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The first thing I noticed was that Mason wasn’t looking for me.
Not after winning the biggest game of the season. Not after scoring the goal that had an entire arena chanting his name. Not after promising he’d find me the second he got off the ice. He was looking at her. At first, I told myself it meant nothing. The arena was bedlam after Northbridge University’s championship win, packed with players, coaches, reporters, donors, alumni, and enough screaming fans to shake the rafters loose. Blue and silver confetti drifted through the air while cameras flashed from every direction. I stood near the barrier separating the ice from the media section, my press badge bouncing against my chest after hours spent chasing interviews for the university paper. None of the exhaustion mattered. Tonight was supposed to be ours. Mason and I had plans after the celebration—a late dinner somewhere quiet, a few hours where he wasn’t Northbridge’s hockey hero and I wasn’t working. Across the rink, I spotted him immediately. That wasn’t surprising. Half the arena was looking at him. What caught my attention was that he wasn’t celebrating with teammates or getting cornered by reporters. He wasn’t searching the crowd for me, either. His focus was fixed on a woman standing a few feet away. She had red hair, vivid even beneath the arena lights, and I didn’t recognize her. Normally, that wouldn’t have meant much. Hundreds of people had access to the postgame festivities. Family members, sponsors, donors, and former players. She could have belonged to any of those groups. Still, something about the scene snagged my attention hard enough that I started walking toward them. The closer I got, the less convincing my explanations became. The woman laughed. Mason answered with a grin I hadn’t seen him give a reporter or a fan all season. It wasn’t the polished public version. It was personal. Familiar. The kind of smile that appeared when he forgot that anyone else was watching. I slowed several yards away, suddenly unwilling to get any closer. The woman touched his arm while they talked. It wasn’t dramatic or flirtatious. If anything, it was casual, and that made it worse. Around us, the championship celebration rolled on uninterrupted. Music blasted through the speakers. Fans leaned over railings for photos. Television crews chased players across the ice. Yet the longer I watched, the more the noise faded behind a growing certainty I didn’t want. Mason leaned toward her to hear something she said. He laughed again. Then his hand settled at the back of her neck with an ease that made my stomach drop. There had to be an explanation. A misunderstanding. Anything. Because this was Mason. The man who told me he loved me. The man whose mother texted me recipes and whose little sister introduced me as family. The man I’d spent two years building a future around without ever consciously deciding to do it. Then he kissed her. The arena erupted at the same moment, another wave of cheers crashing through the building as confetti continued to rain from the ceiling. Cameras flashed. Players celebrated. Somewhere nearby, a broadcaster shouted excitedly into a microphone. And in the middle of all of it, Mason kissed another woman. There was nothing unclear about what I was seeing. Nothing accidental. Nothing that could be explained away later. The kiss was easy and familiar, the kind that belonged to people who had done it before. I stood frozen while reality stubbornly refused to rearrange itself into something less devastating. The woman slipped her arms around his neck. Mason stayed exactly where he was, relaxed and happy. That was the detail that hurt most. Not guilt. No hesitation. Happiness. The woman noticed me first. Her expression changed instantly, and she stepped back. Mason followed her gaze, confusion crossing his face before recognition hit. The color drained from him so fast it was almost startling. “Iris…” Around us, the celebration never missed a beat. Fans laughed and shouted. Teammates posed for photos with the trophy. A few phones had already turned in our direction, their cameras raised. Of course, they had. Northbridge’s star player getting caught kissing someone who wasn’t his girlfriend during a national championship celebration was exactly the kind of story people loved. Mason started toward me. “Iris, wait.” I backed away before he could reach me. If I stayed there, I’d either cry, scream, or make a scene in front of half the university and every sports reporter in the building. None of those options appealed to me. So I turned and pushed into the crowd. Someone called my name. Someone else caught my arm for a second before I pulled free and kept moving. The bright arena lights blurred together as I threaded through celebrating fans, focusing on the simple task of putting distance between myself and the ice. Behind me, Mason shouted again, louder this time. I didn’t stop. Whatever explanation he thought he had could wait. The image of him kissing that red-haired woman had already burned itself into my memory, and no conversation in the world was going to erase it. I pushed through another wave of cheering strangers and headed for the exit. I never looked back.Five years later, I stood in the stands of the Mercer Hockey and Art Academy with a camera hanging from my neck, a coffee going cold in my hands that I had no intention of drinking, and a very familiar pair of shoulders in my viewfinder.Dean was on the ice with a group of seven-year-olds, crouched low as he patiently explained for what I counted as the fourth time why they shouldn’t skate backward into the net. A girl with a ponytail was arguing with him, her arms crossed, and I watched him surrender with a laugh and let her demonstrate her own theory. She promptly took a spectacular fall, got back up, and declared it a success.“Mama!”Our daughter Montserrat, four years old and already furious about most things, hurtled across the bleachers toward me. Paint covered her hands, with an alarming amount of it smeared across her face. She climbed into my lap and presented me with a drawing of what appeared to be a purple horse carrying a hockey stick.“It is Daddy,” she informed me grav
On the morning of my wedding, my tía Rosa pinned a small gold comb into my hair. I had never seen it before, and when I asked where she’d gotten it, she smiled at my reflection.“It belonged to your mother. She wore it the night your father proposed,” she explained, adjusting one of my curls. “She told me that if she ever had a daughter, the comb would go to her on the happiest day of her life. I’ve kept it in my drawer for eleven years, waiting for the right occasion. So here we are, mija.”I touched the necklace at my collarbone, the one with my mother’s name engraved on it. Between the two pieces, I felt as though I’d managed to bring a little of her with me. Around us, my cousins and aunts were talking over one another in Spanish, laughing and fussing over the last few wedding details. My mother would have been right in the middle of it, probably giving everyone her own instructions.The ceremony took place at a vineyard an hour outside the city, beneath an arch Dean had built wit
Wedding planning turned into its own special kind of chaos, complete with color palettes, venue tours, flower arrangements, and a guest list that seemed to grow every time Dean remembered someone else who absolutely had to be there. One evening, he spread invitation samples across the kitchen table while I compared flower arrangements on my laptop, his expression suddenly more serious than the occasion seemed to require.“We need to talk about something.”“That sounds ominous.”“Mason.” He said the name carefully, watching my face. “I want to invite him. I know that might be complicated for you, considering everything, and I wanted to ask instead of assuming.”I closed the laptop and let myself think before answering. Mason had earned his way back into Dean’s life, and, if I was being honest, into mine too. He had helped bring our families together. He had stood up for me when Sophie slapped me. The man he was now wasn’t the same man he had been before, even if the history between us
Dean had been impossible for four days.He answered my texts with the bare minimum, ignored my calls, and when I finally got a response, it was usually a single, distracted word that said nothing. By Saturday afternoon, I had moved past concern and landed somewhere far less charitable. So when he texted to ask me to dinner, I climbed into his car already annoyed, folding my arms as I settled into the passenger seat.“You’ve been impossible all week.”“I know.”I turned toward him. “That’s all you have to say?”“I promise I’ll explain everything tonight.” He glanced over, and something bright and uneasy moved behind his eyes, an expression that didn’t belong on the face of the man who usually had an answer for everything. “Please trust me a little longer.”“I’m trusting you under protest.”“Noted.”He drove without telling me where we were going. I considered asking several times, but the look on his face suggested I would only get another vague answer, and I was already irritated enou
A year ago, I did everything I could to keep my life from falling apart without making the people I loved suffer. Now I had a career I was proud of, friends who were building lives of their own, and a boyfriend who had somehow made room for hockey and art in a world that had spent years insisting he had to choose.Every now and then, the distance between then and now still surprised me.The biggest change was Dean’s Hockey and Art Academy, which had opened that spring. I loved stopping by after work, especially on afternoons when the younger kids moved between the ice and the art rooms with helmets tucked under their arms and paint on their fingers. Dean had hired coaches to handle most of the hockey instruction, but he still taught painting whenever he could.I had watched him sit beside a child struggling with a drawing and patiently show them how to try again. He never made mistakes seem like proof that someone did not belong. He treated them as part of learning, something Dean him
Dean woke me the next morning with coffee already brewing in the kitchen. I blinked up at him from the bed and found him sitting on the edge of the mattress, fully dressed and looking far too pleased with himself.“You let me sleep in,” I said, pushing myself upright.“I made breakfast. You have time.”I checked the clock and, annoyingly, found he was right. A few minutes later, I followed the smell of coffee into the kitchen, where eggs and toast waited on two plates. Beside my coffee sat my usual hot chocolate.“You’re spoiling me.”“I’m aware.” He caught me around the waist and kissed me before I could say anything else. “I could get used to this, you know. Waking up together, making breakfast, arguing over who gets the bathroom first. All the thrilling parts of domestic life.”I gave him a suspicious look. “You mean you want me to move in.”“Fully, yes. Imagine it. My girlfriend actually living with me instead of going home all the time and leaving me to miss her.”“Your girlfrien







