[ Gemma ]
“So, you are the new mate of our Beta?” A girl of my age eyed me from top to bottom.
Her gaze was judgemental and I felt self-conscious. With all the beating and malnutrition, my skin became dull and my bones were visible. I lost my charm, my hairs were no longer smooth and shiny. They were cut short just below my shoulders.
“I feel pity for Rowan. After having the most beautiful woman we had ever seen as his first mate, he got a clown for a second mate.” Another girl mocked me and this direct insult pinched me.
I was never called ugly by anyone before.
Time and wounds made me look like a homeless and I hate Adonis for this shame.
“Aren’t you supposed to help the Luna in choosing her dress? I think I have heard her calling out for you two.”
I heard another woman’s voice, it held authority and firmness because those girls’ face turned pale and in the next moment, they scurried away from there.
“Gemma, Beta Rowan’s mate, right?”
The question was directed at me so I looked up and saw a woman slightly older than me but tall and beautiful. She must be a high rank wolf. I could judge by her personality.
“Yes.”
I replied slowly and looked down because I wasn’t sure if I could be relaxed around her.
I was at the enemy’s pack and one wrong move could lead me to my death.
“You shouldn’t take such insults directed on you, Gemma. They are only some useless girls who bullied you despite knowing the fact that you are the second most important woman in the pack after the Luna. Live up to your title.” She advised me.
It was true in her opinion but I wasn’t what she perceived about me. I was only under refuge disguised in ugly pretence.
“I am Micheal, Rowan’s sister.” She introduced herself and my eyes widened.
All this while, I was standing in front of Rowan’s sister. How could I miss the resemblance between the two.
“Don’t worry, I am not going to bully you.” A smile broke on her stern face and it confused me even more.
“I am sorry, Miss-” I paused because I didn’t even know if I could address her by her name.
“Call me just Mick. I am only a year older than you. Sorry, I couldn’t meet you earlier because I was out of station and returned home in the morning.” She tried to ease my awkwardness.
“It’s nice to meet you, Mick.” I said with a polite smile.
“Stupid Rowan, he should have informed you about some noisome people here. I mean most of girls or high rank men are mean here but they should respect and fear the beta’s mate. I mean you are the Beta’s mate for them. The reality is a secret in Winters family.” She said and my head snapped in her direction.
She knew the truth. It made me feel even more embarrassed. I was an imposter in her family whom her brother brought home.
“I know everything, Gemma. My brother never keeps a secret from me. You can trust me. I won’t tell anyone and I am glad I got the chance to meet the daughter of the man who saved my brother’s life years ago.” She said.
I only smiled in response because I was still unsure of what to say in front of her.
“I and Rowan are born from our father’s second mate and Alpha Axel is our stepbrother. Our family is dysfunctional. You can say, we don’t like one another but for the sake of the pack’s unity, we stay together for outer front. I and Rowan are good at our work so Axel has no reason to throw us out of here.” She kept talking about her family.
“Mick, I want to do something. I can’t stay here idly and be a burden on Rowan. He has already done a lot for me.” I expressed my wish. It had been running in my mind since I was brought here.
She gave me an intense look before speaking, “Rowan told me that you were not just the Luna but also a warrior. You will get exposed if you show your fighting skills because then you will be sent to other packs and you have to represent the pack.” She said.
I again fell into deep thoughts. I had worked tirelessly both at borders, I trained young wolves and also handled the administration.
“I am also good in finance. I can work in the statics department.” I said.
“That will be a suicidal job, Gemma. You will be stuck in the piles of files. No, we have to think about it.” She flatly declined my idea.
“I can teach at the school. I don’t want to be burden on anyone, Mick. This is against my morals. I hope you understand.” I said pleading her through my eyes.
“Eventually, he will find you if he comes to know that you are alive, Gemma. I am coming from the pack house. Axel has received an invitation from the Alpha Adonis. They are celebrating his birthday and organized a charity gala. Do you realize what it means?” She said.
I was stunned. I felt like the destiny was playing hide and seek with me.
I gulped my forming nervousness, “Alpha Axel accepted the invitation? The two packs are arch enemies.”
“Yes, he accepted the invitation. Axel will be attending it along with his Luna Beatrice and Rowan.” She told me.
“Rowan is also going?” I asked, my heart was hammering against my chest.
“This is a direct order from Alpha which he can’t deny. You just pray that he’d not order you to tag along with Rowan or you’ll be doomed.” She said and I felt like I was going to collapse on the floor.
There’s no way I would be facing that pack and Adonis ever again.
Meanwhile, I saw Rowan walking into our direction. His face was as cold as ice and it made me shiver because he looked furious.
Our eyes met for a brief moment.
“Gemma, I need to pack a few clothes. We’re leaving the pack in an hour.” He said to me with impatience.
“Hey, what is with this sudden decision? Where are you going all of a sudden?” Micheal asked her brother.
I was anxious. An unknown fear gripped me.
“I received a message from Axel. He told me that former Beta of Blue Moon Pack is visiting us in the evening. It is an unannounced visit. I wasn’t expecting him to stop by here.” He said, he also looked tensed but I was frozen.
Seline’s father, old Beta Derek was coming and there’s no way I could hide from him. My body started shaking with fear and all those tortures started reeling in front of my eyes that he made me suffer.
“Gemma, are you okay?” Rowan asked me worriedly and tried to touch my arm but I was already breathing hard.
“He is com..coming. He…he…will find out..that..I…am alive. He will kill me.” I whispered. My vision fogged and I couldn’t think anything properly.
“Rowan, I think she is having a panic attack. We need to take her to the hospital.” Micheala’s eyes were filled with fear.
Rowan’s hands wrapped around my body and he picked me in his arms.
“Don’t worry, Gemma. Everything is fine. I won’t let anything happen to you.” He whispered softly to me. I could see his face through my blurred vision and felt him moving faster.
He took me to the infirmary. I desperately tried to feel Sadie. She was silent.
“Please, Sadie, don’t abandon me in this situation.” I begged her.
The doctors started treating me immediately and put an oxygen mask over my face. Rowan gripped my hand tightly to comfort me but I was restless.
“Beta, we can’t give her any medicines in this condition. ” The doctor looked troubled.
I was only staring at them, my body was weak and brain was foggy.
“Doctor, don’t waste time. Can’t you see that she is having a panic attack. if you don't treat her on time, she might be in danger.” Rowan yelled at him and he looked scared.
“I am sorry, Beta but if we inject her, it might affect adversely on the baby.” The doctor said and I felt like someone had poured hot lava into my ears.
“What are you saying, doctor?” Rowan frowned and stared at me blankly.
“Your mate is expecting, Beta. She’s three weeks pregnant.” The doctor announced and as soon as I heard it, I slipped into complete darkness.
[ Giovanni ]I regretted lashing out at Carlotta, the closest cousin I had and who always rooted out for me but my mind was at complete unrest ever since Adonis tried to kill two of the guards, he left them badly injured.And it was a direct hit on my pride. No other prisoner had ever dared to try such act and he very well knew that I’d not kill him instantly. He deliberately did it and it had been bugging me since then.I ran for miles to take my mind off but it didn’t help because there were other things that had been stressing me lately and it wasn’t something I could share with anyone.Enemies were slowly rising around me, it was invisible but words had reached in my ears.Alpha Alaric hadn’t forgotten our past and he was looking for a chance to strike back at me. He could get support from those packs whom I once crushed and won despite their strength and power equal to me back then.My alliance with Emiliano and Black Ville Pack became more necessary.I had to fasten the process
[ Gemma ]My mind wasn’t at ease since I discovered about Carlotta’s secret affair with Gamma Octavio. On the other hand, Giovanni was also busy in supervising the training of newly shifted males. Their training was more intense and hard than any other pack.They must be ready to face any situation and that’s why Giovanni never left any chances.I wanted to talk to someone but it wasn’t something to sing aloud. It was better if Carlotta tells her brother by herself.“Regina, you are here. I have been looking for you everywhere. I event went to check in your room but it was locked.” I heard Sabrina’s voice.She was coming in my direction.“I was taking a stroll after the lunch. Tell me, why are you looking for me?’ I asked her.“The doctor who is treating Mrs. Orsini, he wants to talk to you.” She told me and it made me frown.“What happened? Is she alright?” I asked her feeling worried.“I don’t know. The doctor was coming out of her room when I went there to feed her breakfast.” She s
[ Gemma ]“What have you planned to do with Adonis?” I asked Giovanni over the dinner.My question was answered with silence.Leonardo and Carlotta were also present at the table. They eyed me not to say a word and I understood why they were telling me to be quiet about it.The tension could be felt as Giovanni had to rush to the cellar where Adonis had attacked the guards which was surprising because they were the highly trained guards. It made Giovanni mad. He had been in a bad mood ever since he saw their wounds.“Gio, my mother is constantly pestering me to come home and receive the training of being a perfect luna and I don’t want to spend the last days of my freedom with her and our over controlling uncles and aunts. Please, can you pass an order to them?” Carlotta broke the heavy silence.“Well, you lack the qualities of a perfect high rank lady. You need to learn some etiquettes to become the Sorreno Luna.” Giovanni answered her and it made her jaws hung low.I was also surpri
[ Gemma ]“You are discharged from the hospital but it doesn’t mean that you can do whatever your naughty mind wishes to do, mate. You have been wandering around since the morning. Do you want me to put you on house arrest?”Giovanni groaned shaking his head as he saw me running behind Carlotta’s pet dog who was super cute and loved to play.“I love to spend time with fluffy. Just look at him. He wants to play with me.” I said patting the head of the golden retriever who was wagging his tail at me.“He is the only one who doesn’t fear me and I hate his stinking furs.” Giovanni scrunched his nose.I laughed seeing him making faces.“We also smell bad when we sweat in our wolf form, Gio. Don’t fuss over a cute dog. It’s good that Carlotta isn’t around or you have to face her grumpy mood. You know how much she loves Fluffy.” I said throwing the ball far and the dog ran to catch it.“You have over worked yourself, Gemma. I insist you to go back in your room and rest.” He said in a serious
[ Gemma ]I tried to open my eyes but closed them instantly as my head spun again. After a few moments, I tried again and this time, I looked around and found that I was in the infirmary. The beeping of heart monitor was the only sound in the plain white room.My body felt heavy and lifeless. It was the effect of medicines.“Hey, amore. Relax, there’s no need to move much.” I heard my mate’s gentle voice and it I tilted my head to my right side.His icy blue eyes were staring down at me with a mixture of relief and concern. I immediately felt at ease as I felt his presence and his scent calming down my senses.“Gio, how long did I pass out?” I asked in in a low voice as I still had a mild headache.“For three hours. You scared the shit out of me, Gemma.” He said and caressed my hairs.I closed my eyes to feel his touch which was taking my weariness away.“Your blood pressure hiked and your body is also weak. What are you doing to yourself? You have a strong body.” He said and I could
[ Gemma ]“Hello, Alpha.”Two words, just two words left my lips when I saw the man whom I once loved madly or it was just my illusion.He was sitting in a corner, covered in wounds and dried blood on the cuts, he raised his head and our eyes met. In a corner, I could see a much thinner Rowan but he had a certain kind of peace on his face.“Gemma, is that really you?”Adonis asked blinking his eyes, confusion and excitement, both was visible on his face but I felt nothing for him. I wondered how quickly those feelings died.“Yes, it’s me.” I looked away and signalled a guard to bring a chair for me as my legs felt weak and my head was also dizzy.“Amore, I’ll be waiting outside but the guards will stay here with you. Just tell me if you don’t feel good.” Giovanni said placing a hand on my shoulder in assurance.“I will and thanks again, love.” I smiled at him.A low growl was heard, it came from Adonis whose eyes turned bloodshot red seeing us together. I knew the feeling of jealousy