LOGINBy the time the sun came up, more than two million people had seen my face.
Not because I’d done anything remarkable. Not because I’d won an award or broken a story or accidentally gone viral for something funny. Two point three million people had watched me discover, in real time, that my boyfriend was kissing another woman. The internet had already given me a name. Not Iris Bennett, senior sports journalism major at Northbridge University. Not the girl juggling classes, deadlines, and a future she was still trying to build. Just The Girlfriend. The one standing a few feet away while Northbridge’s hockey star celebrated a championship by locking lips with someone who definitely wasn’t her. The worst part was that I didn’t know any of that yet. At two-thirty in the morning, I sat on the floor of my dorm room’s tiny bathroom, staring at a cracked tile beside the shower. The room was barely large enough for one person to turn around comfortably, but it was private, one of the few perks of having a single-occupancy room during my final year. My phone lay beside me, vibrating itself across the linoleum every few minutes as Mason’s name repeatedly lit the screen. Thirty-two missed calls. Nineteen texts. Three voicemails. I hadn’t listened to any of them. Every new notification felt less urgent than the last. Exhaustion had settled over me like wet concrete. A knock sounded at my dorm room door, followed by another, then a rapid series of impatient thumps. “Iris!” Ava. I closed my eyes. “I know you’re in there.” I considered pretending I wasn’t. A few seconds later, she added, “I brought food. And if you don’t open this door, I’m eating all of it myself.” Despite everything, a laugh escaped me. It vanished almost immediately, but it was enough to get me moving. I pushed myself off the bathroom floor, crossed the cramped room, and unlocked the door. Ava stepped inside, carrying a takeout bag and the expression of someone arriving at the scene of a natural disaster. “Oh, honey.” “I hate when you say that.” “You look like you’ve been crying for six hours.” “I’m fine.” “You also said Mason Hart was the love of your life.” I winced. “Okay. Fair.” She dropped the food onto my desk and pulled me into a hug before I could avoid it. That was Ava’s specialty. She treated emotional boundaries as friendly suggestions. For a moment, I stood there resisting out of principle, then my resolve collapsed, and I hugged her back. Unfortunately, so did the tears. Half an hour later, we were sitting on opposite sides of my narrow dorm bed with a carton of fries between us. Ava was actually eating. I kept picking one up and forgetting it existed. Outside, the hallway had gone quiet as most of the building slept, leaving only the hum of the air conditioner and the occasional vibration of my neglected phone. “I still can’t believe he did it,” Ava said. Neither could I. The scene replayed every time my mind drifted—the championship celebration. The crowd is roaring. Confetti pouring from the rafters. Mason’s hand against the redhead’s neck. The kiss itself hurt, but what lingered was how natural he’d looked. Comfortable. Like nothing about the moment surprised him. Ava’s phone buzzed. She glanced down and immediately went still. That got my attention. “What?” “Nothing.” “Ava.” “It’s probably nothing.” That phrase had never once introduced good news. I held out my hand. Reluctantly, she passed me her phone. The video was already playing. The arena. The celebration. Mason is kissing the woman. Then the camera shifted slightly and found me standing nearby, frozen in place as the realization hit. The clip lasted eighteen seconds. Eighteen seconds was apparently all the internet needed. I checked the view count. Four hundred thousand. I refreshed. Higher. Again. Higher. “What is this?” My voice sounded oddly detached. Ava rubbed her forehead. “I was hoping you wouldn’t see it tonight.” Too late. There it was, preserved forever in high definition, and my worst moment packaged as entertainment. The comments underneath were somehow worse than the video itself. A few people sympathized. Most treated it like a spectator sport. Poor girl. How embarrassing. She looks like she’s buffering. Not him cheating during the championship celebration. Look at her face. I stopped scrolling before I found out how much crueler strangers could get. “This can’t be real.” “It’ll die down.” She said it quickly enough that we both knew she didn’t believe it. The internet loves public humiliation. Especially when it belonged to someone else. I refreshed again. Another sports account had reposted it. Then another. Then another. “Oh, my God.” My own phone buzzed. “Please answer me.” Another text arrived before I finished reading the first. “Iris, please.” Then: “It isn’t what it looks like.” A short laugh escaped me. Because what exactly did he think it looked like? A charity fundraiser? A networking event? The evidence seemed fairly straightforward. Another notification appeared, this time from a number I didn’t recognize. I opened it. The message contained a screenshot. The moment I saw it, my stomach dropped. It wasn’t from tonight. Mason and the same redheaded woman were leaving a restaurant together. A timestamp sat in the corner. Three months ago. I stared at it. Then, at the message underneath. Thought you deserved to know. More screenshots followed before I could process the first. Photos. Dates. Rumors. Messages. Sightings. Pieces of a story I hadn’t known existed were assembling themselves on my screen. The kiss had been awful. Public. Humiliating. But some stubborn part of me had still been searching for an explanation. A drunken mistake. A reckless decision. A terrible moment that spiraled out of control. Something survivable. The screenshots destroyed that possibility. The woman wasn’t random. She wasn’t new. Judging by the dates attached to several photos, she’d been around for months. While I studied for exams. While Mason and I planned spring break. While he told me he loved me. Ava leaned closer to read over my shoulder. The color drained from her face. “Oh.” One word was enough. Months. Not one night. Not one kiss. Months. My phone started ringing again. Mason. His name flashed across the screen while the video’s view count continued climbing in the background. Six hundred thousand. Still rising. My relationship was collapsing, my humiliation was becoming public entertainment, and strangers were sending evidence that my boyfriend had apparently been living a second life. The phone kept ringing. Finally, I answered. I skipped hello. “How long?” Silence. Then a sharp inhale. “Iris—” “How long, Mason?” I sat forward on the bed, gripping the phone while Ava watched from across the room. Outside, somewhere down the hall, a door opened and closed. The ordinary sounds of campus life continued as if nothing had happened. Another second passed. Then another. And before he said a single word, I knew whatever answer came next wasn’t going to save us.Five years later, I stood in the stands of the Mercer Hockey and Art Academy with a camera hanging from my neck, a coffee going cold in my hands that I had no intention of drinking, and a very familiar pair of shoulders in my viewfinder.Dean was on the ice with a group of seven-year-olds, crouched low as he patiently explained for what I counted as the fourth time why they shouldn’t skate backward into the net. A girl with a ponytail was arguing with him, her arms crossed, and I watched him surrender with a laugh and let her demonstrate her own theory. She promptly took a spectacular fall, got back up, and declared it a success.“Mama!”Our daughter Montserrat, four years old and already furious about most things, hurtled across the bleachers toward me. Paint covered her hands, with an alarming amount of it smeared across her face. She climbed into my lap and presented me with a drawing of what appeared to be a purple horse carrying a hockey stick.“It is Daddy,” she informed me grav
On the morning of my wedding, my tía Rosa pinned a small gold comb into my hair. I had never seen it before, and when I asked where she’d gotten it, she smiled at my reflection.“It belonged to your mother. She wore it the night your father proposed,” she explained, adjusting one of my curls. “She told me that if she ever had a daughter, the comb would go to her on the happiest day of her life. I’ve kept it in my drawer for eleven years, waiting for the right occasion. So here we are, mija.”I touched the necklace at my collarbone, the one with my mother’s name engraved on it. Between the two pieces, I felt as though I’d managed to bring a little of her with me. Around us, my cousins and aunts were talking over one another in Spanish, laughing and fussing over the last few wedding details. My mother would have been right in the middle of it, probably giving everyone her own instructions.The ceremony took place at a vineyard an hour outside the city, beneath an arch Dean had built wit
Wedding planning turned into its own special kind of chaos, complete with color palettes, venue tours, flower arrangements, and a guest list that seemed to grow every time Dean remembered someone else who absolutely had to be there. One evening, he spread invitation samples across the kitchen table while I compared flower arrangements on my laptop, his expression suddenly more serious than the occasion seemed to require.“We need to talk about something.”“That sounds ominous.”“Mason.” He said the name carefully, watching my face. “I want to invite him. I know that might be complicated for you, considering everything, and I wanted to ask instead of assuming.”I closed the laptop and let myself think before answering. Mason had earned his way back into Dean’s life, and, if I was being honest, into mine too. He had helped bring our families together. He had stood up for me when Sophie slapped me. The man he was now wasn’t the same man he had been before, even if the history between us
Dean had been impossible for four days.He answered my texts with the bare minimum, ignored my calls, and when I finally got a response, it was usually a single, distracted word that said nothing. By Saturday afternoon, I had moved past concern and landed somewhere far less charitable. So when he texted to ask me to dinner, I climbed into his car already annoyed, folding my arms as I settled into the passenger seat.“You’ve been impossible all week.”“I know.”I turned toward him. “That’s all you have to say?”“I promise I’ll explain everything tonight.” He glanced over, and something bright and uneasy moved behind his eyes, an expression that didn’t belong on the face of the man who usually had an answer for everything. “Please trust me a little longer.”“I’m trusting you under protest.”“Noted.”He drove without telling me where we were going. I considered asking several times, but the look on his face suggested I would only get another vague answer, and I was already irritated enou
A year ago, I did everything I could to keep my life from falling apart without making the people I loved suffer. Now I had a career I was proud of, friends who were building lives of their own, and a boyfriend who had somehow made room for hockey and art in a world that had spent years insisting he had to choose.Every now and then, the distance between then and now still surprised me.The biggest change was Dean’s Hockey and Art Academy, which had opened that spring. I loved stopping by after work, especially on afternoons when the younger kids moved between the ice and the art rooms with helmets tucked under their arms and paint on their fingers. Dean had hired coaches to handle most of the hockey instruction, but he still taught painting whenever he could.I had watched him sit beside a child struggling with a drawing and patiently show them how to try again. He never made mistakes seem like proof that someone did not belong. He treated them as part of learning, something Dean him
Dean woke me the next morning with coffee already brewing in the kitchen. I blinked up at him from the bed and found him sitting on the edge of the mattress, fully dressed and looking far too pleased with himself.“You let me sleep in,” I said, pushing myself upright.“I made breakfast. You have time.”I checked the clock and, annoyingly, found he was right. A few minutes later, I followed the smell of coffee into the kitchen, where eggs and toast waited on two plates. Beside my coffee sat my usual hot chocolate.“You’re spoiling me.”“I’m aware.” He caught me around the waist and kissed me before I could say anything else. “I could get used to this, you know. Waking up together, making breakfast, arguing over who gets the bathroom first. All the thrilling parts of domestic life.”I gave him a suspicious look. “You mean you want me to move in.”“Fully, yes. Imagine it. My girlfriend actually living with me instead of going home all the time and leaving me to miss her.”“Your girlfrien







