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I stare at the polished black sneakers in front of me, refusing to lift my head. “Did I ask a question?” The voice is colder this time. Around me, the laughter dies completely. Someone whispers, “Jace.” Another mutters, “Oh my God, he’s so pissed.” My heart skips a beat. Slowly, I look up. Gray eyes, a silver nose ring. Tattoos barely visible beneath his sleeve. Jace Knight. Ethan’s twin brother, my number one enemy. The boy who made it his mission to turn my life into a living hell. So why the hell is he saving me now? He offers me his hand; the whole house stares. Reluctantly, I take it. He pushes me up effortlessly. For one ridiculous second, I thought he was actually helping me. Until he looks me straight in the eyes and says, “If you are going to embarrass yourself, at least don't block the hallway.” Ethan steps forward, “Jace, leave it.” “ I wasn't talking to you.” My heart thunders. Before I can face more embarrassment, I push through the crowd, nearly shoulder-checking three people, then burst into the cool night air. The music is instantly muffled behind closed doors, silence falls. Well, except for my dignity, which is currently screaming somewhere in the distance. “I hate birthdays,” the words rip from my throat with venom. “I officially hate birthdays.” A tray of drinks passes by. Without thinking, I steal a glass. The waiter blinks; I blink back. Neither of us says anything. I take a sip; the whiskey burns like fire. It tastes horrible. Absolutely horrible. I take another sip, then another. Maybe horrible is exactly what I need. Ten minutes later, whoever invented whiskey deserves a Nobel Prize. Or prison. Maybe both. I lean against the brick wall outside the student center, then decide to take a seat and stumble. The wall catches me. “Thanks.” Very reliable wall. I like this wall. Another cup magically appears in my hand. Did I grab it? Did someone give it to me? Questions for tomorrow. Tonight’s mission is simple: forget Ethan Knight exists. Easy. Very easy. Actually, not easy at all. By the time the party begins to die down, my legs have developed personalities of their own. “ I can do this,” I mumble confidently, then immediately walk into a trash can. “Even the trash can attack me too.” Rude. You all are rude. I dust myself off with all the dignity I have left, which isn't much. The school lights blur as I make my way toward the residence halls. My dorm. My bed. Blanket. Sleep for approximately three business days. Perfect plan. I climb the stairs, or… are the stairs climbing me? No. Definitely me climbing them. The hallway stretches forever. Why is it so long? Who designed this place? I finally stop in front of a door. “This looks right.” I stare at the number. The number stares back. I'm almost positive it’s judging me. “I know where I live.” Do I? Absolutely. I shove the door open. See? I knew it. The room is dark. Perfect. My roommate must already be asleep. Lucky her. She didn't go through any humiliation tonight. I knock off my shoes and stumble further inside. My bed looks… different. Bigger. I shake my head. Maybe I'm imagining things, too. Work of alcohol. There’s already someone under the blanket. Oh, right. Ethan. A dreamy smile spreads on my face. “You came.” I knew he’d feel bad. Of course he would. He’s Ethan. Sweet. Considerate. “I knew you could not really think of me as your sister,” I giggle. He doesn’t answer. He must have fallen asleep while waiting for me. My sweet Ethan. “I'm forgiving you. So don't ruin it,” I declare. I carefully climb into the bed. The mattress dips beneath me, warm. Ethan shifts, and a strong arm lazily wraps around my waist. I freeze. Then smile. “See?” He does like me. I knew he was too shy to show it in front of everyone. “I knew you were secretly nice,” I mumble, snuggling closer. The arms tighten around me instinctively. His sleepy voice rumbles against my hair, “Babe.” I blink slowly. Babe? He just called me babe. Every sensible thought flies out of my head. “You just called me babe, you are so sweet.” He makes a sleepy sound that almost resembles a laugh before settling again. The scent of whiskey drifts off him; he must have drunk too. My chest eases a little at the realization. While I was busy drinking myself to stupor because he rejected me, he was busy drinking because he felt bad too. I pet his cheek softly. “Oh, my baby.” He smiles, and it’s breathtaking. I almost forget to breathe. I should probably sleep. Then my mind drifts to the promise. Today is my eighteenth birthday, and I'm with the one boy I’ve ever liked. So why not give him my virginity? After all, he already realized his mistake. The room falls silent for a few minutes; only the sound of his heavy breathing can be heard. Then, before I can stop myself, I say, “Make love to me.” Ethan barks out another low laugh. “Tomorrow, babe, I'm tired.” Disappointment washes over me. I try to pull away from him, but he only drags me closer. My body flushes against his. And something hot shoots straight to my core. “You really want this, don't you?” The question surprises me. Do I? Of course I do. “Yes.” He smiles sleepily again. “Naughty girl. Strip.” As fast as I can……or maybe I sluggishly as I can, I pull off my clothes. Baring myself naked to him. Ethan doesn't even remove his clothes, he only brings out his d*ck and hugs me from the back, his strong arms caress my naked body and I instantly get wet. Without warning, he slips into me in one motion. The pain is sharp. It dashes through my body like lightning. Then after a while, it turns into something sweet. “Oh.” A moan slips from me, echoing through the room. This….it feels good. “You feel like heaven. So freaking tight.” he moans. Heat speeds through me. I come before I even realize it, the orgasm hits me like a wave, “Oh my God.” alcohol courses through my system. Ethan finally slams into me one last time and comes too. A sound escapes his throat as he does. For a while, we both lie there, entangled in each other's arms, for a foolish second, I thought he would let me go, he doesn't. He keeps me close to him till I begin to drift off to sleep with a smile on my face. Then he whispers into my hair, “This is the best s*x we have ever had Tiffany.” My heart stops, wait, Tiffany?Skye Our food arrives, interrupting my thoughts. I thank the waitress as she places my sandwich and milkshake in front of me, then reach for the straw. The first sip is cold and sweet, exactly what I need after the long morning. Ethan watches me. “Good?” I nod. “Really good.” “Let me try.” I slide the glass across the table. He takes a sip through the straw, then makes a thoughtful face. “Not bad.” I pull it back. “Not bad? It’s delicious.” “Maybe you just have questionable taste.” I gasp. “You asked for a sip and now you’re insulting my drink?” “I’m being honest.” “Well, don’t ask for another one.” He laughs and reaches for his burger. I take another sip, trying not to smile. It’s silly, really. Nothing extraordinary is happening. We’re eating lunch, teasing each other, and talking about school. But I feel happy. Not the nervous, desperate kind of happiness I used to feel whenever Ethan acknowledged me from across a crowded room. This is quieter. More comfortable. I d
Skye By the time our last class ends, I’ve checked the time on my phone so many times that I’m beginning to feel ridiculous. I try to concentrate on the professor’s final explanation, but my attention keeps drifting toward the clock above the whiteboard. The hands seem to move slower than usual, and every time someone asks another question, I have to resist the urge to sigh. Ethan is waiting for me. The thought alone brings a smile to my face, and I quickly lower my eyes to my notebook before the girl sitting beside me notices. I haven’t felt this excited about seeing him in a while. Not because I haven’t wanted to, but because most of our interactions lately have been brief, usually happening between classes or whenever I manage to find an excuse to approach him. Today is different. He actually asked me to spend time with him. He wants to have lunch with me. It’s a small thing, probably nothing worth getting excited over, but I can’t help it. When the professor finally dismi
Skye I barely sleep. Every time I close my eyes, I see Jace standing in the doorway of his dorm, his face unreadable as he looks at me.Go to Ethan, Skye. The words keep replaying in my head, over and over, until I finally give up trying to sleep.By the time my alarm goes off, I’m already staring at the ceiling.I reach for my phone and silence it before it can wake Chloe and Kimberly. For a few seconds, I stay where I am, staring at the faint light coming through the curtains.I should feel relieved.Jace made his position clear last night. There is no us. He doesn’t want whatever this strange thing between us has become, and he practically told me to go back to the person I’ve wanted all along.Ethan. That should make everything simple again. Except it doesn’t.I sit up and drag a hand through my hair. “Get a grip, Skye.” My voice sounds ridiculous in the quiet room.I get out of bed before I can think about it any longer.By the time I’m dressed and walking across campus, I’ve c
JaceThe moment the door closes, I just stand there. I stare at it. For several seconds, I don’t move. I can still see her face in my head. The way she looked at me.The way her voice changed when she said she wanted to talk about what happened between us.And the worst part? For one stupid second, I wanted to open the door again.I wanted to pull it open, stop her from leaving, and tell her she was wrong. Tell her that I hadn’t stopped thinking about her.Tell her that seeing her on the field had fucked with my head more than I wanted to admit.Tell her that when she stood there watching me with Tiffany, I noticed her the entire time. I noticed her the second she walked onto the field.I noticed the way she stood there, waiting for me to look at her. And I did. I fucking did. I just looked away. Because looking at her for too long would’ve made me do something stupid.I drag a hand through my hair and let out a sharp breath. “Fuck.” My chest feels tight.I hate this. I hate the way s
SkyeBy the time I get back to the dorm later, I’ve convinced myself that I’m fine. At least, that’s what I tell myself.The moment I step through the door, Chloe looks up from her bed. Kimberly is sitting cross-legged on the floor with her laptop open in front of her, and both of them glance at me at the same time.I smile. “Hi.”Neither of them answers immediately. Chloe narrows her eyes.“What?”She looks at Kimberly, then back at me. “What happened?”“Nothing.” The answer comes too quickly.Kimberly raises an eyebrow. “That sounded suspicious.”I drop my bag beside my bed and start taking off my shoes. “There’s nothing suspicious about it. I’m just tired.”“Tired?” Chloe repeats.“Yes.”She watches me for another second. “You look weird.”I stop pulling off my other shoe. “I always look weird.”“No, you don’t.” She sits up straighter. “You look like something happened.”Nothing happened. Nothing that should matter, anyway. I saw Jace. Tiffany walked over to him. They talked. He la
Skye I tell myself it’s because leaving now would make it obvious that I’m bothered. If I walk away the second Tiffany approaches him, anyone watching might think I’m jealous. I’m not jealous. At least, I shouldn’t be. Tiffany reaches Jace, and the smile on her face grows wider. She says something I can’t hear from where I’m standing, and Jace looks down at her. He doesn’t look annoyed. He doesn’t look like he wants her to leave. Instead, the corner of his mouth lifts. My chest tightens. I hate that I notice. I hate that I’m standing here watching them when I could easily turn around and leave. I could go back to the dorm, take a shower, put on something comfortable, and spend the rest of the evening with Chloe and Kimberly. That would be normal. That would be sensible. So why am I still standing here? Tiffany says something else, and Jace laughs. Actually laughs. The sound carries across the field, and something uncomfortable twists inside me. I’ve heard him laugh before.







