[ Clarissa Grey Sherwood ]I keep running in the thick woods not caring for my paws which have twigs stuck and the wounds bleed but I don't care as the bleeding in my heart by my mate's hatred and opinion shoots burning pain in my chest.I halted on the cliff from where the gap between death and life is very thin,one more step and I'd find my salvation from this miserable life.He only wants to mate with me for a child!He made it clear three times last night as he fucked me roughly unleashing his beast on me whereas I laid there like a prey animal on the mercy of his predator,for the first time,Mia too felt the pain inflicted upon us by our mate. It is a horrible experience for both of us and despite of being excited to bear a child of my one,I pray the Moon Goddess to keep my womb barren.I can't have a constant reminder of his torment growing to become another replica of him.I know he'd train his son to become like him and hate his mother for being a rogue and unwanted mate of his
[ Trevor Sherwood ]I felt like a complete moron who crossed his limits first time in his life.I forced myself on a woman.I fucked numerous women but not until they're willing to submit to me."There is no use to cry over the split milk Trevor, you hurt her to no extent.Her wolf isn't talking to me.Its all your fault and mark my words man that if...if our mate distanced herself from us, I'd rip your whore in shreds." Zade growled inside my head.For the first time I had no words to counter back at his accusation but the conditions put by the Alpha king Zurus made me loose my sanity.His words kept resonating in my head along with her crying face when she begged me to spare her life.I rubbed my temples to ease the increasing headache in my head as I leaned on the chair of my office.I dropped her at my house in the pack and directly came to my office to clear my head off from the pack and Clarissa related stuffs."May I ease your tension, love?"Charlotte's seductive voice floats in
[ Trevor Sherwood ]"You mean that you fucked her?"Charlotte's red painted lips tremble in fury," You let your wolf take over you and fucked that whore."She banges her fist on the table gathering unwanted attention on us."My patience is running very thin so better tell her to keeping her guttery mouth shut or I don't know what I am going to do with her carcass once we walk out of this place." Zade growled.I feel torn apart for having two different lives and now it's taking a toll over me."Char, you're making a scene over here. Please calm down and let's talk in a private place."I warn her in a low whisper."You want to justify your fucking lust on the name of a fucking animal bond."She rolls her eyes dramatically. I want to laugh on her childish act as I was clear since the beginning of our affair that it's purely based on sex."Let's not go there, Char.You don't know anything about it so keep your nose out of my personal life."I glare at her with my black eyes.A wave of terror
[ Clarissa Grey ]"It's mate, Clar.I can feel that he is in some kind of trouble.I can't connect with Zade.Please try to mind link with him." Mia ,for the uncountable time pokes me from inside and for some strange reason I also feel uneasy.My mind link is also blocked by him means I can't connect with him to make sure that he's okay.I don't even have his phone number.I feel totally helpless, caged in his house.It's almost eleven in the night."Call his parents or his sister and ask them if they know where's our mate because as far as our pain indicates,he was with his human slut."Mia says again and her words reminds me of the pain I felt a while ago.He was intimate with Charlotte.He degraded our mate bond,it's a sin in the eyes of our law, that's why he chose to stay in the city.I debate with my heart and mind and finally my heart wins over my pride and mind.I grab my phone and dial Thea as Jason knows about Trevor and his whereabouts.She picks up after a few rings."Hey, Clariss
[ Trevor Sherwood ]Every single muscle in my body hurts like I fell off from a cliff and broken half of my two hundred six bones.I try to move my body but I can't as I feel my legs and hands heavy.Am I dead?No, I can't be dead, there's no way I can be in this much pain if I was in the abode of Goddess Moon.I try to shift my weight again but it doesn't move.My eyes are still closed but I can hear people whispering to one another.I can hear the beeping sound of a machine.Am I in a hospital because as far as I remember, I try to save a biker and hit the divider. My body was crushed in the car and rest goes in blank.Remembering of the accident, my heartbeats accelerate."Zade, can you hear me?" I try to connect with Zade who doesn't response."Zade, can yoy hear me? "I repeate again with a fear creeping it's way to my heart. I can't bear to loose my wolf, my other half or I'd be leaving a life worse than of an Omega."Trev..vor.."After a minute or two I hear him,his voice is weak
[ Clarissa Grey Sherwood ]Two days, it's been two days since he gained his senses.He met everyone, even the lowest rank wolves, who came to offer their well wishes to their Alpha but he doesn't allow me to see him.Whenever I ask doctors or nurses to let me go inside and see him ,they give a plenty of excuses .I know Trevor instructed them to keep me away from him and it pains both I and Mia.Mia is over the edges as she can't connect to Zade,it breaks both of us but we're helpless in this situation.Right now, I am sitting outside the ward room of Trevor so I can feel at ease by this closeness when I hear something shattering from inside followed by Trevor's growl.Currently, the doctors, his parents and Jason are inside. Theodora asked me to stay here when I was planning to go back to the pack house. Their faces had a grim expression. Something isn't right with Trevor's condition, I have this gut feeling stirring in my heart."It's bullshit, I am absolutely fine and able to run the
[ Clarissa Grey Sherwood ] [ Clarissa Grayson Sherwood ] "Luna, the pack wants you to inform them about our Alpha's current health condition."Brandon's voice brings me back in the reality from my reverie. I don't realize that I have been dwelling in the last few days' events.My husband lost his ability to walk, his wolf isn't connecting with him or with me.It isn't good, not for him nor for anyone. "Can't we delay it for next twenty four hours?"I asked him in a low voice. He stared at me sympathetically, it is very strange that he had respect for a rogue. It's not acceptable in most of the packs,a rogue among the pack members let alone a Luna. "I am sorry Luna but we can't avoid them anymore. Alpha's cousin is trying to spread rumors against the Alpha fo secure his claim on the future Alpha's position."He said with lowered head. "What kind of rumors exactly?"I frowned. "That..that he isn't capable of handling the Alpha's duties anymore nor he can provide an heir to this pack."H
[ Clarissa Gray Sherwood ]"Do you believe that they won't upsurge again?"Thomas asks me as soon as we walk inside the waiting room of the hospital."Do you have an alternative plan to deal with this family feud.I mean your nephew wants to challenge your son's inheritance?"I reply with a question which has been playing with my cords.He looks away from me,"I am not framing you child but I don't think they would surrender under the rule of a female leader, a rogue I must say."He walks to the glass window which gives a view of Trevor's room but he can't see us."I know you are disappointed in me. I should never act upon my will but Trevor would definitely try to influence my decision perhaps changed my decision if I met you two in the afternoon.Please forgive me for my recklessness."I apologize to him."No please don't apologize for something you only did for my son's welfare.I wish if he could see your efforts and accept you as his true mate but he's been sulking over that human witch.