Pressing the button on the elevator I wait for it to come. There were a few people waiting with me, but no one I knew. There are different companies within the same building, so it wasn’t odd. I rode with new people all the time.
The elevator came and we all got on. I pressed the button for the 36th floor, which is where our company was. I stepped off the elevator, and through the glass doors to my desk. Unloading my bag, coffee, jacket,
and fritter, I sat down to enjoy breakfast before this busy day ahead of me. I knew my boss had a lot for me to do and I was prepared for it. I decided to take the subway today instead of riding my bike, so my helmet was one less thing I had this morning.I usually stay on top of my game and my job, so I was never stressed. I've seen many people huffing and puffing about their day. But I have a great boss. We are busy, but my job is easy, so I spend a lot of my days staring out the window at the building across from us. I imagine that would be my office looking out at the beautiful sights of New York City. And today was no different.As I peered out the window, I thought about
people coming in and out of my office asking me questions, getting me to sign off on things, boss moves, until the phone rang. Good morning, Mrs. Schaeffer’s office how may I help you? Sure, hold one moment please. Mrs. Schaeffer your husband is on line one.” “Thank you, Eve patch him through.” “Sure thing." I patched Mr. Schaeffer through to his wife. I love their relationship. He is the CEO and she is the CFO and they do everything together. His office is down the hall at the other end of the building they are directly in the same spot. They do breakfast, lunch, and I'm quite sure they do dinner together. He sends flowers and little sweet messages up and down the hall by the mail people every day. It is something special for them to do.It makes me think a lot about my own relationship. WellI wouldn't call it a relationship we've only been seeing each other, or a few weeks and I guess it's okay. What I wouldn't give to have a Mr. Shaeffer though. Like-minded strong powerful and loving. There is nothing he wouldn't do for that woman, and in return, she is smitten with him after all this time.
They’re older I think they've been together about 20 or 30 years. They have the kind of love we all dream of, well at least the kind I dream of. Sort of like my parents who have been married about the same amount of time. I think that’s why I like the Schaeffers so much, they remind me of my mom and Dad.
The day pressed on and before I knew it, lunch time. I decided to go to lunch with Tammy, the party animal of the office. “Girl…I am starving! Where are we eating.” Tammy walked up to me. She stood in front of my desk shining like the sun.
She is a little older than me but not as mature. She is the 'everywhere is the turn up' type. She is beautiful, 5 ft. 7, brown caramel skin, stacked but not overly dramatic, and wears a long weave that stays tight. Today she was rocking a grey pencilskirt with a simple button-down white blouse. Her sleeves flipped at the end, which show off her bangle bracelets. She is the perfect blend of classy and rachet. “I don’t care at this point; I could eat a horse!” Tammy laughed but nods her head in agreement. “Let me grab my purse right quick.” She says and trotted off to her cubical. She returned quickly and we were off.
Just as we headed to the door, Mrs. Shaeffer chimed in, “Eve, would you be a dear and grab me something while you’re out?” Tammy and I looked at each other. I turn back to find out what she wanted. “Sure thing. What can I get you?” I ask as Tammy stood with her arms folded, all her weight shifted to one side. “I would love a chicken Caesar wrap and a water from the place
downstairs. That’s if it isn’t too much trouble.” “Oh, no trouble at all. Tammy and I were headed there anyway.” I said and shrug my shoulders at Tammy shaking her head at my lie. We hadn’t picked a spot, but the café was as good as any place, so the café it was.It was packed in there, I guess no one felt like going far. It was cold and the wind was disrespectful. Days like this I missed down south weather. We ordered and sat at the Café’s window bar, waiting for our number to be called. You could see everything and everyone moving about the city. It was a different vibe on a Friday in NY. People seemed to move faster, trying to get through the workday. We engaged in small talk about our plans for the weekend. It was only Thursday, but it was never too early in the week for the weekend plans.I was supposed to be going out with Stu, dinner and dancing. Both of which I loved, and so did he. “I don’t
know why y’all don’t make it official. I mean, y’all spending all this time together.” She shrugged and I laughed. He and I had been spending more and more time together. But there was something missing. I couldn’t quite put my finger on it, but there was something. So, I was good the way things were, scrunching my face at the thought. We kept talking until our number was called. Not paying attention, laughing with Tammy, I jumped down from the stool, my 5 ft 3in, 150 lb. frame being too short to step down. I smack slam into the most beautiful creature I had ever seen in all of my life. Now I don’t get blown away by many things, especially by way of the opposite sex, but damn! He almost knocked me off my feet, literally and figuratively.His beautiful frame at a whooping 6ft 4in maybe 5in, stacked at a solid 240lbs, sun kissed dark skin, tight short cut with shiny jet-black hair that shapes his entire face around his full beard and mustache. The button on his suit jacket opened, revealing the image of a God sculpted chest and stomach through his fitting button down shirt. Lord, my eyes couldn’t help but travel all the way down. His package seemed ready to open and I was stuck. I managed to keep going to his slightly bowlegs and then down to his long feet set in these brand spanking new brown shoes. The man looked like he walked on a cloud, not a scuff or any piece out of place.
I quickly snap myself out of the eye bouncing trance I was in and shook my head to gather myself. I don’t know how long I had been staring, it felt to me like time stood still. “My bad Ma, you good?” I was floored! His voice booming deep sending a shockwave through me. I nod my head yes, with no words able to form in my mouth as it sat gaped opened. His strong arm wrapped around my waist for support, he placed his finger under my chin to close it. He winked and let me go as the sound of the number 27 was being called over and over.
He had moved to the front of the line, as I held on to the back of the stool to check myself and readjust my shoe. “Girl…he was fine! Oh lawd, everything about him! How did it feel in those big, strong arms? I wish I would have jumped into them!” Tammy went on and on. “Go, go, get the food and maybe you can bump into him again.” She smiled, shoo-ing me to the counter. I shot her a look. “What? Look I'll go. That may be my future husband.” Tammy said, pretending to get up. I put my hand up in an effort to stop her. “Whatever, I got it!” I said flustered but intrigued.
I made it through the crowd to the counter, but he was gone. I looked around without it seeming like I was looking around. Tammy caught my eyes roaming and pointed to the side door. My eyes darted over to the door closing slowly. He was gone. My heart dropped, as I turned back to the lady. Her warm eyes meet mine as she handed me the bag. “How much?” I said, sounding like a lovesick puppy. “It is paid for Ma'am, have a great day.” Her smile was infectious. The look of confusion plastered on my face, as I reached for the bag. “Mr. Black.” She said and winked; her eyes shot to the door. Mr. Black, I said over and over in my head with a small blush. I nodded in appreciation and walked away.
I headed toward the side door, when Tammy called my name. I had totally forgotten all about her. Making my way back over to her, I felt embarrassed and excited. “What?” she asks as I sat down. “Nothing, nothing.” I shook it off. “Don’t lie, it doesn’t look good on you.” She laughs and dug in. “He paid for lunch.” “Who? My future husband?” She said joking, which I didn’t find funny. “Tammy!” “What? They say speak it into existence, so I am!” She laughed, flagging me off. “His name is Mr. Black, and yes.” “Tammy Black…eh, I guess I would have to get used to it.” She laughed and kept eating. Me on the other hand, I had lost my appetite. I would never say it out loud, but Eve Black kept playing a song in my head…Eve Black, I liked that.
The rest of my day was a blur. I don't remember anything after Mr. Black, which wasn’t like me at all. I don’t fall fast, or hard, if I fall at all. But this was different, and a little scary. I had never felt like this before, ever. I had been with Wayne off and on through college, and didn’t feel this, and we were in love. Maybe I was experiencing lust for the first time. Which I didn’t want or need, so I had to shake Mr. Black...asap!
Shutting down, I watch as Mr. and Mrs. Schaefer meet mid hall kissing like they hadn’t seen each other in weeks. It was beautiful and my mind shot straight to Mr. Black. I felt dirty calling him that, like he was some old man or something, even though we were about the same age. I didn’t know anything else about him, so I had no choice but to call him that. I had no clue where he came from and he was gone just as quickly. But not from my mind, I could think of nothing else. I imagined that being us. Oh, I was tripping, I needed to go.
Closing down, I headed for the elevator. Home is where my plan was, don’t know how I ended up in the Café. The building was closing, but the café stayed opened for anyone who stayed after hours. “Hi, what can I get for you?” The guy said as I scanned the room for the lady that waited on us earlier. I didn’t know what I was going to say when I found her, but she was the closest thing I had to him right now.
Before I could respond, I heard the familiar laugh of a woman. I then heard an angelic song; the voice of my dreams. “Is that so?” he said as I spun around. She had gotten up from the booth, heading toward the restroom. Tammy was with Mr. Black. I screamed her name out of sheer shock. We all made eye contact as I somehow floated to the door. I was crushed, as I ran out. I stood against the wall with my hand on my chest, trying to stop my heart from beating out of it. I couldn’t catch my breath, I was crushed.
After a few minutes, Tammy appeared in the hall and called for me, but I ran off… didn’t want to hear it. There was nothing she could say to me. I felt stupid, and betrayed. How could she have done this to me? She wasn’t my friend, she couldn’t be. I raged as I sat on the train, trying not to cry. I was fuming and ready to fight. I couldn’t wait to get home so I could scream in peace. These people were lucky my Momma taught me self-control, because I was ready to lose it!
The train couldn't get there fast enough as I dashed up the stairs and to my building. My mind was racing a thousand miles a minute. I was ready to curse Tammy out. She played me. She knew how I felt, and she went behind my back after him anyway. I wrestle with my keys trying to get them in the door. I took the elevator to my floor and raced to my apartment door. I flung the door opened and busted through it, slamming it behind me. I didn't want to be bothered I just wanted to cry. I dropped everything at the door, kicked my shoes off and ran to my room. I fell across the bed and bawled like a baby. He was supposed to be my future... my forever. She had no right. “She had no right”, I screamed into my pillow. I cried until I couldn't cry anymore. I never cried over a man before. This was crazy but my feelings were hurt. And it wasn't about Mr. Black… stupid Black. It was about Tammy and how she betrayed my trust. It was as if my feelings didn’t matter, like she didn't know he was off
I hadn’t realized I was that tired. I slept like a rock. I woke up and saw the text from Stu. It read, dress comfortably, which I did. Only some jeans, an oversized cow neck sweater and some boots. I kept my hair cut short, so I didn’t have any work to do. I liked makeup but I wasn’t the glam type. I pulled myself together and headed out.Stu and I went to dinner at this little Italian spot. The food was amazing, and place was cozy. We ate and talked for a long time. I appreciated the simplicity of Stu, way more than I had before. The energy was good, and he was easy to be around. I felt no pressure to be anything more than Eve.We laughed and played around freely. The night was going well until I looked up to see my worst nightmare staring me in the face with the look of anger across his face. Mr. Black was headed out the door and looked up to see me laughing with Stu. He cocked his head to the side, as he and his friends continued to walk out. I put my attention back on Stu, unbot
The alarm went off, so I hit the button and jumped up. It was an early day for me, as usual. I am usually up at 5, get my work out on, jump in the shower, and at the office by 7. I am the CEO, so I gotta set a good example right. Today I had a pretty light schedule, only a few meetings then free for the remainder of the day. My team was strong, so no micromanaging for me. I paid them well to ensure that.I knew starting out I didn’t want to be 'that guy'. In college, I worked for this little Rinky dink company for 'that guy'. You know the a-hole that has a badge, so he thinks he’s somebody? Yeah, nah my man, I am going to show you what a somebody looks like. I am from the hood, the boogie down Bronx, to be exact so that is a no-fly zone. Flexing on us is a no no. But I learned to hit them where it hurts, them pockets. He quickly learned not to mess with me, respect son, that’s all I ask. I didn’t need to be a tough guy to get my point across, but it didn’t hurt none that I could be.T
I pulled up to the building where the valet was waiting to take the cars. “Yo, Mr. Black. Tell me you saw that game?” Jason the valet said as I got out. “Damn, it must have been a good game, you the second person that asked me that.” We dapped up and I gave him my keys. “Awe you missed it? Nah, tell me you didn’t miss it? They were balling out yo!” He said and hit a move like he was shooting a basket. I didn’t take it as disrespect, that’s how we spoke here. He knew when and when not to. “Yeah, I missed it, but I will watch it tonight, I dvr'd it. Don’t scratch my ride.” I looked at him sternly and he knew play time was over. “Yes sir, Mr. Black, I got you.”I tipped him and walked to the door.“Good morning Mr. Black, how are you this fine morning?” “Great Mr. Johnson, how are you?” “Any day above ground is a good day.” Mr. Johnson was one of the best doormen and people I had ever met. He really took pride in his job and loved his family. “How’s the family? Tell Mrs. Johnson hello for
Yes son, why? What happened?” I laughed because she was over this woman thing. “Hear me out. I slammed into this woman today and she literally took my breath away. I felt feelings I have never felt before. It was from my core Mom; I could feel her in my spirit. It scared me a little. And now I can’t get her off my mind. I can’t work, I can’t think straight, am I tripping?” I laid it all out there to the one woman I trusted more than anyone in the world. “Okay son, take a deep breath.” I blew it out. “Okay, now what happened? And I need details.” I tried to pull myself together, she really had me tripping. “I went to the café to get lunch. When I walked in the door she jumped down and slammed into me. I held her for support and all hell broke loose. I was sweating, my heart skipped a beat, and a warm feeling came over me. She didn’t even say anything, but I could feel her speaking to my soul Momma, I could feel her.” I shook my head, listening to myself still unable to believe what wa
I went up to my office and shut it down. I still had some things to finish but I didn’t feel like doing anything, nothing else mattered. I needed to go. I called for my car, which was there when I got downstairs. I got in and headed home. I needed to sleep, and I needed to pray. I know they say God will meet you where you are, but I would not dare disrespect Him drunk. I would sleep some of this off, shower, then pray. I needed some direction, and I needed an answer. I ended up passing out.I woke up the next morning, to the sound of my phone going off. I scrambled around to find it. I tried to focus and saw that it was Stephanie was calling, I was late. I was my own boss, but I led by example, so being late was unacceptable. “Yeah?” I answered. “Hello…Adam. Are you alright? Do you know what time it is?” I barely had my eyes opened. “Nah, what time is it?” “8 am!” I jumped up. I had to get it together. I don’t even drink like that. This woman had me all messed up, I didn’t pray last n
I got to the bar just in time for my drink. The fellas had ordered a round, and I was happy. I needed this straight and fast. I knew me and if I didn’t calm down, I would be back at that restaurant. My pregame buzz was gone, so I took the shot straight to the head.The music was blasting, and I was feeling it. We headed to the dancefloor. I didn’t want to kill the vibe, so I danced to the music. We were standing off to the side but still dancing, and having a good time, until I saw her. This had to be someone’s sick idea of a joke. She was on the dancefloor with the same guy. They must’ve been on a date. Maybe that was her man, and if so, I had made a complete fool of myself. But my heart didn’t believe that. I could feel it; it was something more to it, to us. I watched as they danced, wishing it was me. I paid attention to her body movements, and his hands. The way they danced could tell the whole story.After the song was over, they went back to their table. He left, and she was si
Eve…I awakened to an empty apartment. I had no idea when, but Janet and Marshall left. I stretched and looked around for my phone. I had no clue what time it was. I do know I had a good time last night. Immediately the thoughts of all that happened came fluttering back. I smiled at the thought. I thought it was a dream, but I knew better. I never drank enough not to remember things that went on. I was definitely with Black last night. I definitely danced with him, and he definitely said that Stu was temporary. I smiled again, Mr. Black was talking heavy last night, and I was all in.I found my phone just in time to hear it ringing. Looking at the clock, I had slept until almost noon, wow. It was Mrs. Schaeffer, so I answered immediately. “Hello Mrs. Schaeffer, is something wrong?” “Hi Eve dear. No nothing is wrong but I do need you to do me a favor. I seemed to have left my phone on my desk. It is no worry for me to get it before Monday, but if it wouldn’t be too much trouble do you