LOGIN“How long?”
The question came out steadier than I felt. For a moment, there was only the faint hiss of the connection and Mason breathing on the other end. He didn’t answer immediately, and the hesitation told me almost everything I needed to know. “Mason.” “Iris…” “How long?” A rough sigh crackled through the speaker. “A few months.” From her spot on the other side of my dorm room, Ava stopped pretending to scroll through her phone. She already knew where this conversation was going. So did I. A few months. Not one stupid night. Not a drunken lapse in judgment. Months meant routines, excuses, carefully constructed lies. Months meant he’d looked me in the eye, talked about our future, and maintained an entirely separate relationship at the same time. “Iris, please let me explain.” I rubbed a hand across my forehead. “What exactly are you planning to explain? The cheating part or the lying part that came after?” “It wasn’t like that.” A short laugh escaped me. Somehow, every man caught doing something unforgivable seemed to receive the same script. “It wasn’t like that,” I repeated. “Right.” “I never wanted to hurt you.” Funny how intentions always arrived after the damage was done. “Who is she?” The question came out calmer than I expected. There was a brief pause. “Tessa.” The name landed immediately. One of the screenshots. One of the messages. Tessa Quinn. The redhead. “Does she know about me?” “Yes.” The answer came quickly enough that I knew he wasn’t lying about that part. Something settled inside me then. No surprise. I’d already burned through that. Just a cold, unpleasant certainty. I could almost understand someone getting involved without knowing the full story. People made bad decisions. Life got messy. This wasn’t that. She knew. “Wow.” “Iris—” “No. Don’t.” “Please just listen.” “I have been listening.” For two years, actually. Listening to plans about apartments after graduation. Listening to promises. Listening to him tell me he loved me while apparently building another life behind my back. “Iris, it was a mistake.” That finally did it. I laughed hard enough that Ava looked up. “A mistake?” I said. “A mistake is missing a deadline. A mistake is texting the wrong person.” I pushed away from my desk and began pacing the narrow stretch of floor between my bed and the window. “Having an affair for months isn’t a mistake, Mason.” The silence that followed was almost satisfying. Then he reached for the familiar weapon. “I love you.” A week ago, those words would have mattered. They would have softened me, slowed me down, made me search for a way to fix things. Now they sounded worn out. “Iris, please.” “No.” The answer came easily. No bargaining. No negotiation. No desperate attempt to salvage what we’d built. Somewhere during this conversation, I’d stopped trying to save us. I was done. “We’re over.” The line went quiet. Then, “What?” “We’re over.” “You don’t mean that.” “I do.” “You can’t seriously be ending two years over one mistake.” I looked across the room at Ava. Her expression mirrored exactly what I was thinking. One mistake. Months of cheating. Months of lies. Months of making me look like a fool while I defended him to anyone who questioned him. The absurdity of his argument drained away the last of my anger and left only exhaustion. “I’m done, Mason.” “Iris—” “I’m serious.” “You’re emotional right now.” Of course, I was emotional. What he meant was that he hoped I’d calm down and become easier to talk out of it. “I’ll call you tomorrow.” “No.” “Iris.” “No.” My voice remained steady, and for the first time since the conversation began, genuine panic crept into his. Not guilt. Not remorse. Fear. The realization that this wasn’t ending the way he’d expected. “You’ll regret this.” The words slipped out before he could stop them. For a second, neither of us spoke. Even he seemed to realize how terrible that sounded. Then I ended the call. Just like that. Two years reduced to a disconnected line. The silence in the dorm room felt strangely loud afterward. Ava slowly lowered her phone onto the bed. “Are you okay?” I shook my head. “No. I’m really not.” “Good.” I blinked. “Good?” “If you told me you were fine, I’d know you were lying.” Despite everything, a weak laugh escaped me. Ava crossed the room and squeezed my wrist. She didn’t launch into a speech about fate or silver linings. She didn’t promise I’d find someone better. She just sat there with me while the reality settled in, and somehow that helped more than any motivational quote ever could. Unfortunately, I made the mistake of looking at my phone. The screen exploded with notifications. Messages. Tags. Mentions. News alerts. Campus gossip accounts. Apparently, the entire internet had decided to weigh in on my breakup. Some people were sympathetic. Others defended Mason. A disturbing number treated the whole thing like a reality show they were entitled to review. Poor Iris. She should leave him. She should forgive him. He’s famous. What did she expect? I scrolled past dozens of comments until one stopped me cold. At least she got a scholarship out of the relationship. My stomach tightened. Then I saw another. And another. Different wording. Same accusation. As if everything I’d accomplished belonged to Mason somehow. As if years of studying, writing, interviewing, and surviving on caffeine and stubbornness counted for nothing. As if my scholarship had been handed to me because I dated a football star. As if my position at the university paper had magically appeared without the countless articles, deadlines, and sleepless nights behind it. I tightened my grip on the phone. I’d earned every single thing I had. Nobody had gifted me my future. Certainly not Mason. The comments kept multiplying anyway. Thousands of strangers suddenly acting like experts on my life, my career, my relationship. Against my better judgment, I refreshed the video. The view count updated instantly. 2.3 million. I stared at the number while the dorm room seemed to shrink around me. Two point three million strangers. Watching the worst moment of my life unfold on their screens. Ava leaned over, saw the number, and muttered a curse under her breath. “Yeah,” I said quietly. Because deep down, I already knew what she was thinking. This wasn’t the end of the story. It was the beginning.“I don’t think I should go.”Ava stood in front of the mirror, tugging at the waistband of her jeans and complaining that they felt tighter, even though she was barely showing. She had spent the last ten minutes insisting she had nothing to wear, yet she looked far too excited about the dinner invitation to be taken seriously.“You’re being ridiculous,” she said. “You came for graduation. Just come to dinner.”“That was different.”“How?”“I was invited to graduation. This feels like I’m inserting myself into something I’m not officially part of.”Across the room, Dean had been helping Ryan carry chairs. He set his down when he heard me and came over, wearing the patient amusement he reserved for my more stubborn moments.“You’re talking about it like it’s a state dinner,” he said. “It’s just the team and us. It’s the last time we’ll all be together before everyone scatters.”“Still.”“Iris.” His calm, measured tone made it clear he already knew I was being unreasonable. “Come. Please
Dean showed up at my father’s house the next afternoon. I found him standing beside his car when I stepped outside, his hands shoved into his pockets and uncertainty written across a face I had rarely seen unguarded.“I got in my car,” he said before I could ask. “I didn’t decide to come here. I just started driving, and somehow I ended up pointed in this direction.”I stopped halfway down the steps. “What do you want, Dean?”He met my eyes. “Can we talk?”“We’re always talking.”“Not like this.” He glanced toward the house, then back at me. “I don’t want another conversation where we try to solve everything or convince each other of anything. I just want to be around you.”I didn’t know what to do with that. “You drove all the way here just to be around me?”“Yes.”The honesty landed harder than any explanation could have. I looked back at the house, where my father was probably watching television or pretending not to notice my car still in the driveway, then faced Dean again. “Wher
Melissa drove us to the small café Mason had chosen as neutral ground. Before we went inside, she squeezed my hand. “You don’t have to say anything you don’t want to say.”“I know.”Mason was waiting at a corner table, his phone facedown beside his coffee. He looked less restless than he had the last time I’d seen him, but the way he kept checking the entrance suggested he hadn’t suddenly discovered inner peace. He stood when we approached and gave us a restrained nod.“Thank you for coming.”“I still don’t trust you,” I said, taking the chair opposite him.“Fair.” His mouth twitched, though there was no real humor behind it. “This isn’t about you trusting me. I’m trying to get my best friend back, and I know how bad this looks. Sophie is genuinely unstable, and Dean shouldn’t be marrying her to solve a business problem that isn’t even his to fix.”I folded my arms. “Then why should I believe anything you say?”“You don’t have to.”The answer stopped me more effectively than any defen
“Iris, I have to.” Dean’s voice was quiet, resigned in a way I had never heard from him before. He sat across from me in the stripped-bare room, surrounded by the last traces of a life that no longer felt like mine. “I don’t have a choice. My father has been there for me my whole life. This is my chance to protect him for once instead of letting him be the one protecting me.”“How long are you going to keep doing this?” I asked, folding my hands in my lap to stop them from shaking. “How long are you going to keep sacrificing yourself for a family that keeps taking everything from you?”His gaze dropped to the floor. “I don’t have a reason not to anymore.”There was no argument I could make against that. The fight I had been holding on to slipped out of me, leaving behind an exhausted calm that felt more frightening than anger. I looked around the room at the half-packed boxes, the bare shelves, and the pale rectangles on the walls where photographs had once hung. Everything had alread
I stood at the podium in my cap and gown, looking out over the sea of Northbridge graduates. Somewhere in the crowd, my father had his phone, probably recording every second, whether I wanted him to or not. For one suspended moment, the noise, the cameras, and the heat of the afternoon faded, leaving only the long road that had brought me there.“Two years ago,” I began, keeping my voice steady despite the tremor beneath it, “my life became a headline I never asked to be part of. I lost a scholarship I had earned. I lost people I thought I could trust. For months, I was told who I was supposed to be based on things that had happened to me instead of the choices I made afterward.”I found my father in the crowd. He watched me with the same quiet pride he had carried through every awful part of the last two years, and seeing him there gave me somewhere to place my focus.“What I learned is that the story other people write about you is never the whole truth. You get to write your own ve
The church was full by the time Ava and I arrived, all dark suits, lowered voices, and the particular hush that settled over places built for grief. She had driven back with me the moment I told her about the headline, and now she slid into the pew beside me while I searched the crowd for Mason. I found him near the front with his shoulders drawn tight and his younger sister tucked against his side, both of them facing the altar as if looking anywhere else might make the day more real.Dean arrived a few minutes later and took the pew across the aisle without saying anything. He glanced at me once, then faced forward. I gave him a small nod, and that was enough. His presence needed no explanation.The service moved slowly through hymns, readings, and a eulogy from one of Mason’s aunts, whose voice cracked twice as she described a woman who had spent decades holding a difficult family together with patience and quiet love. I kept thinking about the hospital room months earlier, when Mr







