~Faye
The note glistens in my fingertips, the paper decorated with swirling cursive text.
Darling daughter,
I’m positive the Goddess would like to hear you sing today.
~Mother
Singing to the Moon Goddess is something I have done ever since I was a young child. As ruler of our land, the Goddess makes full decisions on our futures, and to help her make positive ones for my Pack, I sing to her. She feeds off the harmonies, the melody.
It’s not something I enjoy, though. Singing to a pillar on my knees for an hour can get tiresome after awhile.
I let the paper fall from my hand and flutter back onto the surface of my desk. This happens most mornings, but clearly today she wanted to stress it today. This must be some kind of way to be forgiven for what I did last night. Sneaking out, in her opinion, is not living up to my duties as an Alpha. She’s right, but in my defense, that’s the only time I really get alone.
The moment I leave my bedroom, two of my favourite female Guards begin to follow me. They are my favourite because they know when I need space, even when I don’t say anything.
I just hope this Huntsman, Cal, is like that.
The building where I typically sing was made years ago for my great, great grandmother, when she was an Alpha. Hearing my mother sings always makes me feel uncomfortable when I do so. Her voice is toe curling beautiful, and I doubt I even come close to her talent.
Brushing through the sheer curtain the keeps the inside of the small building hidden from the outside, I leave the Guards at the door. They aren’t allowed in here when I sing.
The room is beautiful, really. It’s dressed in colours of purple and gold, the drapes across the windows glinting with the morning sun streaming through. The tapestries and art on the wall has been explained to me before, and as per tradition, I acknowledge each piece before I kneel on the flat mat mother once told me was weaved out of real gold thread.
Maybe that’s why it’s so uncomfortable.
The pillar in front of me is sculpted from pure marble. There’s nothing there to see, but apparently it poses as a direct portal to where the Moon Goddess is. As much as I believe in her, I’m not exactly sure if I’m facing the right direction.
Three candle are placed on the ground in front of me, a small box of matches beside it. I strike one, lighting the scented candles so they glow brilliantly.
Then I begin to sing.
The scented smoke comes from candles that have been engineered in the Wisdom Pack to assist my voice. Everytime I sing to the Goddess, I must make sure I’m at my best, giving her the positivity she needs to continue on, giving her blessings to my Pack. It’s a beautiful thing, for the first ten minutes.
I don’t really get that far. The feeling of eyes on my back is so heavy my shoulders almost slump from the weight of it.
My singing ceases, as I turn around. I would expect my mother on a normal day.
Not today.
A man stands against the doorframe, the curtain behind him. He isn’t familiar in the slightest; people in this Pack don’t look like him. All I ever seen on a normal day basis is white hair to a dark grey. This mans hair is an oak wood colour, all messy across his forehead as if it’s been tousled by the wind.
His most striking features are his eyes, considering how used to the light coloured eyes of my Pack. They are the softest brown, so mellow compared to the rest of him. He’s tall, his body broad. Clearly he’s seen more violence in his life then I ever will.
I’m swiftly on my feet, my dress twisting with my legs. “You shouldn’t be watching me sing.”
“I’m not watching you sing, I’m listening,” he replies, raising a dark eyebrow at me. I find myself scowling in response. Who does this man think he is?”
“And who are you?” I question.
He shrugs, stepping further in the room. At this point, he’s ignoring me, gazing around the room, taking in all the colourful artwork, before it lands on the golden map, candles and the pillar. He doesn’t look confused, only slightly amused by it all.
I sigh, “at least can you leave. This is a ritual that is not meant to be interrupted.”
“You're singing to the Goddess, how fascinating,” he continues. I watch him carefully, making sure he wasn't going to make any suspicious moves or blow out my candles. “How long do you, as the Alpha, have to-”
“Who are you?” I snap, cutting him off.
“I work here.”
I'm not fully familiar with everyone who works in my residence, however, I, sure I would remember his face if he did. I would never admit that to him, so I continue to question him, not allowing myself to dwell too much on it.
“As?”
“I'm merely a simple servant here to walk you back to your room,” he tells me. Noticing my raised brow, he continues. “As per your mother's commands, of course.”
I frown. “She wants me to stop my singing now?”
I don't mention to him the note. I try not to give everyone an idea of how much of a pushover she can be. The idea of her pulling me away from this isn't something I should let affect me so much, so I keep it masked. It is clearly an important matter.
I straighten my skirts. “Fine. Can I have your name?”
He doesn't look like a simple Guard here, with the missing dress code. He’s wearing fighting leathers that show off his bronzed arms, that half my Guards wouldn't spot, considering how indoors this place is. Winter is commonplace here, being atop a mountain.
“I'm simply a lowly servant to you, Alpha Faye,” he says airily. “You would forget it in moments, I'm sure.”
That's not true, but I wouldn't admit that to him. “You're not the Huntsman my mother has hired to follow me around, are you?”
“The one she is taking you to meet right now? Hardly,” he comments, and my eyes widen. So that's the matter that has my mother has found important enough to drag me from my daily ritual. After last night, this especially a surprise.
I follow the stranger from the room, after I blow my candles out. Once he is out the room, I close the curtain behind me. He shouldn't have seen that.
“You don't seem so happy about this?” He notices, as we begin to walk side by side toward my room. I'm not used to that. Usually they trail behind, not wanting to generate any kind of conversation with me.
I'm not sure how I feel about that.
“I don't need one. I'm the Alpha, I can look after myself,” I mutter, as we make it back inside the main building. “I'm sick of people babying me at all time.”
“I understand, but the Silents are a real problem here. They are highly, trained, dangerous, and none of them have remorse. They sign up to horrible missions to kill, the be killed, all in the order of Alpha Kael. All of them are cowards, who would rather have their throats slit than talk about a single fact of their origin,” He tells me sternly.
I've never heard someone describe them like that. I've been told to forget they exist, and let my Guards deal with it.
“That's why I sing,” I tell him softly. “To keep myself and my Pack safe.”
He doesn't say anything for a moment.
We keep walking. I hate the fact that my room is situated so far away from where I sing, since I go there almost everyday, in a ritual dress that has me sweating in a few steps.
“So, Alpha, explain an average day in your life,” the man asks, changing the conversation to something of a lighter note.
I think about that for a moment. “I have breakfast, then I sing. A Guard typically accompanies me for a walk around the gardens. Then its lunch, study and business. Sometimes on the weekends I'll visit the villages within my Pack.”
“Sounds utterly uniform,” he comments.
I couldn't agree more.
“I think that,’ I lie.
“Sometimes life is better being free,” he says and I cast my gaze up to him.
At this point, we have made it to the edge of my quarters. I'm more focused on the man in front of me. All I want to do study him, find out who he is, and his job here entails. Instead he bows graciously, and backs up a few steps.
“I shall see you later, Alpha,” he says, before he turns and walks away.
~FayeI quickly made my way back to my room to change. For whatever reason, mother hates it when I wear pants - apparently it's not formal enough.So I wear them around her out of unsung protest.She spends all her time in bed, so it's straight to her room for me. It's not her fault she's ill, and we haven't yet found a cure just yet. It gives her a good reason to push me around though, since I have no heart to protest against my sickly mother, who everyone conspires will die soon.Her Guards hardly acknowledge me as I knock on her door. That man who was supposed to bring me here did a horrible job of doing so. He left me at my room and that was that. Oh well, I'm here now.
~FayeI wait for him to react. I refuse to make a move.He doesn't say a word, which makes sense. The silence is split with the rain hitting my windows, as he rhythmically runs his gloved right index finger up and down the side of the blade. I'm not sure what he's waiting for, but right now, I'm at his mercy.My entire body trembles. I can't leave. He’ll kill me. I can't call for Cal. He’ll kill me. If I stay here and watch him, waiting for him to make a move, he will still kill me.Right now, I have no option.“I don't understand,” I breathe, my voice raspy, tangling in with the sound of the rain out
~Faye“Are you okay?” Cal questioned again. And again.I’m staring straight ahead, right at the wall. It’s the next day. Last night, after the incident, I didn’t sleep. Not because I was stressed about being attacked, but because I had Guards posted in my room. In my room.Cal has been beating himself up over this all morning. Dawn may have just broken, but we’ve been up for hours. I may not know the Huntsman, my new Personal Guard, very well, but I have noticed his selflessness. He hates himself for not being there the moment the Silent went into my room.“I tol
~FayeThere’s no words exchanged between us as we walk.The dumbfounded Guards who actually pay attention don’t stop us. They can’t, considering my authority over them. So we wander past, right out of the cell together, him right at my side. Never once does he make a move to step away, his gait matching mine.I can’t explain why I trust him. I just do.We walk outside, right through the main door. There shouldn’t be anyone where I plan to take him. And if he escapes? Hopefully I will have an explanation by then. In reality, I have no reason to trust him, or to even want him to explain. I should have accepted the fact he will be put to death, and I will be safe
~FayeI knock four times on the door in rapid succession.Only a few seconds pass before it’s flung open, and he’s standing there. The Huntsman. My own personal Guard. Cal.He squints in the light of my bedroom, as his gaze sweeps over me, looking for any sense of damage on my body. When he finds nothing but a fully dressed Alpha with no sign of injury, his eyes find my face, as he leans back against the doorframe. Considering it’s the middle of the night, the less than alert expression on his face tells me he would rather be asleep, which he was before, considering his shiftless looked and mussed hair.“Alpha, is everything okay?” he asks gently, raising an e
~FayeI don’t have a secret. Not one that I know of, anyway.He’s just saying this to get into my head, I know it. Apparently Cal has not been brought to light about his manipulations, and won’t put the trial ahead, like I have requested. Apparently there isn’t a judge available until the time that has been put in place.I don’t know if I will survive till then.The worst part is the idea of him sitting down in that cell, knowing who knows what, potentially planning my demise. I want to know everything about him. His past, his present, even his future. I’m not going down there again, though. He has an all knowing look about him, and at this point, isn’t about
~Faye“Cal,” I say softly, my eyes unable to remove themselves from the gaze of the escaped Silent. “I think you need to turn around.In time with a single flinch, he twists around, his bow loaded for a split second before he shot in the direction of which I was staring. I made the mistake of blinking, missing the arrow hit right into the tree, where T had originally been standing.He was gone. Just like that.“Is that your way of distracting me?” he asks, a dazzling smile attempting to mask my earlier fright. I simply blink, completely stunned by what I am looking at. Cal’s shot would have been fatal had the Silent been standing there.&nb
~Faye“You haven't seen him once?”I hardly believe that Cal, my personal guard and an infamous Huntsman has not yet faced the Silent that has caused all this drama. A part of me thinks he is too proud. He has no reason to be, since he was the one who caught him. At least in his perspective he did.“What's the point,” he mutters. “He's a Silent.”Either way, we walk steadily past empty cells to where he has been kept this entire week. I've insisted Cal needs to see him, to look deep into those eyes and see if there's a soul there. Then he will begin to see why T has been haunting my thoughts during the night, and day.