Harlyn“Luna, we can call it a day and try again another day when you are feeling better.” Leah said, bring me out of my thoughts. I bowed my head in apology because I hadn’t been listening to all she had been saying, I had been distracted. Ever since I walked away from Bernardo and the others, I haven’t felt right. Nothing felt right.I hated how I was feeling and the fact that I couldn’t control it was annoying. My wolf and I were in a conflict and that was making me hot inside and restless. I understand her need to put our mate first but what about me? He hurt me and hurt my friend. Why can’t I be mad at him? Why can’t my wolf agree with me when Bernardo did me wrong?She might not be loyal to Hillan but I am. If it wasn’t for him, I would have been torn apart by a pack of rogue panthers.Neither me nor my wolf would have had a chance to live if not for Hillan so why should I let the fact that Bernardo hurt the person who saved me go just because he is my mate? It didn’t feel rig
Harlyn “I support your decision. That man is horrible. I could tell from the moment that I met him that he was no good but it took a while for Bernardo to see through his bullshit and pretentious nature.” I told him. yeah, that’s why I was angrier at Bernardo. he gave his loser uncle so many chances. Gave him the benefit of the doubt and even told me off multiple times when I tried to make him see him for who he really was but he couldn’t do the same for Hillan. The fact that Hillan had been on his side, he had gone out of his way to meet with Theo for whatever reason and found things he so eagerly wanted to share with Bernardo that he didn’t even go over to his pack before he came down to the Crimson Moon only to be treated horribly by Bernardo. fucking grumpy alpha king. “Your mate has a lot to learn and unlearn.” Harry commented. “Yeah, he does. I hate the fact that he can’t tell who his real enemies are,” I let out. “I know you might not like him right now and I know
Harlyn“I wonder if he would have believed me if Sophie hadn’t come out to confirm what I told him. Would he have stood his ground?” I let out. The thought that he might not have listened to me if his sister had not spoken up made me angry. He could get me in my head. He could read my thoughts. What was the point of having the mating connection if we still can’t trust each other’s words? Why couldn’t he just look at me? look at my heart and know I wouldn’t lie. That Hillan wasn’t the bad man he made him out to be.“I think I know why your mate acts the way he does when he comes to that other alpha.” Harry said and I looked at him in confusion. “He’s jealous.” I couldn’t believe it. Jealous? I am mated to him, I stay with him, I sleep with him. I love him and I have told him that so why would he be jealous of Hillan when he got my heart, my body, and everything? It couldn’t be something that Hillan did because Hillan didn’t even do anything in the first place. He could have easil
Harlyn“What do you want?” I let out when I saw it was the person that I didn’t want to see. “Can we talk?” He asked, I looked away without responding. Now he wanted us to talk? No, I refuse to talk to him. I wanted and needed to hold on to my anger so that he would know not to mess with people that I care about just because he can. “Harlyn, can we talk, please?” He asked again. “I have nothing to say to you, Bernardo. you have pressing issues to deal with, don’t waste your time with me.” I let out and saw the hurt in his eyes but I refused to let it get to me. He didn’t think about my feelings when he pushed Hillan out of his office after hitting him hard enough for him to bleed. Harry tapped my back and I turned to him. I narrowed my eyes on him when he gave me a look that I didn’t like. He was still on Bernardo’s side. Both my twin brother and my wolf were against him but that won’t stop me from making Bernardo suffer for his sins.“Don’t you dare plead his case or I will p
BernardoI wasn’t getting through to her and it was driving me crazy. I had enough time to think about what I would say to her but when I finally stood before her, I could barely get any words out. I already offended her again and things weren’t looking good for me.Damien and I had a long talk earlier and he warned me that no matter what happens, I shouldn’t make Harlyn turn her back against me and that’s why when she walked away from the door, got on the bed with her back on me, I walked into the room even though she told me not to and now she was facing me and telling me her mind and she was right. I failed to identify who my real enemies were. I went so hard for Sean who turned out to be my enemy yet I doubted Hillan who turned out to be on my side even though he was doing it because he cared about my mate and his sister.“Harlyn, I am sorry.” I said again, that’s all I could. Every other thing felt wrong. I thought about words I wanted to say but couldn’t get them out because I
Bernardo “Oh really? Isn’t that what you wanted? I thought that’s what you wanted.” “No, it’s not. Harlyn. I hate it when we fight. I hate it so much. I hate not being able to get through to you.” I told her. “Then you should have thought of that before hitting him. You should have thought of that before pushing him out of your office like a criminal.” She yelled at me. It felt like she would choose Hillan over me if given the chance and that hurt me so badly.“You act like if you are given the chance to pick between us, you would pick Hillan over me.” I let out. she opened and closed her mouth as if she couldn’t believe what I just said. “Say what? Really? Does our mating bond mean nothing to you? Fucking hell the whole reason that I am so mad right now is because you damn well know that I would choose you over him anytime any day yet you chose to villainize him.”She fired at me and lifted her hands to stop me when I tried to speak.“You chose to turn him into something he is
Harlyn“I love you too, alpha, so very much.” I told him. I felt happy that we made up. Not just that, the fact that he accepted his fault too made me happy. I thought we wouldn’t make up and at first, he refused to see things from my point of view and I refused to listen to him but I am glad we got over everything. I hugged him close. “God, I missed you so much, Lyn. I don’t think I would have been able to sleep in our bed tonight if we hadn’t resolved our issues. it doesn’t feel the same without you and I have gone multiple nights without you in it already.” He lamented. I chuckled. He wasn’t alone. Yeah, it was as bad for me because I had Helaine with me but he had to sleep alone in a bed that we spent time making love in. It would have brought back memories. “I am glad but it might happen again when Laine returns.” I warned him. “Yeah, I will prepare for that. Will you come with me to our room tonight and sleep next to me until your sister returns?” He asked me. I nodded. I
Harlyn“I missed you so much, baby,”He whispered against my lips and kissed me again.“I missed too,”I told him when we pulled apart. We walked further into our room and then I remembered he met with Hillan and wanted to know what Hillan told him since he told me I would hear it directly from Bernardo.“What did Hillan tell you about your cousin? I asked him but he told me to hear it from you after he finished telling you.”I told him.“Let’s sit down, it’s a whole lot of explaining,”He told me and I did just as he said. I wanted to know the things Hillan had found out about. “Really? Will what he found out help? Will we ever be rid of Theo and his minions?”I questioned. He sat down next to me and took my hands in his. He gave me a reassuring nod.“Yes, we will get rid of him. I just need to wait for their big meeting, that’s the only thing holding us back. I am so close to saying fuck it and give the command that will kick start everything but Damien is right. Acting all tough a