CHAPTER 33

Lyra's POV.

My ears were practically ringing at this point as I started thinking in reverse.

If anything that she was saying was true I needed to be very careful about the things that I permitted into my life or else I was going to completely lose it.

It was quite a hard truth to tell myself. I was just hoping that I was able to get out of the problems that I had gotten myself into practically before I lost my mind.

"You cannot be serious. You definitely know that I do not have any affiliations with those dark magic." I refuted her claims.

"I would have been very convinced if you did not look as shocked as you did. It's not about any of those things, it's about the things that you represent. You have a weird way of coming to terms with many things. What do you expect me to think?"

Look at her like she was crazy because it was a delusion at this point.

"Exactly what I think. You have a weird way of coming with various ideas and I don't think that I appreciate it. In fact I think that you're trying to be coy." I moved away from her looking at how she had decided to make me look crazy.

Camille believed that she was the one that said who was right about many things and I did not usually have a problem with that.

The only problem that I had with it was the fact that it put me at a disadvantage that I was not willing to deal with and until that was completely sorted out I was always going to have an issue or order with her.

Camille caught up with me. "I know how that sounded but you have to explore your options and make it wide enough for you to come to tangible conclusions."

"I'm so sorry but there are many other things that we have to get into or else it's going to be a long thing that requires a lot of self-preservation as one goes on." She whispered.

Of course she was not going to see any problem in whatever was going on as this was probably normal to her but I had a whole plan different from this entirely and I wanted it to see how far I had gone.

"You know there are many cool things that could be done in stuff to show how I appreciate everyone for sparing their lives." I whispered.

There was absolutely no need for me to go deeper into what I know I have no solution for except you wanted me to start lying.

But it ended up ending up stupidly and I didn't even understand what the hell was going on.

She was looking at me like I had no right to be mad or I had to know the right to find faults in any of the things that any of them had said but it was very simple.

I had nothing to be worried about in the first place beside just giving my best shot at whatever I felt like I should have done to make myself very happy

"He's not here to please you. I hope you understand that? Once we can get that out of the way the rest things are just going to fall in place." She pacified me.

How she went from always wanting me to do whatever she wanted to just accepting whatever I said was a mystery that I didn't think I would ever be able to answer

It seems like there was something different in the air and I needed to be very careful so that I did not lose my mind in the process.

There was even a lot more than I should have gotten involved with in the first place and if I refused to do what was right I just handed out that it would be very disastrous.

So I focused my attention on what really mattered to me and that's nothing more but to prove to myself that I could be better and get out of this place successfully. There was no more need for me to keep beating around the bush or thinking that something great was going to happen

Some people really had a bad notion about whatever was going on and I needed to make sure that everybody was in their right senses whenever taking any risks.

It was going to affect me at some point and there was no way in hell that I could get on with any of the things that did not matter.

There were even more people that I was willing to get in touch with and be able to explore a lot of options that make me powerful and not the victim like everybody wanted to subject me to.

I looked him straight in the eyes and decided that if I wanted any of these changes that I clamored for I needed to be very careful and do what I believed was right rather than what everybody wanted me to do.

So I took full action and swung. "Since we have a lot of misconceptions about many things I think that the best way I can get out of this is to come to terms with the fact that I was always going to have more problems with people who believed that I cannot do anything without them." I smiled.

She didn't look convinced by my words and I was not even heading for that. Instead I kept focusing on what I believed was true.

"You better not do anything stupid. Not everybody is going to like it." She stared suspiciously.

There was more than enough reason for me to tell her how I felt but I kept it to myself.

Now wasn't the right time to get into all those details. At some point I would have to reserve some information from myself and that was what I was learning how to do right now