"I know I don’t deserve a second chance. I know I’ve hurt you in the cruelest way. But I regret it, truly regret it. I've spent five years searching for you, hoping to atone for my mistakes. I... I still love you." My heart raced. Part of me wanted to believe him, wanted to surrender to the words I had longed for. But I couldn’t just forget how he had shattered me. "Love?" I let out a small laugh. "You’re talking about love after what you did to me? After you made me feel like nothing more than a replacement? I’ve moved past the days when I cried over you, when I questioned my self-worth just because you chose another woman. You want me back? But what if one day you find another reason to leave me?" "No!"
Lihat lebih banyakAisha's POV
I slowly opened my eyes, feeling a gentle pulse in my chest. It felt strange, yet soothing. My new heart was working, beating with a rhythm that still felt foreign to me. It had been weeks since the heart transplant surgery, but I still couldn't quite believe that I had been given a second chance at life. I turned to the hospital room window. The morning sun warmed my pale skin. The fresh air from outside mixed with the distinct smell of antiseptic. I was still here, in this cold white room, waiting for the doctor to tell me that I was strong enough to go home. My presence in this room felt like a reminder, a symbol of the struggle I had been through. The door to my room opened. A nurse entered, smiling warmly. "How are you feeling today?" I sighed. "A little better." She nodded. "The doctor will be here shortly. Today might be your day to go home." My heart—or perhaps the heart of another person that now belonged to me—began to beat faster. Home. But where? My life before this had been nothing but a series of medical procedures and the fear of death. I had lost so much, including my self-confidence. My feelings were a mix of gratitude and anxiety. Not long after, the doctor entered with a man I had never seen before. He was tall, wearing a light blue shirt with rolled-up sleeves, his hair slightly tousled, but the smile on his face was warm and reassuring. His presence brought a positive aura that made me feel a bit calmer. "Good morning," he said. His voice was low and deep. "I’m Sean. Nice to meet you." I frowned, confused. "Who are you?" The doctor smiled. "Sean is a donor and supporter at this hospital. He often comes to check on the progress of transplant patients." I didn’t know what to say. This man was looking at me in an unusual way. It was as if he saw something more than just a frail body in a hospital bed. There was sincerity in his eyes that made me feel comfortable. "How do you feel after the surgery?" he asked. I hesitated for a moment, then answered honestly. "Weird. I feel like... this isn’t my heart." He nodded slowly, then moved closer and squatted beside my bed. "But that heart beats for you now. That means you’ve been given a new chance." I looked at him, feeling something in his words touch my heart. "Why do you care?" He smiled, but there was something dim in his eyes. "Because I know how it feels to lose something precious and find hope in unexpected places." His words resonated with my soul, making me reflect. I didn’t fully understand what he meant, but there was something about him that made me feel... not alone. This sudden emotional connection changed my perspective on life. Days passed. I was finally allowed to go home, even though going home meant staying alone in a quiet little apartment. My room felt empty, and there were times when the loneliness was so painful. I didn’t have many friends, and my family didn’t care much. But Sean kept showing up in my life. He visited me, brought food, and took me for walks in the park so I could enjoy the fresh air. At first, I felt awkward. Why was he doing all this for me? But over time, I began to accept his presence as something natural, as if he was indeed meant to be in my life. One day, while we were sitting on a park bench, I asked, "Why do you keep coming?" He turned to me, his eyes looking straight into mine. "Because I want you to know that you’re not alone. I want you to know that your life is worth living, that your heart now is a gift you shouldn’t waste." I bit my lip. A warm feeling spread in my chest. "Thank you..." He smiled. "You know? Your heartbeat is the most beautiful gift." That sentence echoed in my mind. I had never thought someone could see me like this, considering my existence as something valuable. There was warmth in his words that made me feel more alive. Time passed, and my feelings for Sean grew. I didn’t know exactly when I began to realize that I was falling in love with him. He was there in every step of my recovery, in every fear and hope that arose in my heart. His presence gave me a strength I had never possessed before. Until one day, he proposed to me. It was simple, without any extravagance. We were just standing on the balcony of my apartment, enjoying the sunset, when he took my hand and said, "I want to spend my life with you. Will you marry me?" Tears welled up in my eyes. I had never imagined that someone would love me like this, with all the wounds and fears I carried. I felt like a dream come true. I nodded. "Yes." And so, a few months later, we got married. It wasn’t a grand wedding. Just the two of us, a few close friends, and the happiness I felt for the first time in a long time. An atmosphere filled with love and hope enveloped our marriage. I stood beside him, wearing a simple white dress, listening to the vows he spoke with sincerity. "I love you, not because of the heart in your chest, but because of you. Because of who you are." I believed him. For the first time in my life, I felt whole. And thus, our story began, with promises and hopes that this was not just temporary happiness, but the beginning of something greater. We were both determined to live this life with meaning. After the wedding, my life changed drastically. Sean was not just my husband, but also my best friend. He helped me rediscover my lost self. We planned a future together, although sometimes the shadows of the past still haunted me. One afternoon, as we sat on the terrace of our home, Sean said, "You know, life is full of surprises. Sometimes, we have to accept what we cannot control and find beauty in it." His words made me think. I began to realize that although my life started from a tragedy, it also gave me the chance to see the world in a different way. Every heartbeat now held a deeper meaning. We decided to travel to places we had always wanted to visit. Each trip brought us closer together. We laughed, shared stories, and felt a happiness we had never imagined before. Sean even took me to beautiful locations, places where we could enjoy nature and remind us of the wonders of life. Each new experience strengthened our bond. However, not every day went smoothly. One time, I encountered health issues that brought me back to the hospital. Worry haunted both of us, and I felt like I was back to square one. Sean was always by my side, strengthening me with his presence. "This is just temporary," he said, holding my hand. "I will always be with you, no matter what happens." His words became a source of strength for me.Aisha's POV My steps felt light yet nervous as I entered the hospital. The familiar scent of antiseptic greeted me, reminding me that I was back in the real world of responsibilities and a busy schedule. I walked towards my office, trying to focus on today’s agenda, but someone’s footsteps beside me quickly matched my pace.“Doctor Aisha!” That cheerful voice made me turn. I smiled as I saw Dita, the nurse and my friend at this hospital. Her hair was neatly braided as usual, and her friendly smile made me feel a bit more relaxed. “Hi, Dita. Good morning,” I replied as I continued walking. “You just got back from Indonesia, right? How was it there?” Dita immediately bombarded me with curious expressions. I let out a small sigh and laughed softly. “It was good. Quite exhausting, but everything went smoothly. We found a great location for the clinic.” “Wow, cool! I see you’re really serious about that project,” she said, impressed.
Aisha's POV Mornings in Paris always come with the aroma of toast and the sound of chirping birds from behind the window. But this morning felt different. My heart raced faster than usual, and not because I was returning to work at the hospital after a long trip. It was for one reason that filled my stomach with butterflies.Julien would be picking me up this morning.I sat on the edge of the bed, staring at my reflection in the vanity mirror. My hair was freshly dried, still a bit frizzy and messy from the cold air. I picked up a comb, trying to tame the unruly strands, but my mind had already drifted far since I opened my eyes this morning.Since the incident by the river… since the kiss that happened amidst laughter and sunlight… something had changed. Not just between us, but also within me. Julien was no longer just a project partner. He occupied my thoughts like a shadow that lingered, slipping into the silence, making me smile unconsciously.
Aisha's POV “I’m glad we went there,” I finally said. “It wasn’t just a work trip. I feel like I found something that was missing.”Julien looked at me intently. “Me too. More than I could have imagined.”A meaningful silence hung between us. In his gaze, I could feel all the unspoken emotions. The small moments in the village, the laughter, and the warmth we shared had changed everything.“It’s like a part of me has been filled again,” I continued, trying to explain my feelings. “A comfort that’s hard to describe.”“Same for me,” he replied, his voice soft. “We’ve experienced something special.”We held each other’s gaze, and I felt warmth spreading within. All doubts and fears seemed to disappear, replaced by hope and certainty.My hand was already on the doorknob, but I hadn’t turned it yet.“I’ll go in first, okay?” I said softly, almost whispering.Julien nodded, but his eyes didn’t leave me. “Aisha?”
Aisha's POV The Paris sky greeted us with gray clouds and a cold breeze that tickled our cheeks. So different from the warm air of the village we had just left. I took a deep breath, the familiar airport aroma felt suffocating—a mix of exhaustion, longing, and the reality that we were back to our old routines.The atmosphere in the airport was bustling, announcements and hurried footsteps reminding me of a busy life. Yet, in my heart, I still felt the warmth of the moments we shared in the village. All the dreams and hopes we planted there felt much more real compared to the hustle and bustle here.“Are you starting to miss the village?” Julien asked, looking at me with a gentle smile.“Yes,” I replied, missing the simple and warm atmosphere we left behind. “I hope everything is going well there.”We walked toward the pickup area, and I couldn’t help but recall the laughter and togetherness we had. “We have to go back,” I said, hoping.
Aisha's POV Every burst of laughter blended with the sounds of nature around us. The chirping of birds and the rustling of the wind seemed to celebrate our moments of happiness. Each step we took felt lighter, as if the burdens that had weighed on my heart began to fade away.“If we could record the village chief’s voice like that, we could make a comedy film,” I said, laughing, imagining how funny that would be if it actually happened.Julien laughed, nodding in agreement. “Yes, and we could invite all the villagers to watch it. They would surely enjoy it.”In that moment, all the doubts and fears that had haunted me seemed to vanish. Every glance, every smile carried a meaning that didn’t need to be explained with words.“I feel like we’re creating something special,” I said, looking at him with hope.“So do I,” Julien replied, his eyes bright. “This is more than just a clinic; it’s about building a supportive community.”
Aisha's POV We walked home along the narrow path, bordered by dense shrubs and trees on both sides. The sound of the river gradually faded behind us, but my heart was still racing like I had just run a long distance. Maybe it was the warm, humid air or the kiss we had shared. Perhaps it was both.Julien walked beside me. Silent. So was I.We didn’t say anything for the first few minutes. Just the sound of footsteps on the wet ground and the chirping of small birds accompanying our steps.Occasionally, I stole glances at him. He looked calm, but from the expression on his face, the way he slightly lowered his head and smiled to himself, I knew he was just as nervous as I was. Maybe even more.Then our hands brushed against each other. Just the tip of a finger. But it felt like a small spark of electricity coursing from my toes to my head. Reflexively, I pulled my hand back.“Sorry,” I said quickly, feeling foolish for being so re
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