on him.“Ouch!"The small voice startled me and only then did I realize I’d coll
TESSAWe arrived at the party later than planned. Velmara hadn’t wanted to come with us at all at first and it had taken both Irene and me to reassure her until finally she agreed.“I’m not accustomed to gatherings like this,” Velmara confessed softly just before we stepped inside.When I glanced at her, I caught the flicker of unease shadowing her face.Anxiety was seeping in, dimming her usual sharp composure.I reached out and took her hand firmly, “Hey. Breathe. I’m right here, you won’t be alone.”Her eyes darted to mine, “But I’m not one of your kind, Tessa. What if they don’t just reject me, but also humiliate me in front of all eyes?"Her words sank into me. Velmara never told me anything about the bat treatment from my kind before. And it made me realize then that she must have faced such treatment more than once at the hands of wolves who saw her as other. No wonder she has always closed herself in our presence until now. By taking her to this party, I hope to show her tha
Third Person's POVOdette wished she could stay close to Frederick a little longer, but his cold demeanor felt like a blade that cut through the last of her hope. And when he finally turned away leaving her standing there, her hope shattered. What hurt even more was knowing that his eyes would soon be searching for someone else; the woman who had filled them with warmth just moments ago.Tessa.Odette had seen her earlier across the room. That was why she had tried so hard to pull Frederick away, to distract him. She couldn’t let him look at Tessa.She didn’t want to lose against her.Odette had imagined that tonight when they finally met again, Frederick would show at least some spark of excitement. She had hoped for even a hint of what they once shared, like the night they sealed their bond under the full moon. But she was wrong.It was clear now that Frederick didn’t want her near him anymore. The door to his heart was shut and this time, Odette Laurent no longer held the key.As