CHAPTER 57

Lyra's POV

I had quite a number of things running through my mind when we started conversations. But I was not prepared for any of the things that she was going to say regarding the truth or what I thought was the truth at the time.

I had too many people who had come up with ideas in the past few weeks but none of them have been able to hold water and that wants to show that you needed to be focused on more important things than what I currently was facing.

The bulk of the entire situation had to rest on someone like me but it was still not enough for me to take certain risks like others would have loved me to.

I was thinking in the futuristic terms and how that was going to impact my relationship with someone that I considered a friend or a partner in this case but it seemed like he was having a hard time digesting what I wanted.

I also remembered that at some point we had to give some credit to each other. Camille might not be the best person in my zone but to some extent she had been able to prove her worth and I was not going to compromise that on any level.

Secondly I was going to make sure that I was going to stop the amount of fights that both of us had. It should have been curved anyway a long time ago when I made a mistake earlier and now it was about to haunt me in the ass.

My major reason for not taking the risks that I did was because I was trying to prove something else to myself and make sure that I had cleared everything out of the park.

There were also many reasons why I was hoping that to some extent I would be able to finalize my dealings and make sure that there was nothing complicating matters.

I took it upon myself and if I was going to have a smooth sailing life then I needed to do something completely different that was going to stop the process from being too lengthy

Another reason why I was taking a calm risk was because I didn't want anybody to be at the forefront of war or at a point where they would rely on me and I would fall short of helping others.

"If you need to win him over you have to be very careful about the things that you do and make sure that you are able to control your emotions in his presence. He doesn't really care about those people who do not have anything tangible to do so I think that we need to work on that."

She was right on all standards but that didn't mean that I was going to believe anything that she said blindly because to some extent she could also come up with some troubles that could last for so long

Lucius could be horrible when he wanted to be but that didn't take away from the fact that he was also one of the sweetest people that anyone could come across because he had not done anything to warrant me treating him like trash so I was going to take it up on myself that I need it to do something great.

"I don't know about you but there are quite a number of things that we need to sort out and those things have been completely purged. We cannot completely say that we have total control over everything that has been going on so I would advise that you are also careful."

She was right on all standards but I was not willing to take the risks of accepting whatever she was telling me instead I just followed through with whatever my mind wanted to do.

It was a huge way for me to handle the differences without breaking in the process and I wanted it to continue for a long time before I finally found a decision that was going to either last or break in the long run.

For some people it was the opposite, for others it was the truth but one thing was certain and it was the fact that there will never be a boundary that will not be set the right way.

"If you need to sneak into that place then you need to be very wise so that you don't get caught in the process and everything backfires in your face. Nobody is really going to pity you if they find out that you are nothing but a fraudster." She concluded

I had quite a number of things that I was trying to sort out but none of them had been able to stand the test of time. Instead they had only complicated matters and made it look like I was doing too much but that was exactly what I wanted to prove to them.

"What do you expect that I do differently from what I have been doing already? Don't tell me that this is one of the things that you say to people to get them off your back because it's not going to work with someone like me but to some extent I need some advice that would help sharpen things up."

I was dragging my foot in giving them any kind of response that was going to help facilitate unnecessary discussions but at the same time I was willing to give myself the benefit of doubt which included me pretending like everything was fine and that there was not a thing to worry about because at some point I had to come to terms with the truth of the matter and it might seem even harder to push through than to back away from.

"You shouldn't be the worry about what luscious things instead you should worry about what alpha Kael does because I hear that he's already hounding down some rogues to be able to give him information and the moment he figures out that you have a hand in this it's going to blow up in your face.