CHAPTER 34

Lyra's POV.

Starting all over again was not as pleasant as people would have wanted it to look and on various levels I was very afraid about the consequences that this could birth.

If I was having numerous visions, that meant that I needed to work closely just so that I did not lose my mind in the process

It was also a huge deal for me seeing the fact there were even universal standards, which I was gunning for and hoping that I would be able to neutralize all the feelings that I had towards the major reasons I was taking these risks.

It was not every time that one had to keep going forward over something that could have been avoided in such a good manner and nobody would have to worry about anything anymore.

It was as simple as that and if we were not able to arrive at such a conclusion then there was nothing we were doing in the first place.

One thing that I wanted to correct was having to keep fighting to prove that I was worth the effort around here and I was glad that all of those things were changing one after the other but it was still not enough.

I took it seriously to make sure that I had completely eliminated everything that presented itself as a threat to me.

Camille spotted me just as I was about to move and signaled. "I knew that it was right about the time you woke up so that we can guess what started with our training." She grinned

There was virtually nothing amazing about what she was talking about and I wondered why. I was sore from rolling back and forth on my bed. At the same time I was also hoping that I wouldn't have to get down with having this conversation.

It was very tiring that I was losing my brain cells because of it.

Nothing could convince me otherwise and I just had to follow suit with the narrative and hope that it only or the other I was able to kill it off completely.

The last reason why I was taking this option was because I just wanted to sort everything out and make sure that there was nothing else left for me to deal with.

It was a herculean task and be stupid to think that I would be able to sort everything out on my own without breaking it down in one way or the other.

I paused for a minute. "Do we really have to train today?"

She looked me in the eyes like I was speaking Latin and I couldn't blame her.

It was one of those things that I expected to be free from.

"You should not be asking for free days. We should be asking for ways that you can contribute." She demanded, pointing at the people who had been working out since the crack of dawn.

it wasn't my fault that they were doing the things that they shouldn't just because they had no choice and I believed I should be giving more chances to do whatever I wanted.

It was just about a matter of time before everything found its right expression and there was nothing to be horrid about.

It was just one of those things. If I was being honest and off I needed to sort it out before it was too late but at the same time I found it very hard to get in touch with everything that happened.

I also came to terms with the fact that if I was going to live off these people I needed to contribute substantially to them so I ignored the pains in my shoulder and headed towards her.

"I should be very careful about the things that I allow you to do because you seem to have a lot of freedom now. I don't know how long it would take for Lucius to get mad." She confided, before handing over the dumbbells to me.

I wasn't prepared for its weight and my steps faltered for a minute. It wasn't right for me to lift such weight when I had not even eaten anything throughout the entire night.

I figured out that she was trying to push me to my limits and make me become crazy for that was the only explanation as to why I was just looking like a zombie.

"Increase your legs. Make sure that nothing comes in between as you push forward."

It was the easiest thing for her to say but for me it was the hardest thing to abide by and I didn't think that I had too much to think about when she was on her way to making me realize my strength.

"Everyone has a threshold and I'm willing to get you to that stage where I can confidently vouch that you are not going to shake if anything happens." She said,

Her voice was nothing but causing more disaster. "You have to push further if you want some changes. I think that there is more room for yet bigger changes but that's only if you've decided on what to do." She reckoned.

The fact that Lucius was nowhere to be found was all the indication that I needed to know that there was indeed something wrong and I should have been worried for myself more than anybody else.

"Camille, why are you doing all of this? It's not because you want to see me running away right?" I laughed.

The truth was going to be really hard to tell but I knew that if I went all with it I would have a longer explanation to give.

She didn't strike me as somebody who wanted to compromise whatever she believed in and backwards what she was hoping that I could get from someone like her.

"Good to know that while they might be other reasons there is only going to be one special reason why somebody thinks that it makes absolutely no sense to fight over a case that we have no control over." She responded.

Seeing the confusion on my face she laughed, "it means that we have only one day to celebrate before the rogues return."

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