ログインBy the time the sun came up, more than two million people had seen my face.
Not because I’d done anything remarkable. Not because I’d won an award or broken a story or accidentally gone viral for something funny. Two point three million people had watched me discover, in real time, that my boyfriend was kissing another woman. The internet had already given me a name. Not Iris Bennett, senior sports journalism major at Northbridge University. Not the girl juggling classes, deadlines, and a future she was still trying to build. Just The Girlfriend. The one standing a few feet away while Northbridge’s hockey star celebrated a championship by locking lips with someone who definitely wasn’t her. The worst part was that I didn’t know any of that yet. At two-thirty in the morning, I sat on the floor of my dorm room’s tiny bathroom, staring at a cracked tile beside the shower. The room was barely large enough for one person to turn around comfortably, but it was private, one of the few perks of having a single-occupancy room during my final year. My phone lay beside me, vibrating itself across the linoleum every few minutes as Mason’s name repeatedly lit the screen. Thirty-two missed calls. Nineteen texts. Three voicemails. I hadn’t listened to any of them. Every new notification felt less urgent than the last. Exhaustion had settled over me like wet concrete. A knock sounded at my dorm room door, followed by another, then a rapid series of impatient thumps. “Iris!” Ava. I closed my eyes. “I know you’re in there.” I considered pretending I wasn’t. A few seconds later, she added, “I brought food. And if you don’t open this door, I’m eating all of it myself.” Despite everything, a laugh escaped me. It vanished almost immediately, but it was enough to get me moving. I pushed myself off the bathroom floor, crossed the cramped room, and unlocked the door. Ava stepped inside, carrying a takeout bag and the expression of someone arriving at the scene of a natural disaster. “Oh, honey.” “I hate when you say that.” “You look like you’ve been crying for six hours.” “I’m fine.” “You also said Mason Hart was the love of your life.” I winced. “Okay. Fair.” She dropped the food onto my desk and pulled me into a hug before I could avoid it. That was Ava’s specialty. She treated emotional boundaries as friendly suggestions. For a moment, I stood there resisting out of principle, then my resolve collapsed, and I hugged her back. Unfortunately, so did the tears. Half an hour later, we were sitting on opposite sides of my narrow dorm bed with a carton of fries between us. Ava was actually eating. I kept picking one up and forgetting it existed. Outside, the hallway had gone quiet as most of the building slept, leaving only the hum of the air conditioner and the occasional vibration of my neglected phone. “I still can’t believe he did it,” Ava said. Neither could I. The scene replayed every time my mind drifted—the championship celebration. The crowd is roaring. Confetti pouring from the rafters. Mason’s hand against the redhead’s neck. The kiss itself hurt, but what lingered was how natural he’d looked. Comfortable. Like nothing about the moment surprised him. Ava’s phone buzzed. She glanced down and immediately went still. That got my attention. “What?” “Nothing.” “Ava.” “It’s probably nothing.” That phrase had never once introduced good news. I held out my hand. Reluctantly, she passed me her phone. The video was already playing. The arena. The celebration. Mason is kissing the woman. Then the camera shifted slightly and found me standing nearby, frozen in place as the realization hit. The clip lasted eighteen seconds. Eighteen seconds was apparently all the internet needed. I checked the view count. Four hundred thousand. I refreshed. Higher. Again. Higher. “What is this?” My voice sounded oddly detached. Ava rubbed her forehead. “I was hoping you wouldn’t see it tonight.” Too late. There it was, preserved forever in high definition, and my worst moment packaged as entertainment. The comments underneath were somehow worse than the video itself. A few people sympathized. Most treated it like a spectator sport. Poor girl. How embarrassing. She looks like she’s buffering. Not him cheating during the championship celebration. Look at her face. I stopped scrolling before I found out how much crueler strangers could get. “This can’t be real.” “It’ll die down.” She said it quickly enough that we both knew she didn’t believe it. The internet loves public humiliation. Especially when it belonged to someone else. I refreshed again. Another sports account had reposted it. Then another. Then another. “Oh, my God.” My own phone buzzed. “Please answer me.” Another text arrived before I finished reading the first. “Iris, please.” Then: “It isn’t what it looks like.” A short laugh escaped me. Because what exactly did he think it looked like? A charity fundraiser? A networking event? The evidence seemed fairly straightforward. Another notification appeared, this time from a number I didn’t recognize. I opened it. The message contained a screenshot. The moment I saw it, my stomach dropped. It wasn’t from tonight. Mason and the same redheaded woman were leaving a restaurant together. A timestamp sat in the corner. Three months ago. I stared at it. Then, at the message underneath. Thought you deserved to know. More screenshots followed before I could process the first. Photos. Dates. Rumors. Messages. Sightings. Pieces of a story I hadn’t known existed were assembling themselves on my screen. The kiss had been awful. Public. Humiliating. But some stubborn part of me had still been searching for an explanation. A drunken mistake. A reckless decision. A terrible moment that spiraled out of control. Something survivable. The screenshots destroyed that possibility. The woman wasn’t random. She wasn’t new. Judging by the dates attached to several photos, she’d been around for months. While I studied for exams. While Mason and I planned spring break. While he told me he loved me. Ava leaned closer to read over my shoulder. The color drained from her face. “Oh.” One word was enough. Months. Not one night. Not one kiss. Months. My phone started ringing again. Mason. His name flashed across the screen while the video’s view count continued climbing in the background. Six hundred thousand. Still rising. My relationship was collapsing, my humiliation was becoming public entertainment, and strangers were sending evidence that my boyfriend had apparently been living a second life. The phone kept ringing. Finally, I answered. I skipped hello. “How long?” Silence. Then a sharp inhale. “Iris—” “How long, Mason?” I sat forward on the bed, gripping the phone while Ava watched from across the room. Outside, somewhere down the hall, a door opened and closed. The ordinary sounds of campus life continued as if nothing had happened. Another second passed. Then another. And before he said a single word, I knew whatever answer came next wasn’t going to save us.The second interview happened three days later, which felt both too soon and somehow overdue. I would have happily pretended the first one counted as a complete piece of journalism, but Melissa had taken one look at my draft and shut that idea down immediately. Apparently, an article composed of Dean Mercer answering in single-syllable words did not qualify as compelling content. She said it with a straight face, which made it worse. I tried to argue. I lost. So I went back. Practice had already wrapped up by the time I got to the rink, which was the only reason I didn’t turn around and leave. The place still smelled faintly like ice and sweat, and players were drifting out in loose clusters, laughing, arguing, already halfway into whatever came next for them. Ryan was in the middle of it all, talking to three different people as he had cloned himself. Dean, on the other hand, was exactly where I expected him to be, sitting off to the side on a bench near the entrance, phone in
The problem with finding a file with your name on it is that it doesn’t leave you alone afterward. It sits there in your head, quiet but stubborn, like something unfinished. I tried to ignore it. I really did. For almost two days, I kept telling myself there had to be a normal explanation. Something boring. Something that didn’t mean anything. Maybe it was tied to Easton. Maybe it was just paperwork. Some administrative thing I didn’t understand. Maybe Mercer Athletics kept files on everyone, and I just happened to notice mine. I kept circling those ideas, trying to make one of them stick. None of them did. “That’s creepy.” Ava didn’t even hesitate. I had barely finished explaining before she said it, already reaching for another fry as she’d just solved a puzzle. “It isn’t creepy,” I said, though even to me it sounded weak. “It’s absolutely creepy.” She chewed, unfazed. “A billion-dollar company has a file with your name on it.” “It could be work-related.” “It cou
Things had settled into something that almost resembled stability. Not the kind that erased problems, but enough that I could move through my days without constantly waiting for everything to fall apart. Tuition still loomed like a threat I kept postponing, my life still split awkwardly between Northbridge and Easton, and the internet still treated me like a storyline they could dip into whenever they felt like it. But I had classes, work, and a routine that held together more often than it didn’t. It wasn’t peace, but it was close enough that I stopped questioning it. That should have been my warning. Melissa didn’t knock when she walked in, didn’t hesitate, didn’t ease into anything. She moved like she always did—already halfway through her agenda before anyone else caught up. “I need a favor.” I didn’t bother pretending enthusiasm. I leaned back slightly, watching her over my laptop. “That depends entirely on what kind of favor.” “A media event.” Too simple. Melissa’s version
I almost turned around when I saw him, not in any dramatic way, just a quiet pivot that would have let me disappear back into the flow of campus traffic and pretend I’d forgotten something. It would have been easy—clean, even—but Mason spotted me before I could commit to it, straightening like he’d been waiting for this exact collision. Leaving after that would have been obvious, and I wasn’t interested in giving him the satisfaction of calling it avoidance. “Iris.” I exhaled, already tired of the conversation we hadn’t even started. “Mason.” Seeing him didn’t hit the way it used to. A month ago, his voice alone could derail my entire day, send me spiraling through every word and implication. Now it felt more like an interruption—unwelcome, inconvenient, something I’d rather not deal with but couldn’t ignore. “You’ve been ignoring me.” “I thought I was being subtle,” I said, shifting my bag higher on my shoulder as students streamed past us, laughter and conversation carrying on
By my second day at Easton, I had something that almost resembled a routine. It wasn’t comfortable, not yet, but it had structure—Northbridge during the day, Easton in the evenings, and whatever scraps of energy remained went into assignments and the quiet effort of holding myself together. It worked well enough to keep me moving. What surprised me more was how quickly it stopped feeling strange. A week ago, walking into Easton’s arena with a media badge would have felt like stepping into someone else’s life. Now I nodded at security without hesitation, navigated the hallways without thinking, and slipped into the rhythm of the place as if I’d always belonged there. Life didn’t wait for readiness; it simply adjusted around you until you caught up. “You’re late.” I glanced up from my desk to find Blake leaning against it, arms crossed, wearing the kind of expression that suggested he’d been waiting specifically to say that. “I’m three minutes early.” “Exactly,” he said, pointing as
Ava’s reaction came through the phone at full volume, forcing me to pull it away before she could permanently damage my hearing. She didn’t bother easing into it, just launched straight into disbelief and celebration, repeating the news like it might vanish if she didn’t say it enough times. “You got the job? At Easton?” “Yes,” I said, trying—and failing—not to smile as I paced my room. “Lower your voice.” “No.” “Ava.” “No.” Her refusal was immediate and predictable, and somehow that steadiness grounded me more than anything else had in the past few days. She kept going, talking over herself, emphasizing every word like she was announcing it to a stadium instead of one person on the other end of a call. “You got the job. The job. The one that could literally save your degree.” That part landed differently. Not dramatic, just factual in a way that settled into my chest with weight. I dropped onto my bed, pressing my hand into the mattress as if confirming something solid existe







