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FALLON
I push open the nearest door to the squad complex, hanging a right to go to the squad dorms instead of taking my usual left into the trainee barracks. Everything that has transpired over the last twelve hours has my brain completely scrambled, and I just have to tell someone about it. And by someone, I mean my sister.
I speed-walk down the hallway to her room, testing the door handle. It’s unlocked, and I don’t mean to throw it open as hard as I do. As the door collides with the wall on the other side, I rush in to see a very startled Brooke sitting on her bed, her legs crisscrossed beneath her and her laptop upon them.
“Hi! Sorry…” I grab for the handle again, swinging the door closed gently.
“Is everything okay?!” Brooke asks, pushing her glasses up the bridge of her nose. “You scared me half to death!”
I spin around to face her, leaning back against the door and grinning. I don’t even know whe
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