AIJAN: 31

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Sabrina

It's been six months since Cara left. And I admit that I miss her so much. I miss everything about her. I miss her voice, I miss hearing her laughs, seeing her beautiful smiles, and her sparkling eyes. I miss kissing her and feeling the warmth of her body. I miss her so much!! Damn.

And it's killing me inside, I wish we could still be together. I hope she was with me now, every day.

Ngunit ang lahat ng iyon ay isa na lamang pangarap at mananatili na lamang na pangarap na hindi na mangyayari pa.

I know she has adjusted to the new place where she is now. I knew little by little she was becoming whole again. And knowing that she was happy again, was one of the things I knew was worth it because I let her go.

She deserves to be happy. She deserves to live with overflowing joy and happiness in her heart, to love freely, at and ipagmalaki sa bung mundo and taong mapipili niyang susunod na mahalin.

Something I can't afford to give her. So